Park Jimin. The name i used to love hearing is now the name i hate with all my being. We were once best friends, but now ?... i don't even know anymore. It just seems like we never knew each other before. He makes everything look wrong.
It all started in our junior year of high school.
I was siting in the high school yard along with Jimin. Nervousness and excitement taking over me as I keept thinking how our lives would be like in the future. New school, new colleagues, in other words other people that I have to deal with.
I was never good at socializing with people. I was always the shy kind of girl. At first I didn’t think it would be that big of a problem, until one day, the day Jimin has decided to leave me behind, the day he decided to throw our 10 years relationship into the trash.
At the beginning it was hard, of course, but after he started bullying me just for his new friends amusment… then it hit me hard. I was so hurt to the point I thought I would never ever be able to get out of the house again.
I meet Jimin when I was 5 years old. Our moms were friends. I remember how good we got along back then. We didn’t even introducet ourselves and we were already running around chasing over each other.
Now I’m living with my grandmother. My parents died in a car crash when I was 8 years old. I wanted to get a job so I can help my grandmother but she refused to let me get one. She always told me to focus on school and not worry about money, that money aren’t everything.
Jimin knows all of that. He was the only one I talked to and opened up to. I used to feel so comfortable around him but know I’m just scared of him? I mean, he makes fun of me for no reason, laughin in my face for little things I’ve done wrong… he doesn’t care about my feeling anymore. I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to hate him. God knows what will happen next.
