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DREAMS don't make sense. Yes, they do. No, they don't. Here, I'll prove it to you.
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I'M in the living room, sitting on the couch with my father, watching Corner Gas reruns on the TV. So far, so normal. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAUT6x8c1Klr
Dad turns to me and says, "You look sleepy. Mike. You've got a vein on your forehead."657Please respect copyright.PENANAk42HqEK7rd
"Oh, yeah? Bizarre."657Please respect copyright.PENANA2vrRrT8BSA
"Yeah."657Please respect copyright.PENANA9QXnr95BHZ
"Ponderous, father," I say. "Simply ponderous."657Please respect copyright.PENANAQh3vY9lpSQ
"Something you want to talk about?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAWCC8RG7l1M
"I see myself." I point across the living room, to where my doppelgänger is hiding behind double doors, peering out at me. He grins devilishly.657Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oyts4nTWK
"I know," Dad says. "You're fading away."657Please respect copyright.PENANAKRjNHMQ6Z9
"I know," I say. "It isn't fair."657Please respect copyright.PENANAdWiFbW4Iv0
"Maybe you should go to sleep," Dad offers.657Please respect copyright.PENANA2d2LpKfmDC
I consider the offer. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAzk8mcdm3cV
During the time it takes for me to make my considerations, the other me waves and waves and waves, trying to grab my attention. I don't give me any attention. Positively none.657Please respect copyright.PENANAVoHpFRx5SJ
I say, "You know what? Maybe you're right. I am tired."657Please respect copyright.PENANApnir02EGX4
"Good. Go to sleep."657Please respect copyright.PENANAqxeLil1AkU
Suddenly, the mirror me is no more. Vanished. Into thin air. Into nothingness. I've faded away.657Please respect copyright.PENANAYtsP0mEJVp
"I'm gone!" I say, not trying in the slightest to keep the astonishment out of my voice.657Please respect copyright.PENANAPKqPSM8ypS
Dad says, "That's what you get, Mike. You're dead."
657Please respect copyright.PENANAsz9IpP51duDad turns to me and says, "You look sleepy. Mike. You've got a vein on your forehead."657Please respect copyright.PENANAk42HqEK7rd
"Oh, yeah? Bizarre."657Please respect copyright.PENANA2vrRrT8BSA
"Yeah."657Please respect copyright.PENANA9QXnr95BHZ
"Ponderous, father," I say. "Simply ponderous."657Please respect copyright.PENANAQh3vY9lpSQ
"Something you want to talk about?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAWCC8RG7l1M
"I see myself." I point across the living room, to where my doppelgänger is hiding behind double doors, peering out at me. He grins devilishly.657Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oyts4nTWK
"I know," Dad says. "You're fading away."657Please respect copyright.PENANAKRjNHMQ6Z9
"I know," I say. "It isn't fair."657Please respect copyright.PENANAdWiFbW4Iv0
"Maybe you should go to sleep," Dad offers.657Please respect copyright.PENANA2d2LpKfmDC
I consider the offer. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAzk8mcdm3cV
During the time it takes for me to make my considerations, the other me waves and waves and waves, trying to grab my attention. I don't give me any attention. Positively none.657Please respect copyright.PENANAVoHpFRx5SJ
I say, "You know what? Maybe you're right. I am tired."657Please respect copyright.PENANApnir02EGX4
"Good. Go to sleep."657Please respect copyright.PENANAqxeLil1AkU
Suddenly, the mirror me is no more. Vanished. Into thin air. Into nothingness. I've faded away.657Please respect copyright.PENANAYtsP0mEJVp
"I'm gone!" I say, not trying in the slightest to keep the astonishment out of my voice.657Please respect copyright.PENANAPKqPSM8ypS
Dad says, "That's what you get, Mike. You're dead."
