"This inhuman place makes human monsters" 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwGSyBAQ61
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k5TQEhV8t
-Stephen King93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGT6uLUahF
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUESf1fg5XG
*Abusive content*93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3PXiOi7Iq
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡony8XXuPZH
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8f3Pq59z6
I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WxkY9AS9W
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ka60Rj7HB
My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLURunZncp
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQqcVTmRe
I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45aP2tWhDB
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhLsuApzDf
"Good morning, love" 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHanivNkDUV
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdih2jI2O8
My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof4vgjDesB
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwOPqp4hwM
"Good morning, Cian" 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLfe6uqwST
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYncSMwgta3
His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOez4grRNX5
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5AvTyU6fi
My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvn5gxJJZd
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYfoPyRjx5
I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FkMfeiPin
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnJzStWQrQ
Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7XBtrHiDQ
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOQpHcFnh0
I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0E8OzBvNH
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73SJ7LFEwg
When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJWbtFzGY6
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIlrKy8Dlo
I need to take my pills.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1weQBjlaac
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd1PzS4l7i
I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsbxukF20W
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgoWCXvp6D
I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdNwxVTPCL
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB8EofY6Bv
And now I had completely forgotten about them.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIV1C9qr8P
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnY6QcZNmJ
Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ749B8LsLdt
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZR9AFVuy3
My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGILpr0TjEd
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPkoYKX9ey
How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDcPz3EspW
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgdR9y2zI2
He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPtaWb6T1s
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9dMRJDDQe
I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5VwF0MWl1
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBQFIGpJpz
I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrmSfFVu8m
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXTuo7yNZo
Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN6xLOPl7L
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpWp2xq4on
And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgYq1i78Bb
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRHOoAEYWF
The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm7rKF0P68
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ycP7JjIvT
They didn't stop, 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecx7HooDh5
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfTR42mtea
So I stopped them.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcKbd4wnSB
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3sjfdddDs
I'm breaking again.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZSAZFkJvw
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiLkjYjRm0
My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn39hkhG3K
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2ZtfK8HI1
I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRmEc0g5Jy
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx5xSCDDUA
Why is he here,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAFuuZNdKn
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6q4U6tP4c
He shouldn't see me like this,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2stAM0nee
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw212QzuIb
I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMF0lGs4n9
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfNceliLoX
The screams have started getting louder in my ears93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHug3RYTM77
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKeZFbskxh
It was me,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMkCC33VLn
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYlj9AG3o0
I was the one screaming,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphdev3lrca
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSSEnciCdU
Why was I screaming,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWCCHastZW
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rkD5qgiH8
Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPYwaRROg8
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ5H9PWGrD
But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh2v1PCMMy
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaBXv4fUQa
I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVyGrcpvVV
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtgSu2saBB
I was banging my head against the wall.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr45P6FbAsO
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AXqPWd7AZ
I didn't mean to.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOSjWoipQJ
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PRMZ6GRsA
I don't know what's going on.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTI37jic7A
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ac5oVPuIO
I felt strong arms wrapping around me,93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdtuZeIHlF
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD51dyiGqL
Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP21TidjAw
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPstMz76fr
My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ468V5bF9cM
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4OE29GRjC
There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNwUrU7hkY
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyaJm0TAz0
I was suddenly brought back to the present.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSNfPywEQd
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ47VWLMtR
I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2XD3GkAcX
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75nL6suWA8
He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxTB3hJRIb
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAJECcP6a6
"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeyRLaEFnj
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa3b4UsrwE
"I promise"93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOcXx96S59
93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD7xeAE8Vy
