I wanted to end the last entry on a cliffhanger for once.242Please respect copyright.PENANAJq7G3iKH9N
Not because I was too tired to write or anything. Haha.242Please respect copyright.PENANAv0us12qpXL
Who am I kidding? Being able to write again is already a huge step.242Please respect copyright.PENANAhFQSksaYZ6
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I'm doing better. Slightly.242Please respect copyright.PENANAunHsPNyANT
I went to class on Friday. Wait, was it Friday? Ah, yeah.
No one said "welcome back," or anything.242Please respect copyright.PENANAcsZqHmgKrx
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"Where've you been?" Glasses asked.242Please respect copyright.PENANAUwJmquPGSB
"I was sick."242Please respect copyright.PENANA4wzT251HXc
And that was it.242Please respect copyright.PENANAJjmiZInxvl
He didn't even raise his head from his phone to look at me.242Please respect copyright.PENANAMAzMsQYaN4
The other idiot looked at me, shrugged, then shifted his gaze back on his game. 242Please respect copyright.PENANAwibaG7yNxJ
"Lucky."
I didn't think I was expecting much, but I guess I underestimated myself.242Please respect copyright.PENANAH9DEVIzr9f
They're... my friends. Yeah. It's fine.242Please respect copyright.PENANAFE5kpLum8n
I don't need any more than that, anyway. I can't have more than that, anyway.
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Huh? Ah, what happened the other day?242Please respect copyright.PENANAPxM6MpaVN8
I thought I would get away with not writing anything, damn it. Hahaha. Sorry, must be lame reading a guy talking to himself. Er, writing, whatever.
I think I've mentioned the class prez once. I mean, that's all there is to him.242Please respect copyright.PENANAHeSm5S09wz
The kind of guy that everyone wants to be. On the outside, at least.242Please respect copyright.PENANAOunUeOUqQL
I like to think that no one really genuinely likes him but sucks up to him for the benefits, you know?242Please respect copyright.PENANA2roT1jTAbw
What a tryhard. We've exchanged the odd,242Please respect copyright.PENANAZDUUwjTgSt
"hey, have you handed in your assignment yet?" or,242Please respect copyright.PENANAiMwOCQjdlt
"you want to bat?" in a game of cricket.242Please respect copyright.PENANAYRVXq1xoKu
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I didn't even expect him to remember my name. Well, I guess remembering everyone's names in class isn't hard after a while.
But it had to be him, of all people.242Please respect copyright.PENANA4kSEXEpd2x
Mr. perfect, and me, who's utter trash. On that day...
"You've got the wrong person."242Please respect copyright.PENANAuNjJLM1jKm
I snatched my arm away and started walking. I didn't even know where I was going. Just anywhere.242Please respect copyright.PENANAG42iAoPvTx
Lucky I was wearing a hoodie.
There were no footsteps following me. Good.242Please respect copyright.PENANAhgrRNuMuxP
I remember wondering, why in the hell was he out so late, anyway? Why did I have to run into him?242Please respect copyright.PENANA9vdH3aoMIS
I wanted to die. In that moment, I really just wanted to bury myself in a hole.242Please respect copyright.PENANA1PWUirkFho
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Fast footsteps approached.242Please respect copyright.PENANAoZasftx31f
Two feet appeared in front of me. Then a face.
"What are you talking about, it is you."242Please respect copyright.PENANA1RhOR1LBzR
"Sorry, but... I don't think I should let you go," he continued.242Please respect copyright.PENANAJnfPnbm5W0
"I haven't seen you in class lately... you know what, let's go to the station together."242Please respect copyright.PENANAyV1XPayoJO
I clicked my tongue.
"Hah, no one's here, so you don't have to play the good guy now."242Please respect copyright.PENANAoP16OvU0tR
Strange. I haven't said anything over three words to someone in such a long time.242Please respect copyright.PENANAbtz4NFUMod
It still felt like a dream at that point.
I glared at him. It seemed to work, because he looked anxious, and rightly so.242Please respect copyright.PENANAcXNY9MlBqm
Maybe I should just kill him here, and I won't have to worry about anything else.242Please respect copyright.PENANAaL5hilmUiU
And maybe I'll die myself, too.242Please respect copyright.PENANAHxyC0eOzii
I guess it was a relief that I never went through with that thought.
"What are you talking about?"242Please respect copyright.PENANA1dlKkmKUbE
He reached for me, then decided against it. Haha, that was funny.242Please respect copyright.PENANAptpewWpbOB
"Look, if you don't want to go to the station, I'll walk you home... your parents must be worried."242Please respect copyright.PENANAh3LLwpDmsj
"I'm not a kid. Plus, I live alone."242Please respect copyright.PENANAOddZiGmK7i
"Ah... no, I see... it's just that you don't seem too well... at least let me take you to the doctor."242Please respect copyright.PENANA6RaNWkRz3z
"Why do you care? I'm not your responsibility."242Please respect copyright.PENANA0vka8Xy4Zd
Suddenly, I felt annoyed. A feeling I haven't had in a while.
"I know you're not... but isn't it human decency to help a classmate when he's in trouble?"242Please respect copyright.PENANAERU2qheoyr
Human decency? Haha. What is he trying to pull? There's nothing to gain from helping me. Saviour complex, perhaps?242Please respect copyright.PENANAhVd86NFvX3
Playing hero.
"Shut up. I'm saying I'm not in trouble, so leave me alone-"242Please respect copyright.PENANAVvDUyk4fJ8
Before I knew what was going on, I was pulled forward.242Please respect copyright.PENANAMvDp5ggzRM
I remember being prepared to utter a whole line of curse words, but when I noticed his grip shaking, I lost the chance to.
I was tired. 242Please respect copyright.PENANAE5tDpKWfIl
"Let him play hero or whatever he wants," I thought to myself.242Please respect copyright.PENANAgDoEGu9Fcq
Hey, it was getting cold, and I lost my will to fight.
And that's that, I guess.242Please respect copyright.PENANAgDRUn9IkRU
I was taken to the hospital.242Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ1yCwdyVv
It was a blur- forms were filled out, and next thing I knew, I was lying with an IV drip attached to my arm.242Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ6Yhnn5wJ
I remember asking the nurse how much treatment would cost, only for her to respond that it had been paid for.242Please respect copyright.PENANAOi2qwjHgvA
As humiliating as it was, it was conflicting. I don't know if I could've afforded it myself, yet I was angry. I was ashamed.242Please respect copyright.PENANAqiD9Es82AH
Beggars can't be choosers. 242Please respect copyright.PENANAcmFeV8fKqJ
As a result, I'm alive.242Please respect copyright.PENANAcazTD0cwpv
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I'm not sure if I'm grateful, but I owe him.
But I can't bring myself to face him.242Please respect copyright.PENANAtEa1048Py7
Why was he out so late?242Please respect copyright.PENANAScOcJwp70B
Why did he do all that for me?242Please respect copyright.PENANAYaCOAX8nJT
There's no way he's that perfect.242Please respect copyright.PENANA2uqoyulzMq
Did he want to have dirt on me?242Please respect copyright.PENANA8fv0TrCqj3
Was he going to brag about it in class?
On that Friday, he called my name during break.242Please respect copyright.PENANAyXdAZRD4O3
I pretended I never heard him.242Please respect copyright.PENANAq1kTIk8NNi
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Mr. Perfect will always be Mr. Perfect.242Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9TwuIu2st
And trash will always be trash.