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NOW I'm at a party. People I remember from my past are present. People are together who were never together. Sense is not the language being spoken.657Please respect copyright.PENANAkFzfebhVmg
I'm on the couch. Again. A different couch. Alone. Nodding off from sheer boredom. This is why I don't go to parties. I'd much rather stay home and occupy myself in ways only I can relate.657Please respect copyright.PENANAWG9EDKB0yn
"Prick!" says my old friend Brandon from behind. "God damned Russian prick!"657Please respect copyright.PENANANFaraZOD0c
I turn to take in the ruckus. Brandon is pummelling a cute little mooshka doll, bashing and beating in its brains with a baseball bat. White, fluffy stuffing leaks from the ever-growing head wound. Soft skull battered, bruised, and cleaved. I'm both troubled and amused by the scene.657Please respect copyright.PENANAX1rMYNq1KW
The doll takes the abuse admirably, if I do say so. It doesn't even make a peep.657Please respect copyright.PENANAYeWag9UNIz
"That's what you get for hitting my sister! Potato water–drinker! Snow-sucker! Filth! Rubbish! Filth!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAYIhHHwCKte
I'm confused. The more Brandon talks, the less Brandon sounds like Brandon.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3n4Pij8io0
As my old friend continues his savage beatdown of an innocent dolly, other partygoers disengage themselves from tepid conversations and instead opt to play witness to the ongoing spectacle.657Please respect copyright.PENANAoG8v1dIUg2
"Filth! Rubbish! Filth!" is heard amidst cheers of "You get 'em, Branflakes!" and "Go, you!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAAqQ51DZX5U
I shake my head and roll my eyes just as Brandon's dad, Brian, walks by.657Please respect copyright.PENANAF7ZVkHKWQK
"Drugs," he says cryptically.657Please respect copyright.PENANAMIR8ZP81Ks
"Hmm?" I ask.657Please respect copyright.PENANAcseOYjIc7g
"You heard me. Get out!" he screams, pointing to the front door.657Please respect copyright.PENANAUbuL1be5mN
I ignore him and he walks onward, sitting in a rocking chair where he begins to knit an ugly ball of yarn.657Please respect copyright.PENANANIkeVwzwoJ
A blonde-haired girl I used to know—Sarah—sits beside me on the couch. With a shocking immediacy, she turns to me and starts to talk: "Hey, Mike. What's new with you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAbWHnQOho97
I look into her shocking blue eyes. So blue. Does she like me? She said she loved me once. But that might have been smoke. Words. Without meaning. Just words. In any case, I never loved her. How could I? We never really connected.657Please respect copyright.PENANAlwBebYj54i
"I've been writing," I say, growing excited. I'm starved for human contact and connections.657Please respect copyright.PENANApZoK6XRZym
"Oh yeah? Like a novel?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAaXtdj2cIrX
"I wish. No. I've been working on one but I haven't finished it yet. Short stories, I guess."657Please respect copyright.PENANAuZyon3yJYI
"So, how long are you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANA7SCSE67Gc7
"I dunno. 14 pages, I think?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAfmmaPM6dNR
"Oh." She loses interest. Scoots over to the other end of the couch, as far away from me as she can get, and into the arms of her brown-haired girlfriend, Fiona. They giggle and hold each other.657Please respect copyright.PENANAVnoyxr15GS
Bitch.
