「阿正媽媽？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDO5y4HPVZ
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「阿正佢媽媽返咗嚟，仲發現有腦癌…阿星話我知嘅，仲話千祈唔好同你講…」阿柔見已經隱瞞唔倒，於是將一切和盤托出。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DAB2FNL7u
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「你哋連愛護大家嘅方式都一樣…」嘉慧再講。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYbVudDrbF
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呢一刻我個心好似穿咗一個窿，眼淚比阿月更加快流落嚟。傻阿正，自己默默承受曬所有嘅嘢，點解唔同我講？呢個時候應該輪到我陪返你、支持返你啊！我真係好自私，為咗一啲無謂嘅掙扎，而唔肯做主動讓步嘅一方，先令到阿正咁痛苦、咁折磨。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfNcEaQPfD
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阿月將佢呢幾個月同阿正相處果陣為佢所做嘅嘢講曬比我哋聽，一邊講，一邊眼淚就係咁流。眼前嘅阿月同最初認識佢嘅時候果個瀟灑嘅形象好唔同，睇嚟佢真係愛得阿正好深，愛到失去咗原來嘅自己。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaCszVPeSp
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其實我都一樣，冇咗阿正嘅生活，我好似冇咗自己咁，變得糊塗、變得迷失，生活節奏、思緒完全亂曬。每日照鏡嘅時候都發現眼前嘅自己好陌生，完全唔認得呢個失魂落魄嘅自己。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmI8deolx0
「與其同佢和好如初，然後再話佢聽你要走，不如痛痛快快咁狠一次喇好唔好阿南？」阿月嘅語氣，就好似一個走投無路嘅可憐人求饒咁。我而家先發現，我從來都冇為阿正做過啲咩，亦只會帶俾佢麻煩，雖然我都好鍾意佢，但愛情唔係跑步比賽，唔係先到果個就贏。阿月佢，真係為阿正犧牲好多，令我對阿正嘅愛，都顯得好渺小。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTThxeWhBL8
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「好，我幫你。」我答。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHBZtRVspz
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「真係？」阿月問。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ORpNU6mQ
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「嗯。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4bpC3u357
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「胡一刀，你可唔可以幫我一件事？」放學嘅時候，我去咗搵胡一刀。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITGzkbXPey
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「南姑娘...咁樣做真係得咩？」胡一刀聽倒我嘅請求之後問。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oVYTMapEq
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搵個人同我扮拍拖，就真係可以令阿正死心？連胡一刀都識得懷疑個成效，可想而知係一個幾咁愚蠢嘅決定。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjHMknLUgS
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「咁你教我可以點？我真係諗唔倒。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3bq1y51cy
以前嘅我，就算點樣俾情緒主導，都仲可以帶住三分理性，好好保護自己。但自從認識阿正，不知不覺間我咩事都依靠咗佢。喺失去佢之後，我先發覺自己就好似個廢柴咁咩都要佢幫。加上近來所有發生嘅事，都已經令我方寸大亂，我實在諗唔倒更好嘅辦法，令阿正走出陰霾。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqTZQzjk6Y
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我知咁樣係好殘忍，但可能，呢個已經係痛得最短時間嘅方法。當有一啲開心嘅事喺阿正身邊發生，我估佢好快就會忘記倒我。所以我每日都幫阿正媽媽祈求，希望佢可以大步檻過。上天已經攞走咗佢哋一家人好多嘅時間，係時候還返俾佢哋。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJY9I057Ma
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而喺同胡一刀扮拍拖嘅日子，我知道阿正都會偷偷哋咁望住，所以有時難免都要有少少親密嘅行為，例如幫胡一刀抹下汗，同佢拖下手咁。好彩胡一刀真係一個好好嘅人，佢所有嘅行為都係好君子。完全冇任何嘅越軌行為。雖然有時佢都仲對我好客氣，種種嘅唔自然都爭啲俾阿正識穿，但似乎阿正都真係相信我哋嘅「戀情」。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs5IgWC4R5
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「對唔住，咁樣好似利用咗你。」一段日子過後，我同胡一刀講。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ7zMHNd8f
