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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaYm9oY3DY
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4ovlws54j
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLQ0Hsnh0q
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"Good morning, love" 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmcU6MOcFK
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLELtNggvW
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"Good morning, Cian" 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGJ4skEudl
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0eG6Ewe7X
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TLtKnikgB
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7tbomS57Y
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ746MbpPmBr
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDhlNmXNwb
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7qIdF1vEc
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I need to take my pills.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK59xDNrIW
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJ8YhWHYe
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh5fYh9fZY
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZSf8qlsoZ
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn6mXeuBjD
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVHjZK7IEa
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmGIMRCUdx
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3MJ7DY9Tj
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHgciQVwSj
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVCNHTkK17
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gHcfNeY8y
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt3K3n5hXu
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdV86G3yZk
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They didn't stop, 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMUX9GoKb8
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So I stopped them.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GSgIfBg6E
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I'm breaking again.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FXFsw211I
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MjUP7RUDP
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cOJChOy4D
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Why is he here,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pgiHGUsSj
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He shouldn't see me like this,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn7lU8VVLb
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmU6smkJrC
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KKV8pfcdD
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It was me,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1CTZaoQxz
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I was the one screaming,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH0vvbN1Lu
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Why was I screaming,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GaK51Prq6
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwvxo6t5ge
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMSImvRbJJ
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRhv8aEy8L
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I was banging my head against the wall.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AqjaEYzzK
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I didn't mean to.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0hN5e41hi
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I don't know what's going on.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOjEQnhMTY
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFJUBr8tPE
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt67EmP4iET
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOs4ih8uev
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6cQsz2AVZ
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK2m4HHMZe
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmmTmopniO
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84hSK2ldom
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyu9Xe63i6
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