I'm on the couch. Again. A different couch. Alone. Nodding off from sheer boredom. This is why I don't go to parties. I'd much rather stay home and occupy myself in ways only I can relate.657Please respect copyright.PENANAWG9EDKB0yn
"Prick!" says my old friend Brandon from behind. "God damned Russian prick!"657Please respect copyright.PENANANFaraZOD0c
I turn to take in the ruckus. Brandon is pummelling a cute little mooshka doll, bashing and beating in its brains with a baseball bat. White, fluffy stuffing leaks from the ever-growing head wound. Soft skull battered, bruised, and cleaved. I'm both troubled and amused by the scene.657Please respect copyright.PENANAX1rMYNq1KW
The doll takes the abuse admirably, if I do say so. It doesn't even make a peep.657Please respect copyright.PENANAYeWag9UNIz
"That's what you get for hitting my sister! Potato water–drinker! Snow-sucker! Filth! Rubbish! Filth!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAYIhHHwCKte
I'm confused. The more Brandon talks, the less Brandon sounds like Brandon.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3n4Pij8io0
As my old friend continues his savage beatdown of an innocent dolly, other partygoers disengage themselves from tepid conversations and instead opt to play witness to the ongoing spectacle.657Please respect copyright.PENANAoG8v1dIUg2
"Filth! Rubbish! Filth!" is heard amidst cheers of "You get 'em, Branflakes!" and "Go, you!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAAqQ51DZX5U
I shake my head and roll my eyes just as Brandon's dad, Brian, walks by.657Please respect copyright.PENANAF7ZVkHKWQK
"Drugs," he says cryptically.657Please respect copyright.PENANAMIR8ZP81Ks
"Hmm?" I ask.657Please respect copyright.PENANAcseOYjIc7g
"You heard me. Get out!" he screams, pointing to the front door.657Please respect copyright.PENANAUbuL1be5mN
I ignore him and he walks onward, sitting in a rocking chair where he begins to knit an ugly ball of yarn.657Please respect copyright.PENANANIkeVwzwoJ
A blonde-haired girl I used to know—Sarah—sits beside me on the couch. With a shocking immediacy, she turns to me and starts to talk: "Hey, Mike. What's new with you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAbWHnQOho97
I look into her shocking blue eyes. So blue. Does she like me? She said she loved me once. But that might have been smoke. Words. Without meaning. Just words. In any case, I never loved her. How could I? We never really connected.657Please respect copyright.PENANAlwBebYj54i
"I've been writing," I say, growing excited. I'm starved for human contact and connections.657Please respect copyright.PENANApZoK6XRZym
"Oh yeah? Like a novel?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAaXtdj2cIrX
"I wish. No. I've been working on one but I haven't finished it yet. Short stories, I guess."657Please respect copyright.PENANAuZyon3yJYI
"So, how long are you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANA7SCSE67Gc7
"I dunno. 14 pages, I think?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAfmmaPM6dNR
"Oh." She loses interest. Scoots over to the other end of the couch, as far away from me as she can get, and into the arms of her brown-haired girlfriend, Fiona. They giggle and hold each other.657Please respect copyright.PENANAVnoyxr15GS
Bitch.
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WE pull into the driveway. I'm quick out of the car and even quicker into the house. I just want to sit and see my cats.657Please respect copyright.PENANAXjqZhqx7gr
In the house. Through the hallway. Ginger is on the stairs, peering over the edge of the staircase like a scared little owl. Afraid of strangers. I'm no stranger to him and his ways. Bear is sleeping on my bed—peaceful, tranquil.657Please respect copyright.PENANApwReRllTEz
My sister Lesley and her husband Jason enter the house. Riley, their dog, yaps behind them. Noisy bugger. Which is odd. He's usually quite quiet.657Please respect copyright.PENANAWdx4OLAMCY
Ginger is disturbed. Bear is perturbed.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3kQaAvh5Pr
Some nerve.657Please respect copyright.PENANAHHji0cza8T
I crash into my chair. Time to relax.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnrgHvDMDTV
Never mind.657Please respect copyright.PENANAjHESSAKIMG
There's a knock at the door. Who could it be?657Please respect copyright.PENANAcXWjCSFrYf
