I had some really good days leading up to this one, but today im just flat. Im very alone ( yes its my fault ) wondering whats next with the new year approaching. Can things get worse? It feels like they may.
Today i have no motivation, my mind is hurting and with nobody around, thats quite bad.
I was acting selfish this morning, trying to help myself because i wanted to be with someone i love. That didn't work out.
Thats depression for you. You hurt people you dont mean to, then get hurt in the process. I could write more, my mind wont let me
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