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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEiJyGsbJR
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF0OOJ2Nqo
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwGTfl9q8E
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"Good morning, love" 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9fbRLqrKB
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcEpyn04W
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"Good morning, Cian" 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ9c7yN1W7
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWybdLmk2B
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ZgV0S2AV
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rGFWZYx7y
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKnMAYJKGi
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lsgSZwsuP
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF8IuyCCD2
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I need to take my pills.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0VImRqiDY
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGGdGCAuyI
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzcVpuwsKq
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aLfquKlDH
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKbAJcucNl
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHh1E3Bgb8
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW12kcdKyog
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBFGrdkbQ2
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0EGvidTTL
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK1z6LfiIA
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBmQKqsfxC
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4DMU0Psvj
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJikeVsFEWA
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They didn't stop, 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9TaUMBmpZ
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So I stopped them.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDxEhPMV7h
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I'm breaking again.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DTyPGtxME
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs712dssGu1
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ii5nqqAT2
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Why is he here,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiytIXoEtf
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He shouldn't see me like this,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjlYsjHA4c
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡserJYMcXIH
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ364hctvHI9
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It was me,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJO6ushLcX
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I was the one screaming,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmSnwsJ3Cx
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Why was I screaming,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW82AejirHh
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwXG9JppQj
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h8VrKnlLE
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNJuBXVA8R
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I was banging my head against the wall.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi75cWwRYn
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I didn't mean to.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1EXvkyBp9
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I don't know what's going on.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9LVU2XY6s
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNunKPlwlNy
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc8GZ1HpAG
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLjaGgRZ6Y
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurEpIWdeoz
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ2jqO1MDl
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpWzGEamch
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2VFhaMEHw
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEXD4yNZXB
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"I promise"119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrhHFkOqRe
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