I go to answer it. Two girls. Blonde Sarah. Brunette Fiona. What the hell do they want?657Please respect copyright.PENANAakF6mHvKel
The door swings open.657Please respect copyright.PENANABeoOoURsMw
"Heeeeey!" I hear both girls say.657Please respect copyright.PENANAqa9OAxFPzM
"Hello."657Please respect copyright.PENANAeVDdD8cLCV
They don't wait for my approval before storming the castle. God damnit. What the hell happened to this world. Where did respect die, I wonder, so I know which hole to hide in.657Please respect copyright.PENANAST7Fel00pt
"Abuse! Abuse!" they say.657Please respect copyright.PENANA09NVWbMWc0
"What in the steamed hobo scarves are you two talking about?"657Please respect copyright.PENANA3i0U1CIAAu
"Abuse! Dogs, cats, food, poop!"657Please respect copyright.PENANANAd7gBAInm
Anger rising. Rage-foam forming at the corners of my mouth. Feel my hands tremble. What is this?657Please respect copyright.PENANA7MpAJsbquq
The girls push me back through the hallway and there's nothing I can do to stop the flood of them. Woe is me. Oh, sweet woe.657Please respect copyright.PENANApl4U0sa7Qm
"Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!" they squeal. "Abuse!"657Please respect copyright.PENANARnBFDV5vIZ
Grab for the nearest shoulder. Spin the girl around. Speak into her face, "There's no abuse here."657Please respect copyright.PENANA7nf3lcRzUR
Fiona cringes and backs away. Sarah and her exit the house.657Please respect copyright.PENANA57y3kSMT3N
Wonder what sent them packing. My breath, perhaps? I ponder such trivialities as I return to my chair.657Please respect copyright.PENANALTbnmyZoN5
I gaze into the reflection of my mouse. I'm dressed like Spider-Man.657Please respect copyright.PENANAJR4iuPgozF
Huh. Funny dat.
In the house. Through the hallway. Ginger is on the stairs, peering over the edge of the staircase like a scared little owl. Afraid of strangers. I'm no stranger to him and his ways. Bear is sleeping on my bed—peaceful, tranquil.657Please respect copyright.PENANApwReRllTEz
My sister Lesley and her husband Jason enter the house. Riley, their dog, yaps behind them. Noisy bugger. Which is odd. He's usually quite quiet.657Please respect copyright.PENANAWdx4OLAMCY
Ginger is disturbed. Bear is perturbed.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3kQaAvh5Pr
Some nerve.657Please respect copyright.PENANAHHji0cza8T
I crash into my chair. Time to relax.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnrgHvDMDTV
Never mind.657Please respect copyright.PENANAjHESSAKIMG
There's a knock at the door. Who could it be?657Please respect copyright.PENANAcXWjCSFrYf
I go to answer it. Two girls. Blonde Sarah. Brunette Fiona. What the hell do they want?657Please respect copyright.PENANAakF6mHvKel
The door swings open.657Please respect copyright.PENANABeoOoURsMw
"Heeeeey!" I hear both girls say.657Please respect copyright.PENANAqa9OAxFPzM
"Hello."657Please respect copyright.PENANAeVDdD8cLCV
They don't wait for my approval before storming the castle. God damnit. What the hell happened to this world. Where did respect die, I wonder, so I know which hole to hide in.657Please respect copyright.PENANAST7Fel00pt
"Abuse! Abuse!" they say.657Please respect copyright.PENANA09NVWbMWc0
"What in the steamed hobo scarves are you two talking about?"657Please respect copyright.PENANA3i0U1CIAAu
"Abuse! Dogs, cats, food, poop!"657Please respect copyright.PENANANAd7gBAInm
Anger rising. Rage-foam forming at the corners of my mouth. Feel my hands tremble. What is this?657Please respect copyright.PENANA7MpAJsbquq
The girls push me back through the hallway and there's nothing I can do to stop the flood of them. Woe is me. Oh, sweet woe.657Please respect copyright.PENANApl4U0sa7Qm
"Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!" they squeal. "Abuse!"657Please respect copyright.PENANARnBFDV5vIZ
Grab for the nearest shoulder. Spin the girl around. Speak into her face, "There's no abuse here."657Please respect copyright.PENANA7nf3lcRzUR
Fiona cringes and backs away. Sarah and her exit the house.657Please respect copyright.PENANA57y3kSMT3N
Wonder what sent them packing. My breath, perhaps? I ponder such trivialities as I return to my chair.657Please respect copyright.PENANALTbnmyZoN5
I gaze into the reflection of my mouse. I'm dressed like Spider-Man.657Please respect copyright.PENANAJR4iuPgozF
Huh. Funny dat.
