"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVNDTaJ8ug
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- Justin Alcala101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ8QCf2mRC
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9y7mOlPGB
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmRyAlmxkd
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD870a5RNNp
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm8yFbqLFf
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85JkvfhkTM
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxJFv4u4P3
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBAWydq7xW
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I guess he is a silent walker. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfDP4YrPHw
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lpn45giu9
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5lfteBetX
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What the fuck? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggpxpDA8ya
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC3g2WhmsG
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What is he doing here? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYKLbWXsuI
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnqkUeZr6W
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"Cian" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGzSk32w6y
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWmC6GFq30
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVaO6P71hL
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I looked at him even more confused101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNWdOoIa8K
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB3RFa0Vw5
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchWjKMRHaf
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxsR5Nlmw8
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"Cian what are you-" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSjW4kXq3u
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XE0oevBty
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmNrOCj3m2
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPfO4ebe5o
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNpI03tmaq
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQolcZsy5r
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtaCSWt0H
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDNMHW5mJy
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNYRKYDtVd
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9ZGBtiFWP
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18B20oHTyK
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCe7B3dUfP
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6DlmVBAsv
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHQ4sl7Hh7
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUYgOCCt8q
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0xSkFUgBu
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He looked down.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TVCbuAAAV
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoRZvgONyz
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmBSgKTXXu
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5tgZfzh2B
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I kneeled next to him. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHpR2L3Bi7
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"Cian, why are you here?" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUYd94UqDm
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HKEc5pAm8
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRTReXoinU
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeWNpenova
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Fuck it. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZxOYMmloV
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"You can stay" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwxgpsxyvS
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP7HeCjORl
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFFpvHpQHR
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I was teasing him at this point. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR8luGTgMC
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5UcExAhFd
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPvgZz0I7s
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1gLuouAlD
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So why is he so cautious? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y3AQL9ruJ
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHB8PnagwX
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoskqhlK49
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfiCipynmh
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0eI0Cax7l
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNavUNEgXr
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKQcuqmRLx
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ085pSggTt
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0qfiXgWpm
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3svcYT89j
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnCVC6AmWM
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIGg16i8u9
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"Signy" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZXXhX9Skq
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KausdYvrM
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He opened his arms 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8ldEULNrR
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFo8Qipx9g
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His cheeks tinted slightly,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U6FhvteR4
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALSJ6B7k8p
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtZ8G4LD7g
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb61Gevbev
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn49otS92J
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZooezMCb0
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I'm not ready, 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtYaZZ2xkz
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I'm not ready to leave,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhDfJmUgi0
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