"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQICMDCKsL
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- Justin Alcala89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lt4v7nUZI
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vso90OAZO
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeqjoVeUdT
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1QRE68ANU
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSa8wvufQw
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim7Rul2Ud1
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3al8nAU4k
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtovsGGMsBs
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I guess he is a silent walker. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhl6YCrSBB
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtiKxv65RL
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ1e9Xk5vr
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What the fuck? 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlQZq6CpfV
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgeNEWf82y
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What is he doing here? 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCobuZWwTS
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3cufElprr
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"Cian" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhbQgii8W9
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60SNmAwfmp
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlB2gUny0B
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I looked at him even more confused89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJrl8GP0Ww
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPYQXGqUNu
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOzNZBFuj7
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWRku7CR0P
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"Cian what are you-" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPajQeQqlA
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj3uYzcYL0
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlojYjFsEkO
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSa6ng3Tkc
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuowOlIw5iC
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib34z6eWnx
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrPdoPFAkB
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqcwSTX1fX
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01tn7XumAJ
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs2ngCnPk1
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxngOFlPaFk
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLJ99oAToM
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYPDqsUqE6
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJUTu66ERI
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIQOoWh7rD
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmcYl2ZGjv
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He looked down.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9uDgZtvWE
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRE1ZaeI17
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjb5ClLaxO
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P4f0UVCC7
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I kneeled next to him. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYpAbO1fTF
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"Cian, why are you here?" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7YHLunUIa
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodQYJqgjo3
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypx41Zjpyv
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyhPx8XkZX
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Fuck it. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd2NuvAFoQ
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"You can stay" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDfyow8zLT
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqIcr1gnRj
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4zIPhgrRT
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I was teasing him at this point. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjMMD0BBIL
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60g8VukuI8
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0vRegQuEN
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAdAbkBO6j
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So why is he so cautious? 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA7Hr9WHRO
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTDoUGgB34
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aBGG2YDQX
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nut3eCYrv
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaKgrNnSOq
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rniIaKm8u
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtAqTFeMJX
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8qNDl2u38
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lnmkst399
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN3MDwMIjp
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DhjS2vqkP
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vsy8WJl4j
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"Signy" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrPIMwy8hi
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ1Y32bMqE
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He opened his arms 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFpAerLSoc
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Q7WGt1QG
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His cheeks tinted slightly,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQM2D5Brbl
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHtjx4CzNA
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1i0HTCxy4
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55dWPAI6Kw
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBIaXimefa
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That's one hell of a sight to stumble upon 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3qcrGEWz1
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLnJ0v2YTJ
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I'm not ready, 89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcRgqf68Q2
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I'm not ready to leave,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OhrOSLo9o
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