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WALKING down the street. There's my old school. Through the playground. The yard is empty. Where are all the kids? Oh yes, it's Monday. Wait. That doesn't make a lick of sense. What time is it? My non-existent watch says noon. Weird. What's the season, I wonder? Feels like summer. What year is it? Have I even been born yet?657Please respect copyright.PENANAGsKdR4FuQQ
There's an old friend. Down by the sycamore tree. The tree that was never there. Interesting. It's grown mighty tall since I was last here... when it was never here. I meet the friend. Nick. Used to sell me drugs. Good stuff, too.657Please respect copyright.PENANAGYTzkb633s
"Hey, Nick."657Please respect copyright.PENANAPjE66piLtU
"Hey, Mike."657Please respect copyright.PENANAWjNCf4ubF0
"What's good?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAHKtWguBHuR
"Not much," he says with a sigh.657Please respect copyright.PENANAW9Bedjexh8
"How come?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAkqolzLklRJ
"Trouble is coming." He casts paranoid glances around and around.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnBnUtgFK20
"Where?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAYUToAukm9u
"There." Nick aims a finger to my right, past my shoulder. 657Please respect copyright.PENANANSpS8S2Cg0
Some wannabe-badass teen who walks from the portable classrooms to where Nick and I are standing. Under the sycamore tree.657Please respect copyright.PENANAH15FfMpua4
"Who's he?" I ask.657Please respect copyright.PENANAekYJQ8JWhU
"Stanley," Wannabe says.657Please respect copyright.PENANAT8s3ZstBYA
"Oh."657Please respect copyright.PENANAyivM7J9m6o
Stanley wears a black leather jacket, and blue Levi's jeans. His brown hair is slicked back and he smokes a filtered cigarette. "Bitches, man," Stanley says.657Please respect copyright.PENANAUc4BP4hTzJ
I knew a tirade was coming. I was right.657Please respect copyright.PENANAMc9ZKR0QV8
"Becky says I can't smoke my Camels anymore. Dumb bitch. I smoke what I want to smoke. I'm hard."657Please respect copyright.PENANAE6BVYuQ481
Nick nods but doesn't say anything. I follow suit.657Please respect copyright.PENANAcEFM7NKlPF
Stanley looks at me with contempt. "Who the shit are you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAPBMTMaPwfg
"Mike."657Please respect copyright.PENANAnmrVZ3ZizY
"Yeah, well, I'm hard, Mike. Harder than you, okay?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAcix1gXphRG
I keep my yap shut.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgPy6rpwL
"Yeah, I'm hard, alright. I'm the baddest kid around." Stanley takes a long drag off his cigarette.657Please respect copyright.PENANAvh7Y6F7wrs
He is a kid, alright. I say nothing.657Please respect copyright.PENANAxg2KCRPds3
Stanley offers the smoke to Nick, who declines.657Please respect copyright.PENANARRMDYPI4zC
"Alright, bitch. Suit yourself." Another pull.657Please respect copyright.PENANA9xdzxhG6vp
"Anything in that thing?" I ask him.657Please respect copyright.PENANATp4wlWj5uA
"Like what? LSD?"657Please respect copyright.PENANASNlc9yLEr3
Sarcasm. Or maybe just stupid. Acid is destroyed at burning temperature. "No. Weed," I say.657Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNReR0qj6
"I don't smoke that shit, bro. Not yet."657Please respect copyright.PENANArNfztSee4R
I laugh. What a badass. Wannabe badass. Plans his drug-induced future. What. When. Where. Why. How. Please.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3ctc8gLuLF
