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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXTvbgi7xI
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLFqx41rGK
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TwKBkTu2H
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"Good morning, love" 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXhwoiHTc7
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6klIPr9FI
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"Good morning, Cian" 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1VJM2dwQa
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdtVHYu4BA
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW2YUMq6FR
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9FlZBsjzf
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAQETu6rKS
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PQhdjCSNp
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnbPBOTy0S
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I need to take my pills.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyYyh8UX4s
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC4AawdmUD
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJXkLZvzwv
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdtsfc1Fd7
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNpGul2RoQ
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel2qepVtgw
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBHQAGLVnz
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhBhB8iUKh
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYVHhZA6Gl
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7sNmwmJU9
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIrGKcWF82
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUoeurT3P4
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5EkV3Abrh
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They didn't stop, 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDnEbEanLo
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So I stopped them.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg3lc3ckAK
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I'm breaking again.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXG1MwFuPr
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFiDaxHf7e
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9IP7lpDzH
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Why is he here,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBYf4Sn8HX
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He shouldn't see me like this,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tpjSu0q43
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx58KTBfO3
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFBm26vp0X
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It was me,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwf1DUaqVP
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I was the one screaming,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsnd4X6pJd
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Why was I screaming,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmAuDsOJD1
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpvzr8wqXk
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJd07u4Otb
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaAj5v8O1R
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I was banging my head against the wall.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWz66GF7UV
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I didn't mean to.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1QjKNlfju
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I don't know what's going on.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn94km3wyl4
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxGmLYJ36q
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVhzZ9Imgn
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs2Xq5oEAL
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetVwYH2MQA
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbObaHiXUv
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8kUBDFkdZ
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYeeWSBsfr
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kSgr32ljB
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