而阿月即係如佢所講，主動搵我嘅次數真係越來越少，而每一次佢上嚟我屋企，我哋都當係最後一次，每一次我都專登扮到若無其事，我唔想再加深佢嘅不捨。我本身諗，既然有道別嘅機會，一定要好好珍惜。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfFVmtbERK
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我原本諗好，喺佢正式同我告別嘅一日，我會用我僅餘嘅廚藝，為佢煮一餐飯，再將屋企稍稍改裝成一間有浪漫格調嘅餐廳，至少可以為大家留低最後嘅一個美好回憶。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsoPvxyiaD
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但終於去到一日，佢照常上嚟我屋企，我哋照常攤喺沙發到睇吓戲、打吓機。大家有講有笑咁，就過咗一日。而喺佢走咗之後先發現，佢將我配俾佢嘅鎖匙，放咗喺門口隔離嘅鞋櫃頂，再壓住一張寫咗字嘅紙條。我先驚覺，呢一日就係一直未知幾時會到嘅最後一次。阿月，冇俾到我一個好好向佢道別嘅機會。佢以後都唔會再喺我屋企出現。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnon7GDYN4
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「正，再見了，我愛你。」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeO0yXLG4h
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「噠、噠、噠…」我嘅淚水失曬控咁不斷流，淚水滴落木地板，好應聲。但冇關係喇，唔會再有人走出嚟攬實我，問我咩事；唔會再有人成晚守喺我身邊，不斷安慰我。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Af74nee4
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「阿月…」我比我自己想像嘅，更唔捨得佢。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAeKrfHzAd
原來我嘅愛情運，真係麻麻地。連續遇上兩個人品好好嘅女仔，但結果都係相繼離開我。我甚至覺得，細個對異性所產生嘅抗拒，本來已經係一個警號，警惕我唔好接近咁多女色。只係我自己作孽，隔硬衝開呢一個枷鎖，結果好似放生咗一隻野獸，周圍喺到傷害人。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS8PSH8zgX
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可能，係時候都要封印返呢隻野獸，唔可以再俾佢四圍作害。我真係唔適合亂再同異性建立關係，我根本冇能力去處理一啲複雜嘅愛戀關係。同洛賓一樣，做一個孤家寡人，反而係更好嘅選擇。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXrBRMCoXB
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「緊張冇？」喺放榜前一日，阿星佢哋上咗嚟我屋企，我哋諗住吹水吹通頂，然後再一齊返學拎成績表。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lGs3NTqJK
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洛賓仲喺佢士多抬咗箱啤酒過嚟，有啲酒精薰陶吓，個人可能冇咁緊張。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzWDT5HlVg
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「已經冇諗咁多。」阿星答問問題嘅阿雄。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpISpEpD8BX
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「少有喎，你哋唔洗陪隻乸咩？」我問。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0j1DDwsT7
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「佢哋去咗陪阿南啦，係喎，日本手信，佢哋俾你嘅。」阿雄攞咗份禮物俾我，我拆開嚟睇，係一本幽遊白書嘅日文版漫畫第一卷。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gBuCUzK7o
「喔，都幾有心。」望住本漫畫，我嘅目光不自覺咁移到電視牆上嘅層架，阿月送俾我隻飛影，正正放咗喺上面。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWYL3WbFMI
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「佢真係走咗？」阿星問。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NzViC3hNv
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「嗯。你點知？」我明明冇同佢哋講過。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA65oW7xa4S
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「我哋三個都知。」洛賓答。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PqTZn8uTx
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「佢就係想同你留低最後嘅美好回憶，所以先安排呢個旅程。佢知道有埋我哋一齊去，先可以真正令你開心。」阿雄補充。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK0C2iZmix
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「我而家先知，佢真係可以為你付出好多。」阿星拍一拍我膊頭。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtTLO6dXrg
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我冇嬲到佢哋對我嘅隱瞞，我知一定都係阿月嘅主意。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ofe4tyq4h
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「噻…唉頂，都話唔飲酒，流鼻水添。」我借啲意講，然後拎張紙巾抹，只係留嘅其實唔係鼻水，係眼淚。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwqb1wgrWD
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「嗚…嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」我掩住自己對眼，希望克制自己嘅眼淚，點知佢哋好唔聽話，爭住咁湧出嚟。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6bzhCWGkj
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「冇嘢啊？」阿星見到我嘅失控，即刻遞多兩張紙巾嚟。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaBi3kE96r
「點解我…我…留意唔倒？佢釣蝦嘅時候，心入面一定不斷祈求緊可以改變倒個現實，肯定真係覺得釣到十隻蝦就唔洗同我分開。佢好傻啊！」我生平第一次，喺三個兄弟面前喊得咁犀利，我真係好自責，好後悔從來都冇留意佢多啲，永遠我都係咁粗心大意，一次又一次忽略身邊人嘅想法，仲成日覺得自己已經好慘。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZqEUTLr9p
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「咁唔怪得你嘅，係唔知你行咩好運，識嘅女仔都咁為你著想姐。」阿雄答。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMyDbKH28q
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「你講...咩啊？仲有邊個？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQguynphQi
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「冇...冇啊，我話阿月之嘛。」佢好隔硬咁講，但我呢個時候都冇心情再抽秤佢嘅說話。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRLXNYPCzc
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「係囉，佢講阿月之嘛，早知佢係個咁好嘅人，當初我就溝咗佢啦。」阿星接住講。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpqBgrXDC9
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「如果係你個大舊衰？佢老豆落閘落得仲快啦。係都到我，我單身寡仔。」洛賓笑住咁奚落佢。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIKKT3sY4P
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「收皮啦你哋，我唔會讓俾你哋。」我答。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL4JOADSxn
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