Ive tried so hard to be positive, little things have gone my way then i just lose it, push the most amazing thing in my life away and for some reason im unable to stop it.
I always feel that people think i use my depression as an excuse when things happen, so im just second guessing myself all the time now. Its killing me at the moment. Things had better stop, hope i can do this.
14th November.
Been a strange day, still chasing things up etc.
For someone who doesn't like to plan, im not liking the thought of not knowing what im doing tonight. Definitely not like me
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