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Boo has been home for two weeks and she was miserable. She has no feeling in her legs. Needs help with everything and on top of that she's five months pregnant so her emotions were everywhere. Everyone has tried to break her out of it and so far only Avonni brought a smile to her face. Lace was able to lay in bed and get her to talk Budahh and I got that mean shit. I came home today and her Lace and Avoni were looking at photo albums. I just watched her at a distance.
"Daddy always could dress." Lace said.
"Yes he could. I miss my daddy. I love being here because I feel him in here I kept this room the same because I can still smell him." She said.
"Why have you been so mean to Hovi? I get Budahh." She shrugged.
"Hovi is stuck taking care of me. Like I need him to get me to the bathroom and to shower me. I feel like he don't look to me like his woman no more." She said. I closed my eyes because I didn't know she felt like that. "Budahh he just gets on my nerves. He is suppose to handle that situation but I know he didn't." She said.
"Hovi." Avonni said running to me hugging me. I picked her up.
"What yall in here doing." I asked throwing her up in the air.
"Mommy was showing pictures of her daddy." Avonni said.
"Oh yeah. How are my babies." I said kissing Boo on the cheek.
"Maybe if you called you know." She mumbled.
"Avonni you want a snack?" Lace said and they both went out the room. Boo tried to get in her chair but she almost fell and I caught her. I put her in the chair.
"Just stop. I can do it." She snapped. I put her breaks on so she couldn't move.
"Whats up mami. You have been off, so what's up talk to me tell me what I can do."
"You don't see how you look at me. You look at me with pity, like I'm one of your fuckin cases. You don't like coming home no more, you don't touch me nothing." She said breaking down.
"You think thats what I look at you like. Boo I feel guilty, I had plenty of opportunities to kill that bitch in the past and I didn't. Now I come and she tried to hurt you. Guilt is what you see bae." I said. "I was there everyday praying you would wake up. Then when you do you the first person who sees you is Buddah."
"I saw you first. Budahh was starring at me like a fuckin stalker. When I got home you haven't even slept in the same bed as me. I want to held and loved on, your making me feel alone and unwanted." She cried.
"I got you." I told her. I pushed her in the bathroom. I started a bath for us I took off her clothes and placed her in the tub. I took off my clothes and got in behind her. I sat there and held her and kissed he back. This was the closest we been since she has been home.
"Talk to me baby." I said rubbing her belly.
"You know you don't have to be here. I don't wanna make u stay just cause you feel obligated." She said.
"Listen to me." I said forcing her to look at me. "I'm here because I want to be. I love you. If you never walk I still love you. The doctors said it was temporary but I'm still gonna be here. You here me."
"Yes I hear you." She said and then we kissed. I missed this. The touch of my woman made me feel those fireworks in my stomach. "I love you too." She moaned as I slid inside her. This was the first time she ever said it back.
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