Stanley doesn't take my laughter kindly. "Easy, playa. I'm hard. Harder than you." Veins were popping out of his face in places I never knew veins existed. He looked about ready to pop. "I may not smoke drugs yet, but I will. What, you think I'm not bad? Huh? LOCKDOWN!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAhs90lwXajj
Everything changes then.657Please respect copyright.PENANAE7apA9e0nM
Kids come scurrying out of every hideaway hole and hovel imaginable.657Please respect copyright.PENANAOF6digRABm
Stanley gives me a hard shove. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAycINDlMvh3
I fall on my ass, quickly get to my feet and try to run.657Please respect copyright.PENANA22ysBoj5IE
Too many kids. In the way. "Move!" I say. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAAFhOp5TsBT
No one listens. They laugh.657Please respect copyright.PENANAiObLnWDff1
I try to get by a wall of rats when I feel two hands grip me around the kidneys. I look back and there's a smiling little girl. We've formed a chain. A chain of kids. Gripping each other. Gripping me. Let go. I don't like to be touched. Stop it!657Please respect copyright.PENANAZjmkVFD9S9
The pain is excruciating. Feels like fire. What the hell is wrong with them. They won't let go of me. I smack hands and attempt to remove them. They push harder. Feel the burn. Against my flesh. What is wrong with them. Why won't they stop.657Please respect copyright.PENANASbo18AFZqH
I'm driven mad as fingers pierce skin and blood is drawn. Bleeding out. A hand enters one side of me. Another hand. Other side. Feel a tug on my organs.657Please respect copyright.PENANADgJ4F0vW3K
A pull.657Please respect copyright.PENANADSaWpkqraM
Rip.657Please respect copyright.PENANAJM52oOS6Xk
RIP.657Please respect copyright.PENANAaeBNWS726X
I'm dead.657Please respect copyright.PENANArIPYZZ8Kwh
In bed.
There's an old friend. Down by the sycamore tree. The tree that was never there. Interesting. It's grown mighty tall since I was last here... when it was never here. I meet the friend. Nick. Used to sell me drugs. Good stuff, too.657Please respect copyright.PENANAGYTzkb633s
"Hey, Nick."657Please respect copyright.PENANAPjE66piLtU
"Hey, Mike."657Please respect copyright.PENANAWjNCf4ubF0
"What's good?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAHKtWguBHuR
"Not much," he says with a sigh.657Please respect copyright.PENANAW9Bedjexh8
"How come?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAkqolzLklRJ
"Trouble is coming." He casts paranoid glances around and around.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnBnUtgFK20
"Where?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAYUToAukm9u
"There." Nick aims a finger to my right, past my shoulder. 657Please respect copyright.PENANANSpS8S2Cg0
Some wannabe-badass teen who walks from the portable classrooms to where Nick and I are standing. Under the sycamore tree.657Please respect copyright.PENANAH15FfMpua4
"Who's he?" I ask.657Please respect copyright.PENANAekYJQ8JWhU
"Stanley," Wannabe says.657Please respect copyright.PENANAT8s3ZstBYA
"Oh."657Please respect copyright.PENANAyivM7J9m6o
Stanley wears a black leather jacket, and blue Levi's jeans. His brown hair is slicked back and he smokes a filtered cigarette. "Bitches, man," Stanley says.657Please respect copyright.PENANAUc4BP4hTzJ
I knew a tirade was coming. I was right.657Please respect copyright.PENANAMc9ZKR0QV8
"Becky says I can't smoke my Camels anymore. Dumb bitch. I smoke what I want to smoke. I'm hard."657Please respect copyright.PENANAE6BVYuQ481
Nick nods but doesn't say anything. I follow suit.657Please respect copyright.PENANAcEFM7NKlPF
Stanley looks at me with contempt. "Who the shit are you?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAPBMTMaPwfg
"Mike."657Please respect copyright.PENANAnmrVZ3ZizY
