I'm somehow alive.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z2oCs3E7c
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBruhBdUtN
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sS5kUzIq4
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ruIl3D4WO
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbIHQzFhSL
Well, it was that kind of day. 190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmx0FnDdCl
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWlFP522sK
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSlDPqs6AS
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2ZwO0zyNL
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVDtUH2jvU
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKOkQiaTtk
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUjLNi9Ky0
Much less someone I know.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsPeCCLHNj
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"...Hey. Hey..."190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVDD80xokk
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY58COZhLOU
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TZftTxllJ
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"You...!" 190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sYbjKv9n6
I remember cursing in my head.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q2ePSYnYI
Ah, fuck.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi7JMwJ135
Fuck.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALbdwyGh38
It had to be you, didn't it.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8u7unm0lV
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Nx2h6Fku
Teacher's pet.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb1YOwglTG
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.190Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt0jW3ngAG
The class president.
