I'm somehow alive.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n1c7NiAB3
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2SZPGtfK1
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjajPZPtU9G
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ8WobwYJL
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ3CwfO3Rp
Well, it was that kind of day. 237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO1SACH5wR
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJDiCsDNCD
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lK7g4HmM8
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltN6TAsQOg
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l3GeZn4LW
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OqVFn0zeW
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PEnrxv2Fp
Much less someone I know.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n0A1lKWOr
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"...Hey. Hey..."237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd8De0OXLh
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHVxclKQsp
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKTlFktdqd
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"You...!" 237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnOhmkpksU
I remember cursing in my head.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q8y2DBQcS
Ah, fuck.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXVkitSsVJ
Fuck.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgs5lek123
It had to be you, didn't it.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnY5gZIHeY
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtj1EQbVCf
Teacher's pet.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbQhyiaIp7
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBYDMTnkZy
The class president.
