C H A P T E R - T W O
8:00 A.M
I sighed, not wanting to get up from after that long night. Luckily I can work at home, but I had so many papers to do. I prepared my laptop for all the work that'd be overflowing, soon. I hooked up my printer and scanner, and tried to wake Jade up to try and help me. I remembered the text and checked my phone this time, and I was so shocked too see my notification from Instagram- Choi_seung_hyun_tttop sent you a message. I was going to cry again, this couldn't be real... he can't remember me just like that. I looked at the time it was sent, 4:37 A.M. Just two hours before I went to bed.
You welcome, Amber, is it? That's nice name. I'm glad to have you as a V.I.P, thanks for support! He said, and I fell back against into my chair. "You okay?" Jade laughed, walking towards me. I hid my phone, "Yeah," I breathed heavily, and brought it out again. I scrolled through his Instagram, and I saw a picture- it was me. It was the picture I had taken with Seunghyun, getting a hug. His caption for it was V.I.P Amber! I felt so lucky, this just doesn't happen. "Oh my God! T.O.P has you on his Insta!" Jade yelled, and I smiled so brightly. I scrolled through the comments- they were not happy ones, and some defended.
Favoriting fans now, huh?
Is that your girlfriend top oppa !!
She's pretty! Why all these rude comments ?
Wow... that's kind of low
No girlfriends, hyung ;)
I put my hand over my mouth, looking that the last text was by G-Dragon. No girlfriends, hyung ;) and almost squealed again. Girlfriend? Yeah, maybe in my dreams. I'm just a fan- I got a hug and spoke to him at his performance, that's it. I don't even think he'd classify me as a friend, actually. I'm just a fan. I kept telling myself not to get too worked up over this. Nothing could really ruin my day now, my bias had posted a picture of us on his Instagram and I had hugged him! Forgetting work, I looked up when their next concert would be, and the prices of tickets.
Although the tickets were expensive, I bought them for me and Jade, and she excited to go again. The thing is, I wouldn't have enough for us to go backstage... so we'll just be in the crowd, not getting pictures this time... but hey, we're still going to watch their performance! "Another BigBang concert? We better save up." Jade suggested, and I nodded, getting back to work on my laptop. This was going to be a long day.
Just then, I remembered- I had not replied back to his message. I told myself that this was really going to be the message never seen, he's busy, and a star, who'd reply to a mere fan they only brought a phone to and just hugged? Not Choi Seung-hyun, right? I'll always support you guys, even in your hardest times. I'll be a V.I.P forever ! I replied lamely, and put my phone away, expecting to be texted back never again.
Getting hungry, I went downstairs. Our complex was huge, actually. "Hey, Jade, you hungry?" I asked her. "I'm always hungry." She replied, appearing out of nowhere, almost scaring me but I didn't let her see that. "Grilled cheese?" I suggested, walking down the stairs. "Yes." She hang onto the 's' putting her arms on my shoulders. "Alright, turn on the stereo. I need my jam to cook." I laughed, grabbing my phone, going to my playlist- only playlist- BigBang. "BigBang is my only jam." Jade giggled, and I had to agree. They're literally the only band I listened too.
I turned it too Bae Bae, and started to cook. "How many you want?" I asked Jade, and she put up her fingers as in two. I nodded and got everything for the grilled cheese. I walked over to the fridge again, grabbing lemonade and pouring some in. I danced along to the music, Kpop just gave you a vibe for so much energy, I loved it. BigBang in general is what I love. I peaked into the living room, Jade dancing to beat as well, all I could do was laugh. "Hey, Amby, you got a message I think." Jade called out, and I turned the stove off, immediately running for my phone.
Choi_seung_hyun_tttop sent you a message, I read, and my heart fluttered. Why is he replying to me? I thought and read the text- well, it was just a kissy emoji... did he press the wrong thing? I'm also going to your next concert, sadly I won't have enough money for a backstage pass, but I'll still enjoy the show. I replied, not thinking about his emoji. It was an accident, most likely. I turned the music back up again, and called Jade in since the food was done. T.O.P's solo song, Turn It Up came on, and Jade smirked at me.
I love every song by BigBang, but T.O.P's solo albums were amazing- especially Oh Mom, that song really hits my feelings. I rapped along as best as I could in Korean- but he was truly the beast that mastered the game. Jade just kept waving her hands at me, I was into it. Eventually, I had to get back to work, if I wanted the money to even afford tickets for another BigBang concert. "Lunch time is over." I sighed, turning the music off, rushing Jade upstairs. I put my earbuds in, continuing the song while Jade printed some things off. I sipped on my lemonade, almost spitting it out when my phone vibrated. Choi_seung_hyung sent you a message. Without hesitation, I read the text, and tears almost filled my eyes. It fine, I'll give you and friend both a backstage pass. All V.I.P's should get a chance! <3 He replied, and I was in awe at the little heart he made. I don't want to become too attached more than I already am, he is a celebrity and is so out of my league.
Maybe some random fan had gotten ahold of his phone? No, that's not possible, there's security everywhere, and, that's just... impossible. Thank you so much T.O.P! I replied, and in a second, and I repeat, in a second, not an hour or a day, replied, Call me Seunghyun :) and I nearly fainted.
He didn't really like being called by his real name by fans, or maybe even anyone, but allowed me to? He posted a picture of you and him on his own Instagram, Amber, he hugged you longer than he normally would've, he doesn't like people touching him, face the facts- my mind forced me, but I wasn't going to get attached. This is just a celebrity, he could careless of what I was even doing right now.
Ah, Seunghyun, then :) I replied, and then my phone died. I hurried through the complex for my charger, and then went back to work. "What are you doing?" Jade asked me as I went to my laptop. "Uh, work?" I replied. "It's like, six in the evening dude." She laughed, and I ruffled my hair, looking at the clock. 6:00 P.M. Sighing, I went to go take a shower and then got back onto my phone that was finally charged. I went through all my social medias, updating blogs, and even stalked a few Instagrams... but had never gotten a reply. That was it, the actual message to never be seen again.
"Go to sleep." Jade kept mumbling over to me, she must had seen my phone's light. "I can't." I whined at her. "Not another one of your insomniac nights." She pulled the covers over her face, and started to snore. My paranoia had me glued to my phone at this point- but again, I tried to look at facts. If it's 6pm here, it must be 7am for him. Curious, I looked up the time-zones and I was correct... "Sleep." Jade said, appearing out of nowhere and taking my phone. "Hey!" I groaned, and she slept on it. Well I'm never getting that back.
I sighed, getting into under my covers, remembering the last thing- my laptop. I slowly opened it, and Jade's eyes scanned me the entire time. "Alright, alright." I huffed, putting it away, and stared at the ceiling. My mind raced about everything- work, the concert, Seunghyun...
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