C H A P T E R - F I V E
5:00 P.M
We finally arrived to Seoul, exhausted, surprised the SUV was still even in front of us. My eyes were lazily kept open, and we were still driving. I noticed BigBang's apartment must've been up ahead since their car was slowing down, and there were buildings everywhere, they were huge, definitely different from where we're from. I parked my car into the lot of the apartment, and me and Jade stretched for a few minutes, finally being able to walk again. "Long drive, huh?" Seunghyun said, walking up to me, and I felt all nervous again. I nodded towards him, and he put his arm with mine and showed me the way into the apartment's lobby.
Jade followed beside Jiyong, and we made our way to their room. "Here it is." Seungri expanded his arms, smiling widely. "Shut up, maknae." Jiyong laughed, picking on the younger hyung, I was surprised it wasn't Seunghyun picking on him this time. Jade chuckled a little while they showed us around. "Rice..." Jiyong said, opening the cabinets- but his expression changed. "Hyung! Where is the rice?" He shouted in Korean, and Seunghyun took the lid off of their rice cooker. "Oh, I guess that's all our rice. Sorry, I thought we didn't have any." Jiyong scratched the back of his head, his cheeks a little red. Koreans must really like their rice, I giggled to myself. Seunghyun just stared at him and then cracked his smile, which I adored greatly.
"Well, this is the BigBang apartment room." Taeyang smiled at me and Jade, and we smiled back. "I'm in charge of the laundry, dishes... Daesung and Seungri do some of the cooking." Taeyang added, and we nodded. "I'm in charge of the rap." Seunghyun smiled. "Yes, T.O.P hyung is in charge of the rap. Nah, actually he is very talented and always funny, the soft brother." Jiyong smiled, and Seunghyun put his hands in his pockets and looked down. "I'm not that much of a softie." He said in Korean, and Seungri rolled his eyes at him, I could see he wasn't going to say anything since I was here. I chuckled at the thought.
"Yes, whenever there is music, there will always be a T.O.P." Jiyong added, and we all laughed when Seunghyun started to do a little dance. I loved his dances, whether serious or just being a child, he was just lovely to have as company. Honestly, I never thought he'd want my attention as much as he has, I thought as a big celebrity he'd just see me as a fan- but, he messaged me, got me backstage passes for free, and... I'm standing in their apartment room right now! "Well, what do you guys want to do?" Seungri asked me and Jade in Korean, but Jade didn't understand so I translated for her.
"What do you guys do for fun?" Jade asked, and they all looked at each other and turned on music, and started to dance a little. Seungri darted onto the couch, and started to jump, while Seunghyun was beatboxing a little. Jade laughed so hard while I just blushed and giggled like a little girl, I love all of their personalities so much. "This is what we do!" Taeyang yelled, also dancing.
"So, I heard you called me a pretty boy, ya?" Jiyong asked Jade, and her cheeks heated up. This was the real G-Dragon, he teases everyone, and it seemed to have Jade on the edge. She nodded shyly and her face was red. Jiyong just laughed, holding her wrists and shaking them around, dancing together. "Dance?" Seunghyun stuck out his hand to me, and I looked up at his tall figure. I never really noticed that he was this tall... "Don't mind if I do." I said in a little Korean accent, but it seemed to make Seunghyun chuckle a little, but he didn't mind. He took me by the hand, and twirled me around a few times. "Seunghyun, Seunghyun!" I yelled, laughing.
He then pulled me up close to his face, and I stopped breathing, and my heart was racing. My face was getting read again, but his eyes had control of mine, I felt paralyzed. It was if everyone had stopped dancing and the music was in slow motion. "Amber," Seunghyun finally breathed out, and I tilted my head. "I wish I could..." Seunghyun started, but was cut off by Seungri tugging on his arm. "Agh, Seungri!" Seunghyun yelled, throwing his hands in the air. Everyone stopped- including me- and I saw the anger in Seunghyun's face.
"I-I'm sorry..." Seungri said, but Seunghyun stormed off into a separate room. "It's okay, Amber, he has a bad temper..." Jiyong said, and I finally breathed again. "Why did he act like that, though? I could've never imagined him getting mad like that." I said, and everyone looked to the floor. "He just, has a very abnormal behavior, and it is easy to anger him. Seungri does it all the time, but this time, I could see he was trying to be serious with you. And, you, Seungri, you know better." Jiyong said, and then pointed at the maknae, who ran his fingers through his hair.
I slowly walked down the hall, and to Seunghyun's room. I heard quiet aggressive talking, but I couldn't make out some of the words. I knocked on the door, but something was thrown at it- and I flinched. He opened the door loudly, and looked down at me. "Oh, Amber..." Seunghyun said, looking guilty. I hugged him, just so he could feel that he was taken seriously again. I'm usually never brave enough to do this, but I know it'd make him happy- and me. He embraced me for a while, and even played with my hair.
"Amber." Seunghyun sat down in his chair, placing his finger on his temple. "Yes?" I asked, also sitting down, smoothing out my outfit. "What I was trying to say earlier was that, I wish I could explain my feelings to you. I feel like I could write a book and it would never be enough, even all of the words in a dictionary cannot describe you." Seunghyun said the most sweetest thing I had ever heard- I thought I was going to cry. "Why me? There are so many other beautiful girls out there, besides, I'm a fan... and international fan..." I looked down at my lap. "That doesn't change anything. You're amazing to me, I've never felt like this. I feel like I can't get enough of seeing you. You can even ask the hyungs, I bothered them so much on the weekend just about you coming to the concert, and now that you're here... I feel like a complete person. I don't care if you're international, you're you."
His words hit me like no one's words have ever hit me before. I couldn't believe he had all these emotions for me. I didn't know what to say, so he only pulled me out of the chair, into his arms and ran his thumb across my lips. "You're beautiful." Seunghyun said, and I was almost about to fall asleep. He stroked my hair, and then I started to drop my head a little, yawning.
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