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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M3AVk4zO0
追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOAlhogYBC
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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIo9T5kABL
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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9WFBRERbA
第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouAuy2WSgp
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkAV0jfA83
喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK0NPn1jKc
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYGC7VVLym
他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG4wcaiyUW
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2Wp6MpCvE
換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTGaaSRESG
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hG2RaL4CE
「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UqeZp7ZOO
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1mkJ0Gpd1
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDBf3eAGXI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdzJiolNMY
像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZypC77p1Re
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCg9XW24EH
我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJnZ9O3BI5
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI2gdsEwup
氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83c5pSXh9O
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3jxWtN3N9
……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpSiP3wcaI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eaiqGa14M
這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEogFz5zXAO
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LtDJLY2kk
「因為我太弱了。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAc71E67US
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr7qGR1fSV
他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YgKw2Bn6j
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtuIU9ObwL
我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV5yJscMCk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviRQR66jbI
她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1RLEeIyVS
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPehnGZbX6V
一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXPvaur6TV
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G4va4UOz0
我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vA41gzYSz
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsniDm1Bi3
五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1TtulkyIQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSo1OFXrx0
「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ZwkiSi1N
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggfFAIIDBn
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuiJzpldir
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y93ZZqrnV
雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbs6HYmM4D
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwaFQoJl5B
我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qkXBFl8Po
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDDv5nsBSN
「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic8aqNxKYQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsULTUsX3XV
我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcg333MTTJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VXL42Qtaz
進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze5fAaewIq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYJFUPOJpp
──我想追上他。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2uWb9wqQp
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQFgxcxzXq
我想……靠近我的神明。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApwBPTNnR9
02.948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnxtDavDpv
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Y23k1oXr
追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAM5Ntl3hH
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffOtgxnDth
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9OhDJWojn
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC2D0BhOiG
我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WicSw8He4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf8GyYtILC
我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMf9YQdA0P
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRN50YtEXL
國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pJvGqZAdb
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVah5EbWUbG
遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrW8CAzLop
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14AYS6CK3Q
我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQtdHaL9oC
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQiicothyR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lWMoKMwTl
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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmIFPKMwg5
走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1FobILHjM
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XzMljhGsJ
「不好看嗎？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuAxMV5aEg
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVKDwOHC1g
我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKZ5M4b8gN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNrLsjkTea
家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5v8RxMhyj
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcudwBjGjqt
挺好看的。她說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0iV6T81HT
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NTuT13lp3
坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7QDM8tZyE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35S5LczZ1u
「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GGeJZpwC5
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8UoukLKt6
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosoSHb6soP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBEpEcB6fu
我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPEdOgdux8
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz3jVyNopF
也好想讓五條看看。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXwlxIjiEw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zJq93XrPl
夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKYrt5luB2
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPT6zNIXLI
上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsKZBpSI7p
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29UqsaOpzZ
聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw09iRHITI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRADvzgtUz
夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcdCYechSk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb1N4mZg8W
我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw59h8hSVn6
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmPJxpVNNt
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLl29bN5uX
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRmyGxOPHw
想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9MrCI43PR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5GgZbQ1CR
「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgEuDjKRab
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8b5gHbNPy
還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BRXrvWu1f
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS1mkmOt9w
「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeQZjBDsIL
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZsoznpsbg
五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEbMA5GBNa
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxv94nwPah
「你今天長得好不一樣。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zdv4gvLbP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiRIMfgHCo
好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqyE7buy9o
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4GHYE9nPm
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0usf84LWw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL9a1DZn3j
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fUhqZ70Tt
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GwBumX3PY
「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJTl9eb74o
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnMMNizoem
「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx1Zt5MeCD
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1C7Am8g1H
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtVU59VbJf
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29zWdTUcFV
其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MkaTyRxOX
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdDuQvdFvg
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV8rLy4kVd
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy2R9oP9ej
但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTgO7mVkxu
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxxghdpjnv
盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhtR4Z1T5p
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2nZzsIblZ
「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjwLkW5mxV
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsllEgmzlZ
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwvaUmtLZ3
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0GMLog4sH
不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIM3z0yWNo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip5ONf4ApP
「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjwaTZoP4P
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehjv9KEFKj
我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmg04twdVs
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP3fOFddNb
