Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.256Please respect copyright.PENANAZyDPNPzTny
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?256Please respect copyright.PENANAIB6ndtCXs8
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?256Please respect copyright.PENANAsd7CeRgfBb
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?256Please respect copyright.PENANA9h7Jhpf1cz
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.256Please respect copyright.PENANAq0jeM4cB7G
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.256Please respect copyright.PENANAkgGGenWD1G
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 256Please respect copyright.PENANAvexbYAKc06
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...256Please respect copyright.PENANA559uF2Mrhz
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.256Please respect copyright.PENANAcTJyG1yxW2
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-256Please respect copyright.PENANAqqu0kTbkxu
Even though it was a prank.
Love....256Please respect copyright.PENANARo6zSKAniG
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...256Please respect copyright.PENANAKYP8SXVRdl
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...256Please respect copyright.PENANAOeIB5ADHLh
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.256Please respect copyright.PENANAsrj5LxnSbl
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.256Please respect copyright.PENANASxZlusVCGh
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.256Please respect copyright.PENANAjvtHPJJmmN
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.256Please respect copyright.PENANA26WhAfaIcu
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.256Please respect copyright.PENANA8ofqVQNfqU
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?256Please respect copyright.PENANAi989AnxXsT
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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