I'm somehow alive.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlr8iKOzmK
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHoIFsMqAC
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfEWahitiN
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0MifheEAM
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAXlRU5sQr
Well, it was that kind of day. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8HxlmlsFB
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgXzDHCKxN
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMjQtfd827
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN4L1Ge0Sf
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK73ItKbnr
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHD1pBUMJX
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn6spZAjUZ
Much less someone I know.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyoScHx8MD
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"...Hey. Hey..."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkqumK2x9v
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIGshLXpBz
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtxEvIpSmB
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"You...!" 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK2ysiiDqn
I remember cursing in my head.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CIAkOaxDR
Ah, fuck.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgjlxYw6LA
Fuck.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoeth371yN
It had to be you, didn't it.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0swEVr0lDX
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG48YFqpG0
Teacher's pet.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfckawQgwa
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZK6HeKPHQ
The class president.
