10/10/15
Just for the record it is midnight and I am typing blind – I seem to have misplaced my glasses…. – But anyway I hope you will excuse any misspellings/grammar errors.
So I am getting super nervous for Nanowrimo. Like real fear. And this is coming from me last time I was mildly frightened I was watching my dad die wondering why the ambulance was taking so long. It arrived and he was…. Ok, completely different person now. In case you were not aware when a square inch of your brain dies it changes you. But enough of that! So I do not scare easily. I am nearly petrified in terror when it comes to Nanowrimo though and I don’t like that. I don’t even Know Why I Am Frightened! I am probably just overreacting, right noting to be scared of logically. What’s the worst that can happen? I try to get it published only to go down as the worst writer in the history of the universe? Yep! Ohhh it could go really wrong and I could get sent to Avera. *shivers* I don’t want to get sent to Avera. Even worse. Someone I go to school with could find it. *Hyperventilates* I am going to puke. This is worse than when I went zip lining. OK. OK OK OK OKOKOKOKOKOKOKOK OK. I am calm now and moving on from that.
I believe I am going to cut my hair. Yeah I know you all just went – *Eye Roll* so what? Who cares – That is understand able until…. I have never had a haircut. I am 16 (17 on November 11) my hair is over 3 feet long thick and extremely curly. It being a curly as it is it only looks a foot and a half long. I can pull it down to my hip from my Bang area (that spot directly above the forehead) and frankly I am sick of it getting in the way. Have you ever had to scrape acrylic paint out of your hair? It is not fun. Plus gum gods the only way to get gum out is to soak my head in mayo, I don’t even like mayo. Ok so I think I am going to get it all chopped off. Do you think it would be socially acceptable for me to just shave my head? I am a female so I don’t think so…. Well that’s that I am moving on.
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