Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.353Please respect copyright.PENANAguNI3smnno
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?353Please respect copyright.PENANA1etT7GBQnn
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?353Please respect copyright.PENANA9EoTaQqq0A
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?353Please respect copyright.PENANA9TicmkBaHh
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.353Please respect copyright.PENANAPsXV2LC3Rg
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.353Please respect copyright.PENANARbhrzJfs03
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 353Please respect copyright.PENANALL2l3ofOs0
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...353Please respect copyright.PENANAwInuVbFozF
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.353Please respect copyright.PENANAOtg9qGNBnw
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-353Please respect copyright.PENANAittxB5bxHp
Even though it was a prank.
Love....353Please respect copyright.PENANA51xqSbaveB
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...353Please respect copyright.PENANAMOMXLhHc7A
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...353Please respect copyright.PENANAy9WtcwgTDA
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.353Please respect copyright.PENANAroEWquD9Wg
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.353Please respect copyright.PENANAkTPIPVWnzm
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.353Please respect copyright.PENANAWierDrQ2YC
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.353Please respect copyright.PENANA73wJWsk3MV
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.353Please respect copyright.PENANAgkwDFqcqMh
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?353Please respect copyright.PENANAKTi7M0GlJ2
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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