「但係我好攰啦，我唔想再等落去。即使我老豆冇阻止我哋，但我哋之間就好似一架會漏油嘅車咁，就算我幾努力加啲油落油箱，個油箱嘅油都係會一滴一滴咁流返走。好似永遠都唔可以入滿油咁。但就算入滿油咁點，終有一日都係會流到殆盡。到時我哋之間，亦只會有無盡嘅互相折磨。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCqHaClh71
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「其實每次見到你，都係我好開心嘅時間，每次見到你好努力溫書，唔多唔少都覺得部分原因係因為我。但當返到屋企，好似返咗一個監倉咁，只可以困喺房，先唔洗對住我啲『屋企人』，我唔想再喺呢個快樂同痛苦之間徘徊啦，好辛苦。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcwFtwqa2d
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果然，呢個計時炸彈，真係如我所想咁爆咗，爆得毫無先兆，令我措手不及。只係，我一直覺得我哋之間嘅關係，只會得佢屋企人破壞倒，但其實我自己，都有份引爆呢個炸彈。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDlUmvjB6v
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我一直以為阿月鐘意我，就算我點樣花時間去治療自己，佢都會喺我身邊等。所以就將佢當成我療傷嘅避風港，而忽略咗佢嘅感受。而當我開始識我處理同阿南嘅關係，並且有少少開始愛上阿月嘅時候，已經係佢要離開我嘅階段。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZb47UlXhY
「咁你就捨得再次丟低我一個人喇？你話過會一直喺我身邊㗎！」我答。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8cNxtgQCg
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「正...我知道我好自私，為咗減輕你失去阿南嘅痛，所以咁樣鼓勵同陪住你...但係，我只不過唔想你放棄自己，放棄你嘅未來啊！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sCJYTG6Xg
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「咁而家呢？就唔怕我會繼續沉淪？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP3Qz9P4fu
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「唔會喇，哈，你都唔會好似鐘意阿南咁鐘意我㗎喇。」佢強顏歡笑咁講。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5lobtd0wb
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「我會，你唔喺到我都會唔開心、會冇曬方向、每日只係會無無聊聊咁生活。月，你知唔知你對我嚟講都好重要！」我用力拉開自己，終於望到佢嘅正面，果然佢已經哭成淚人。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzikmo1W5e
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「咁...只係你當我係一種需要姐。」佢極力否定我嘅說話，或者係試圖減輕對我嘅眷戀。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2FHfBAoQ6
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「係咪我講咩...都改變唔倒你嘅想法？」我問，我開始有啲妥協，總覺得再強人所難落去，只會加深佢嘅痛苦。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xrrq7r27V
「對唔住。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF666jud0v2
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「你冇對我唔住，係我太廢，冇能力留住你。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA77eeSFNxL
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「唔係，知道我喺你心入面有一個好重要嘅位置，我已經好滿足。」佢答。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpFJpdKm5D
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「唔係好重要，係好撚重要。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrpA6eUqTf
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「正...」佢忍唔住再攬住咗我。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQQ2Zi2iUL
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「我好唔捨得你...好想繼續留喺你身邊。」我知道佢頭先一直都喺到逞強，但呢一刻，先係佢卸下心房嘅真正感受。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuVGu4hCpm
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「我都係...」喺佢軟弱落嚟嘅呢瞬間，我個心都好痛，我一直以為無疾而終嘅關係會令人痛苦，但原來即使有道別嘅機會，一樣係咁難受。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fBG2DD0NZ
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「應承我，唔好唔記得我。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq2T2jmlFs
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呢個，係佢對我作嘅最後一個要求。我好快咁應承咗佢，因為，我根本唔會忘記佢。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuelj5HSjiL
