"Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves."
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- Bessel A. van der Kolk
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The meeting ended with the decision of the alliance between the continents and islands. Every king and queen with their warrior leaders were instructed to lead their armies and train them with impossible techniques; once all of the armies are combined, we will have one leader, however, the strongest of the pair will be the ones, leading every single army in the end.
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We had 12 days to prove ourselves,
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For today, we were told to go back to our rooms, they ended up asking us if we wanted to take a pair room since we are mates, and we said yes,
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It didn't matter to me, but Evander had secretly told me that he feels uncomfortable in the king's room, so I ended up accepting for his sake, and Cian had been more than happy to do so because in his mind, he thought of it as everyone knowing that we are mates, to keep me all to himself, which made me giggle at his whispers as he tried to explain, everyone else were terrified more than they were than earlier, I guess they found it odd for the king to be showing affection.
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As we made our way back to the new mating chamber which the name was nasty to me, I had blushed 40 different shades of red at the thought of us doing anything in there,
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I mean I wouldn't mind, I'm pretty sure it would be lovely,
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Images of us popped up in my head as my heart hammered at the naughty thoughts,
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I should get myself together,
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Our stuff were brought in before we arrived,
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We arrived hand in hand in front of the room, Cian opened the door with our ribbons,
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These fancy rooms didn't need locks and cards, it needed your ribbons for maximum security for the royalty,
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My eyes widened at the view in front of me,
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This room was beautiful,
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I slowly made my way inside as Cian followed behind, my eyes wandered towards the bed that we had to share, it looked so soft and cozy, it was huge, it had a canopy over it too, the closets were full of drawers and hanging spaces, there was a vanity with some essential things inside,
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There was even a small space prepared for the birdies, they instantly flew to it and started eating to their heart's content, the bathroom had a bathtub, a huge shower douche, and a small jacuzzi with warm steaming water,
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I would love to get in there,
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As I was eyeing the jacuzzi, a small chuckle left Cian's lips, I turned back to see him smiling at me with affection in his beautiful eyes,
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I could get lost in them forever,
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Cian's cheeks started tinting pink,
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"We could say the same to you, my love"
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I tilted my head in confusion,
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Oh,
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"D-Did I say that out loud?"
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A smile tugged at his lips as he tried to hold back from laughing at my zero self awareness, he nodded towards the hot tub and said,
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"Would you like to go in there together, love?"
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I stared at him wide eyed as I was lost for words at his bold move,
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Is he suggesting something?
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His own eyes widened and he rushed to explain,
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"O-Of course I meant it innocently"
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I smirked at him deciding to tease him,
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"I bet Helios doesn't agree with you"
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He nodded to himself but he caught himself mid action,
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I knew it,
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I giggled at his reaction, he was a king that terrified the whole Mother Earth's population, yet in front of me, and only for me, he was my adorable Cian,
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I nodded at his suggestion, I wanted to do it too, I mean I wouldn't even mind if we ended up mating tonight,
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Before the naughty thoughts came back to take over my mind, I said,
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"Of course, I love you and it comes with the package of being mates, I know that I can take it at my own pace, but don't worry about me" I smiled at him "I would accept everything of yours and I hope you accept everything of mine" my smile faltered slightly at the thought of what I actually do that he doesn't know about, but that was for another time,
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I will tell him soon,
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I opened the door wide to the bathroom so Cian could see inside, I instantly started dropping my clothes and folding them down to their place, making sure my every move, he could feel it,
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And I felt his eyes on me the entire time, after what I had said, he was about to answer me, but I had started stripping down, I'm pretty sure he didn't have anything to say because of that anymore,
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I didn't remove my bra and panties and decided to go into the hot tub with them on, my boobs jiggled as I stepped into the jacuzzi, Cian had stood there the whole time, every emotion running through his yellow and brown streaked eyes,
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Helios was very close to coming out,
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I smirked at him, letting my hair float around me, my bra strap had unintentionally dropped down, revealing my shoulders and floating my boobs on the water, I ended up facing my back to Cian as I slowly unclasped my bra as he watched, I removed my bra and slipped back inside the water, feeling myself relax at the feeling,
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I moaned at how good the warm water had felt against my aching body,
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"This feels so good" I looked back at Cian as the love in his eyes had transformed to love and lust at the same time, Helios was on the edge and so was Cian, I averted my eyes as I noticed the huge bulge on his pants, but I ended up looking back at him, making sure that he knew I wanted him here with me,
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"It definitely would feel way better if you were here, right next to me"
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