I'm somehow alive.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWehYUJPFvd
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG6N4ha8Rg
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj0zbevTEl
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGgW4KQ0Yy
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo5ujRQ5vx
Well, it was that kind of day. 329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0loqdibAvO
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfuZTdFrEj
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y3RCOic72
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj0V47UWU5
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3pxPt9YNx
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHITv66eqAf
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsbwU5sdVR
Much less someone I know.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBmVxr8GG2
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"...Hey. Hey..."329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrkZY4UY7I
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTX8y8EW6h
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC3S7oV81G
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"You...!" 329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNGfdWEBjM
I remember cursing in my head.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xh7l4IFVY
Ah, fuck.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXS7o3Kkub
Fuck.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmacVKNgvoy
It had to be you, didn't it.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxny3OKXOC
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqJ85Sd7F5
Teacher's pet.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4fvK9gRtr
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPYeF80nvK
The class president.
