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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBjy6CKDH8
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmqSwCr38g
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喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGXE8O4Xic
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他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEuSZvTljY
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換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSS8VQqXoF
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「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBcDSB1dhy
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他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvGuIwVy5O
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像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInId5gLybI
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我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqeRRRM6kP
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氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaJsqKDpa9
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……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD5r66TvaG
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這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkVqGzqnbN
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「因為我太弱了。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnV1BVURJ6
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他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCxTxueCjE
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我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIwV6VBhUB
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她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYYfpoc8as
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一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4U2aZVo30
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我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzOo9kWW6e
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五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh9f96Tubi
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「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUpM9bc7ie
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家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nngyGbsaC
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雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwncohUo82S
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我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QnTTiZpQ3
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「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dJpNkaUwR
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我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnjvxbq7PS
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進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpr5S89wQ7
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──我想追上他。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QHjOXZl1b
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我想……靠近我的神明。
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追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfONU3qTNFY
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剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxUEnw60vP
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我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6CRRgh1DW
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我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhIoDzMFXc
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國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47PV49TthK
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遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncF8ftAUJP
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我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡettxXrEFuo
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走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbK1w3OeDZ
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「不好看嗎？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG0GVFoUec
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我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6d2iiOhuy
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家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr4w12RPlo
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挺好看的。她說。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gxcZjZ4CF
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坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65FokpHdI5
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「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq0fjiK6es
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我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWHnqWowmT
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我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux78aytkXC
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也好想讓五條看看。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsEfno9mMW
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夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWxDg87kQo
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上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqjMo9P3fF
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聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5I4kJ6Xrc
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夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9QLW2XOCm
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我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX9d3hX8r6
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「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgogv1Thdkr
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想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU9VKeDBkq
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「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTXsLP0eRF
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還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrUYTC6n7X
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「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTfYip2KuZ
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五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITwWZ4QREI
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「你今天長得好不一樣。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9MB6XcCxW
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好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6vvcVaB1j
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五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGxd2pfb8g
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「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbWxJlVtpA
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「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhQiifvgAp
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「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjqmbWDj4G
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我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSLxhs7T1S
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其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXJV1j11qn
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夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BEm8xJJ9z
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但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN8EKohmnE
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盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9mP2yrsrw
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「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0InyYGCjSa
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走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpId76kXlyn
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不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXLLUvLryU
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「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlYBJU4jMp
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我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D6Sy7qpp5
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUQAHl0mCJ
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「我教你化妝吧。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiclCqX4H7h
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpiLBAE6xm
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好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym2sSentDU
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「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jUHoHiahj
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSswKrBY3BA
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那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
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我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDOJquSHko
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硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkEyAFRpnU
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「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCMJHab6Kj
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「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cfgrmoBRR
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「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWtI9fkDpL
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……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcmHLk1WFW
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「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMlGSvq65V
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這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FjFQHxKAY
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可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ12ybIniV
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「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGYGnKm1Y7
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但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuck7yHFXsU
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打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeC0344u4Z
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補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7blNajNCp
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我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuCnBFvpDc
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接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzobFSgyXH2
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「……三十三分。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmoSxxX79c
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTuuQ9bTJa
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一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd1BBo6aMQ
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「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9wCrlAGqj
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我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHrvfreESM
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沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp7oJHIo7n
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總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOq74kP3PU
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然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iPlv4VyKk
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──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmkqmolQ21
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日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX0WkCooWn
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賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVTjYQehqC
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就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6saUS9Q5cJ
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──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIy35btUkT
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「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWkBN7KyzB
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我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzPRfBWdpS
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感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4wD5XEZOI
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「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYs2lMOpzz
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「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlvruIwkf5
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「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTRVrUTxyn
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少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVoaAJ5fhO
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我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxKWk1ALeS
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吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCQAQqHOxP
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他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX3KcInUli
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看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOSCXzuCsX
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走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsbdHDscWy
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「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV7cTBmIqy
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值得嗎？我又問。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNi4AwyCvj
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「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqhnnfcrsL
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隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaSi9bMMve
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「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7AnaP1DHp
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「什麼意思？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikTKSyn5kS
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暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrH4CCIu4h
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如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75acHlfs1B
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「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh6JuWyU9n
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他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoBqzoXxbX
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「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WNEYWarli
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「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG1ZrcOUgR
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傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9yAwR0xSV
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什麼意思？我問。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJF3EVa43W
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「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6ggOA0uex
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我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzhTfnhLGV
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氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydnnlaBtGw
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不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08ZCPO6RsE
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「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTfcX0zRyV
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你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryUYOvnSuy
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我有些難過。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIfoZoAlvS
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他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVEGMfmVmu
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「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zKNNA14kJ
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高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocUmrn8HcG
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「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7BAVfwIyF
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什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrFAQBNB29
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Rai572qW
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry5nYloHib
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHzX4eVsDs
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8WKsUwiWY
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxBwCppwpP
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他語調輕快。