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHos0osKFFl
「我教你化妝吧。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xROipSz5B
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c0htO0cY1
宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKnrWN63pk
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好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZcu8TFyLG
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wK6heqpg2
「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKOl0ESSoW
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug9aoV44CF
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxhf5ocMeB
那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePXc8lvB9k
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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqkd1nOPyK
我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHq3bgnA80
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUUInSTmNn
硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc31vnSPZc
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s1HhVeutJ
「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1nSNubK9T
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL4ffgNled
「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSPwWLLhOa
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa6IwxQ7At
「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNOIdwksNn
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExgZAiSh8r
……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo1WZLFv1F
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9djeAsNhnw
「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgo9GDtpXO
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI3DvbPDVM
這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyY5Kk6C5A
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdSX2cJdEW
可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjanRYwJVCE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbVx1XKXFd
「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVnAzezb3S
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUIonCCJNL
但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySKqVCSagJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35dgKWa5DY
打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoaLkE3xcf
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq7FftPMIe
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxgl0lu8qx
補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZtMtjEECy
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMnUppkITJ
我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jXDGx8BTP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB2PXjRRNG
接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQjnuKbTiK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCreJCvFRfC
「……三十三分。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SZpa1sMJG
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mT7dYBke4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG2qaqOddv
一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFIcNIRSWQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2Md7f6hEG
「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SrqQEKQTN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvPfQaUKCB
我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4BR3gKVYB
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbmbm0NKio
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y0sBo4JdB
沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbpTmydIRv
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CSTGid1Ph
總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL17CCiNZgs
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyzzuGu6NJ
然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8v8wBdj1L
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbvq3CmE2F
──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcdB8OYOhB
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmryjLbUkdA
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi44W0bpD98
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948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLge2D2mlvF
日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimXmgUnJkA
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrGWTIo1Dt
賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmkOy6ni6U
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf83R1ktl1R
就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zdZ9MzIui
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SxTlTMohi
──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju4JdNXfVA
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchqiAyw9Od
「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVul9HKcrw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRnZ0Ph1l8
我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabs46XIDx9
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GYvJ9MhDY
感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAbUYl46Tr
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk80Ht65tf0
「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI5YwHBc70
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWX6BEXdL7
「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNkmLw3Bxf
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG87IkCxDl5
「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqLfFqPGnb
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVom7Hl3xSG
少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Oan4LMg5
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZRuC9EP0i
我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT8WueAHiz
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtkxUofech
吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1Eb8bldcP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7YXoywptJ
他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ymU4f6o2A
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdUAop3tiW
看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oDZPbLdNz
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwXTrmpie5
走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnZY2dmTFJ
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「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdIOLCqfgu
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAH64NOPQZ
值得嗎？我又問。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhLg3qEv9G
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES1SaFdV9s
「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVHrxeLe2P
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdTrXHwdfL
隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y4iykjpmh
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL9Oi14xkN
「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjgZF7KC4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkIJHSGh2m
「什麼意思？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxyT0lupOE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS03qUhdHr
暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbco3c8X7gK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnQZijcF42
如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHuKshdpkb
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugz2zVzWhc
「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc2WbKUnGH
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbnF98qA5q
他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXexe38RdDA
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCPcbfFfyR
「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUMtyMCQRZ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QqOxeLqbb
「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOIA2x9zoP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV52bezbdE
傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2qsawO5cY
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7qCl155xl
什麼意思？我問。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWiuWAhlU
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlPefo3xNb
「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DKEJdevtq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrIFaXkrmB
我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpxKvdxOG4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqQJtZMB0G
氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSLKQD66tw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRKaA3JlrW
不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES2w6FBn1U
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfoh0RJGdg
「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzHiYlXYit
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmB36xagyw
你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e3oBYRKbY
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi8oKS635o
我有些難過。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeboblOiqAd
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxTHA39kHd
他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k1FYYRLk2
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh5x3WoebU
「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gjz6UL7z9
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpza1sXmgTA
高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKaOZSGAKa
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS5kADTKaj
「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTUCZGjh6U
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什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOvdTF8fsY
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUr1Efa7c5
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2uUvU8erk
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGvgGcQ9JF
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg3HLxiUT1
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzqNaZv8lr
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