C H A P T E R - O N E
12:00 A.M
Everything was a blur. There was yelling, screaming, waving lightsticks in the air. I was at my first concert. My first BigBang concert! Yes, it's exciting. They were all dancing, singing, and having fun together as they were, hyungs. I waved the little signature yellow crown in the air, shouting I love you! and of course I do, because they are my favorite band. My only favorite band. I loved them all- but what caught my eye the most- my bias, Choi Seung-hyun, normally known as T.O.P.
I just can't explain his perfection. He has a beautiful body, but does not like to show any form of skin. I know that he'd be uncomfortable if I tried to get a hug, but I was a fan, you know? That would be my life goal- not to approach him and result his nervousness, but too, even just shake his hand! I'd probably faint even if I had gotten a hug...
Smiling, I looked down at my backstage pass around my neck, and held onto it, these concerts are wild, and anyone could snatch it. My best friend, jumping up and down, was so excited to be here, watching her bias, Kwon Jiyong, known as G-Dragon. I understand her passion for him- he is very handsome! But my bias will forever be T.O.P.
After the show was over, we were directed to the backstage. I was so proud to be a V.I.P, and so was Jade. We were all cheery and grinning, walking back there. Jade spotted Jiyong, and was so delighted, she almost passed out beside me. I was looking everywhere for Seunghyun, but he was nowhere to be seen. "Where is T.O.P?" I asked Jade, but she was already getting a hug and a picture with Jiyong. Sighing, I still kept a smile on my face, wanting to meet everyone of BigBang. I had given G-Dragon, Seungri, Daesung and Taeyang a hug, and had gotten a group picture with them. My face was always red, I just couldn't believe I was there.
"Did you find him?" Jade asked, jumping up and down as we walked outside. It was too crowded, and I frowned, not finding Seunghyun. We had driven all this way, I enjoyed this time so much, but, I really wanted to see Seunghyun. I got my car keys, walking towards my car. "Ma'am?" I heard a voice, slightly foreign but innocently trying to master the English word. I turned around, and there I saw him, T.O.P. Was I dreaming? It felt as if my heart had melted- there's Seunghyun, in front of me, that beautiful blue hair, innocent eyes and little moon earrings, he was so adorable and... sexy all at the same time!
What everyone said was true- he never made eye contact, he looked at the object in his hand, and tried to give it to me. "Ma'am, you left your phone on one of the vanities." He said, and my heart danced, his English was sketchy but I could listen to him talk all day with that beautiful, husky voice. But he was here! Right in front of me! "I... thank you so much, I'm a big fan of you, T.O.P! Can I please get a picture? I never had my chance, I couldn't find you..." I said, and he only smiled, and took my phone back. What? "Come here." He said, and put his arm around me, taking a picture, and handed my phone back. "Thank you so much!" I squealed, Jade still sitting in the car, amazed. He said something, but it was in Korean. "Wait," he said in English, and I stood still.
"Isn't this what you came for, too?" Seunghyun said, and I didn't know what he meant until he came and gave me a hug, it wasn't quick, actually, it lasted for a while. I smelled his wonderful cologne, and I was just, lost. I couldn't believe this was happening. I couldn't believe when I was even buying BigBang tickets. I could hear Jade's screams in the car, and I giggled a little, until Seunghyun pulled away, and I was set back onto Earth again. "Thank you, really, this was an amazing experience..." I tried to say in Korean, but I'm sure I messed up since Seunghyun was chuckling. "See you," he said in deep voice, and ran off to his SUV. I flailed into the car, Jade hitting my wrist.
"Ahh! I told you! It'd happen! Give me my five dollars!" Jade exclaimed, and I sighed. "If I do, we can't get Mc. Donalds." I smirked. "Okay, okay, fine." She sighed, knowing she wanted the food more. "I can't believe we actually got the tickets this time." I said, going through my wallet as we pulled up to the fast food restaurant. "Me neither, and whew, where they expensive." Jade agreed. "Honestly, this is the best night of my life. I got a group picture with BigBang itself, hugs from all of them... including T.O.P!" I exclaimed, still remembering that unforgettable moment. Ordering our food, we went on with the conversation. "My first BigBang concert, and it was blast." Jade said, biting into her sandwich.
It was a long time before we'd arrive home, since we were still very far away from our apartments. Me and Jade were roommates. I still couldn't forget the experience- Seunghyun hugging me- for moments, actually. And giving me my phone back was so nice of him. He makes handsome guys look not so handsome! Literally nothing can compare. Jade went on about G-Dragon, and eventually fell asleep. We arrived home, and I kept elbowing her to wake up.
We walked into the complex, and took off our shoes and slid into bed. Jade slept peacefully- but I procrastinated my sleep schedule. I was going to be an insomniac tonight, just because of Seunghyun hugging me and just- going to my first BigBang concert after being a fan of them since 2007. I opened up my laptop, browsing all my social media. I had sent tons of messages to Seunghyun before, but he's never replied, so I why was I checking? Hope that my bias would reply to their biggest fan.
I checked from where I had sent him fan-mail, and my God... he had replied! I tried to keep my fangirling and squealing to a minimum, since Jade was asleep. I read the text, lacking English a little, but I read it in his voice and it was ten times adorable. Hi, I'm sorry that I didn't catch your name but I think you the girl that I gave phone too, I heard you were looking for me and I sorry that I wasn't there, I was trying to find you. To give phone back. I almost teared up- happy tears, of course. He was looking for me and when I was looking for him! Is this a dream?
I typed away, knowing he'd never even read the text or reply to me, and I'd just be one of those fans texting a brick wall, but it was worthwhile to keep my anxiety down. That's really sweet, and I appreciate you giving my phone back. I'm so glad I got to even see you, all the while getting a hug? That really made my day- I thought I was going to pass out. Well, it's night here, so goodnight Seunghyun! I love you!! ~V.I.P Amber. I sent the message, knowing it'd never be seen again.
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