"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv0YlLDDoF
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- Justin Alcala116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVn29fIVbO
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk2z0CzFdK
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBxdXp1F32
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU4R9mPZp3
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOuldBGRyw
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaItwJhugCH
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1jrR4avs2
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwHi4rcs2P
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I guess he is a silent walker. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17unaEKyFa
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3e7GeLVuH
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViF4BLNpjq
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What the fuck? 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo50dIGYjxq
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnb0EPEyRs
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What is he doing here? 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiHME6Yzhu
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWYCaApuxY
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"Cian" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibEirs7OBb
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhccYZccZr
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsat3TyKpNt
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I looked at him even more confused116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHwjPszbjo
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcqrQPdqPJ
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxOSfbCjRg
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqtOgV5k3K
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"Cian what are you-" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllsILralGg
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62AxOhe2lB
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rEdWTnJkA
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8xat28aeB
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE63G4xrr5
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonJIqreVHn
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nft1DlQeN
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwpHTxc58w
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn4IRrdhG9
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1ZJRaeAT4
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LEeegExFh
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UunbgaW7t
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PzuLrDwBb
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIKFTY9gVB
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPQio634Wb
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYG5KTSPND
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He looked down.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHydeWZC8Z
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG6EOTlcxQ
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WKZvICNO8
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRXxZrZCAw
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I kneeled next to him. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05y16bzxS1
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"Cian, why are you here?" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeprkXzoE8
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAVNqTUKF4
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5OKijGaoW
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Fuck it. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJLYq26xUU
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"You can stay" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvAuxgpkS1
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Drhe3U4F
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF1K9dt9Gp
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I was teasing him at this point. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNXftsKEe1
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5Zeqbh7Bf
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYuwNZfQLm
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5pY7L4VRD
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So why is he so cautious? 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1beVlGLbo4
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzJfD5POTo
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbyDM9Zyfp
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNAkyVp2B
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR54zO3Ter
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVhvABBXgK
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1CKY9fY1Y
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FhBJeR1FY
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB91BIUUY5y
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoigTkcjld
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh05ezKGIOL
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxw6Y0SvZN
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"Signy" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6a2d1hyC1
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV8yoTMxpD
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He opened his arms 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvgN79cwgK
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDpOuVFyfN
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His cheeks tinted slightly,116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWh9bMZXZT
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90gKKDRyym
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPzEHtEj4R
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OPanFfUiD
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo693nNPBas
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60S6uhKVIN
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I'm not ready, 116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXpq0pwWf7
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I'm not ready to leave,116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg65lksfNYy
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