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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLgNympMuQ
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtUyJbyGGd
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW04tiKMqv
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"Good morning, love" 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XCVxUtAL
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpQu6FaBlQ
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"Good morning, Cian" 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMToyDMSO3W
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcz1CAu4PQ
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDKI4AnLYe
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eGna1lAGY
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOFlljfsT9
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqupvkHVNmR
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpPS3eBBXe
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I need to take my pills.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ0e7judmv
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqHzFW8fe3
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlNW3UJQv6
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGvFHJalvh
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmjWpFQlds
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxjZGJaIfS
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJDe53cGIu
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFxUY37jLn
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lKMPHAHbl
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZWntbIOf1
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0lJxwQvIE
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNW4NdnUET
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcVpLPfuYd
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They didn't stop, 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEROSqCv7L
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So I stopped them.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpcIbOWP9a
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I'm breaking again.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoiSmtPBRV
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTn1ZaGoHv
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4hhIf5KZi
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Why is he here,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX1LU97q2L
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He shouldn't see me like this,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxNLaVUBDQ
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4yr4xOw1t
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMWYbA6HI8
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It was me,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE70kBFi7K
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I was the one screaming,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDDmdY5Sbg
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Why was I screaming,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqyrlhiGWH
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs7rXtANCp
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OOp1yHKyn
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16phzaJycg
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I was banging my head against the wall.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkSFkgEase
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I didn't mean to.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo8k8gCjua
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I don't know what's going on.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyVBXgpUTW
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q7OEZlDPV
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0B2iu2niC
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsELtNkUlyM
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11lkihBx4g
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZNl82BHNx
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xeX0uCnTI
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsB0I1R9oh
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyqfmWdCyq
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