"Yeah, well, I'm hard, Mike. Harder than you, okay?"657Please respect copyright.PENANAcix1gXphRG
I keep my yap shut.657Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgPy6rpwL
"Yeah, I'm hard, alright. I'm the baddest kid around." Stanley takes a long drag off his cigarette.657Please respect copyright.PENANAvh7Y6F7wrs
He is a kid, alright. I say nothing.657Please respect copyright.PENANAxg2KCRPds3
Stanley offers the smoke to Nick, who declines.657Please respect copyright.PENANARRMDYPI4zC
"Alright, bitch. Suit yourself." Another pull.657Please respect copyright.PENANA9xdzxhG6vp
"Anything in that thing?" I ask him.657Please respect copyright.PENANATp4wlWj5uA
"Like what? LSD?"657Please respect copyright.PENANASNlc9yLEr3
Sarcasm. Or maybe just stupid. Acid is destroyed at burning temperature. "No. Weed," I say.657Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNReR0qj6
"I don't smoke that shit, bro. Not yet."657Please respect copyright.PENANArNfztSee4R
I laugh. What a badass. Wannabe badass. Plans his drug-induced future. What. When. Where. Why. How. Please.657Please respect copyright.PENANA3ctc8gLuLF
Stanley doesn't take my laughter kindly. "Easy, playa. I'm hard. Harder than you." Veins were popping out of his face in places I never knew veins existed. He looked about ready to pop. "I may not smoke drugs yet, but I will. What, you think I'm not bad? Huh? LOCKDOWN!"657Please respect copyright.PENANAhs90lwXajj
Everything changes then.657Please respect copyright.PENANAE7apA9e0nM
Kids come scurrying out of every hideaway hole and hovel imaginable.657Please respect copyright.PENANAOF6digRABm
Stanley gives me a hard shove. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAycINDlMvh3
I fall on my ass, quickly get to my feet and try to run.657Please respect copyright.PENANA22ysBoj5IE
Too many kids. In the way. "Move!" I say. 657Please respect copyright.PENANAAFhOp5TsBT
No one listens. They laugh.657Please respect copyright.PENANAiObLnWDff1
I try to get by a wall of rats when I feel two hands grip me around the kidneys. I look back and there's a smiling little girl. We've formed a chain. A chain of kids. Gripping each other. Gripping me. Let go. I don't like to be touched. Stop it!657Please respect copyright.PENANAZjmkVFD9S9
The pain is excruciating. Feels like fire. What the hell is wrong with them. They won't let go of me. I smack hands and attempt to remove them. They push harder. Feel the burn. Against my flesh. What is wrong with them. Why won't they stop.657Please respect copyright.PENANASbo18AFZqH
I'm driven mad as fingers pierce skin and blood is drawn. Bleeding out. A hand enters one side of me. Another hand. Other side. Feel a tug on my organs.657Please respect copyright.PENANADgJ4F0vW3K
A pull.657Please respect copyright.PENANADSaWpkqraM
Rip.657Please respect copyright.PENANAJM52oOS6Xk
RIP.657Please respect copyright.PENANAaeBNWS726X
I'm dead.657Please respect copyright.PENANArIPYZZ8Kwh
In bed.
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THE Rain Has Fallen.657Please respect copyright.PENANA7DSU7p9wol
No. That's not it.657Please respect copyright.PENANAuQPObgqZ5i
They Came After The Rain.657Please respect copyright.PENANABemnUcasBJ
There it is.657Please respect copyright.PENANAb3zJCVFJPl
That's the one.657Please respect copyright.PENANAsFvQxZHbHu
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ns 15.158.61.51da2 No. That's not it.657Please respect copyright.PENANAuQPObgqZ5i
They Came After The Rain.657Please respect copyright.PENANABemnUcasBJ
There it is.657Please respect copyright.PENANAb3zJCVFJPl
That's the one.657Please respect copyright.PENANAsFvQxZHbHu
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