而冇幾耐之後,個男人真係又飲到爛醉咁上嚟,佢上嚟求媽咪原諒佢,媽咪起初有啲猶疑,但個男人就解讀咗為一種拒絕,因而惱羞成怒咁再次掌摑阿媽。215Please respect copyright.PENANAmwc1kPnF3H
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我匿咗喺廁所,我好驚,呢一刻諗住嘅都係阿正,好想呢一刻佢突然破門拯救我哋。我不斷聽住阿媽慘叫,個心一直喺到震,腦中只有一個念頭就係要救阿媽。於是我鼓起勇氣,拎起廁所嘅地拖走出去一直向住個男人打,或者充斥住怒火嘅力量過於大,個男人真係俾我好似拍曱甴咁打走咗。215Please respect copyright.PENANA623v96XHPS
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「媽,冇事喇冇事喇!」我一邊幫阿媽抹去嘴角嘅血,一邊安慰佢。215Please respect copyright.PENANA5xAgQHNTI8
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媽咪同阿正嘅事,都令我情緒好低落,當時望住街外嘅天空,好似都係黑色嘅咁。曾幾何時,我都以為只要樂觀嘅話,任何事都捱得過。但原來人只會喺開心時樂觀,當好多唔快樂嘅事一次過向住自己打過嚟,係點樣都唔會樂觀得倒。215Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2eR5RO86f
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呢段時間,我都好掛住阿正,無時無刻都好想搵佢,好想將媽咪遇到嘅事都話俾佢聽。我知道佢一定會掉低曬所有嘢過嚟幫我,至少俾個膊頭我挨下就夠,就好似果陣婆婆走咗之後咁。215Please respect copyright.PENANA2VT1xP8r63
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但每日淨係照顧媽咪,都已經令我冇曬啲時間,每一日都好攰好攰,個人都亂曬大龍,更加唔好講會有多餘精力再去處理阿正同阿月嘅事。所以就算阿正有搵我,我都唔識得去覆,哪怕只係一句「新年快樂」,我都分辨唔倒如果我覆咗佢,就係咪代表一種原諒。215Please respect copyright.PENANAQA0wUKuStX
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唯有等開學之後,先再慢慢同佢解決喇。點知一開學,就俾我見到阿正打符文安呢一幕...215Please respect copyright.PENANA0LBUICo6uL
對於符文安呢個始作俑者,我冇嘢好講。只怪我曾經有眼無珠咁嘗識過佢嘅球技,但原來佢係個衰人,令到子晴、洛賓、胡一刀都受到傷害。215Please respect copyright.PENANA2rS9ps2osA
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不過以我認識嘅阿正,佢唔會咁唔冷靜去面對所有事。我唔明白佢因為咩事而打符文安,但望住呢個咁殘暴嘅阿正,不禁令我諗返起打媽咪果個男人,果種恐懼感令我嘅腳步越蹆越後。215Please respect copyright.PENANAKhQOIZdQM3
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不過唔係啊!果個係阿正嚟!阿正係唔會好似個衰男人咁!佢咁樣做一定係俾符文安挑釁倒,可能就係為咗幅相件事。但當我回過神,釐清返思緒,阿正已經俾符文安嘅跟班反撃。215Please respect copyright.PENANAHDprPCwx7D
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我即刻諗住走出去阻止佢哋。只不過,有人比我更加早衝出去,果個就係阿月。望住阿月聲淚俱下咁解救阿正,我突然覺得,原來自己真係比唔上阿月對阿正嘅愛。只係一刻嘅猶豫,已經定出咗我同阿月嘅分別。215Please respect copyright.PENANA8RB0oOEuMK
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喺人群散開嘅時候,我同阿正對望咗一下,我心入面覺得好愧疚,所以即刻轉身就走,我實在諗唔倒點樣面對佢。當知道佢要去見校長,我都只係敢喺一個佢望唔到我嘅地方偷偷哋望住佢一個人走入校長室。215Please respect copyright.PENANA4IS2119qUa
當得知佢要停學,我真係好擔心佢之後嘅前途會受到影響,所以好焦急咁去佢屋企樓下等佢。一見到佢,我試圖用一個冷靜啲嘅方式去同佢講嘢,但言詞之間都係有啲咄咄逼人。因為我真係好驚,如果佢會俾人趕出校咁點算?215Please respect copyright.PENANAZmi6TitRuI
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「喂得啦!我搵你嘅時候你又唔理我,我比人打嘅時候你就袖手旁觀,阿月至少都會出嚟趕走啲跟班,你呢?而家扮咩關心我姐?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAsKQLTxHjqA
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估唔到嘅係,佢會咁樣講。雖然佢係唔知我冇搵佢嘅原因,但聽到咁樣嘅說話,我都覺得好唔開心。215Please respect copyright.PENANA0UVlHCFYfr
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其實我唔係介意佢攞我同阿月比較,令我覺得萬念俱灰嘅係,佢竟然覺得我係扮關心佢。原來就算我哋經歷咗咁多嘢,都會令佢產生咁樣嘅誤解。215Please respect copyright.PENANA8kVs9lGjQo
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我都係人嚟啊…215Please respect copyright.PENANA5IFUxVOOjM
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我都會傷心㗎…215Please respect copyright.PENANAAzvUowZUyh
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李卓正,點解你要咁樣諗我…?215Please respect copyright.PENANAZV78k5qO7F
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「媽…阿正佢唔要我喇…」返到屋企,我攬住阿媽喊咗好耐好耐。我想像唔倒冇咗阿正之後嘅生活會係點,呢一刻我嘅世界好似崩塌咗咁,個心真係好痛好痛。215Please respect copyright.PENANA18TMEil9QZ