I'm somehow alive.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pb5i7ykm7
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d8TCqMGgL
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W2uuBzZTg
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M2cVWpHxn
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGikbyutQlO
Well, it was that kind of day. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aj8K5wM1p
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZufuzjf1w
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblbIwGdweC
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnRv4pQjDi
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW95skTAfM
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xgP6YWvW7
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFoa0djUVB
Much less someone I know.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsXKPO8rrq
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"...Hey. Hey..."239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg46Vc2FaEN
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTg8RZv56V
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5eEmkPpLA
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"You...!" 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SJgbHfCKc
I remember cursing in my head.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsqvkxLvoB
Ah, fuck.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkh87N9QsC
Fuck.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ayH4cKdo6
It had to be you, didn't it.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HWSLOLvkZ
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfjDhT7TMS
Teacher's pet.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2fvI1eqGb
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWu2tInO35
The class president.
