I don't want to lose my sanity...
But...I can't help myself thinking about it...
What if I wasn't dead? So why am I being quarantined by Ark?
Am I being deceived?
Am I being seen as an experimental subject?
Are they testing when I will be driven mad by this environment?
It is reported that this kind of isolated experiment has always been tested on special people such as astronauts, special forces, and super soldiers.
The most famous is an experiment to simulate life on Mars, which was tested before humans set foot on Mars.
In 2015, six scientists participated in the one-year, dome-shaped simulated Mars base laboratory of about 93 square meters in Mauna Loa, Hawaii.
It is said that the most invincible difficulty for the six scientists at that time was "depression"! Fortunately, they were able to complete the task in the end! I guess the key to the success of the six of them is that they have companions by their side, can communicate with relatives and friends on "Earth", and can see the sun, moon and stars, and they are not forced to be trapped together because of "inhuman human experiments".
The thought of "inhumane human experimentation" reminds me of some dark history about this kind of experiment I read from a certain website. One of them is the famous and terrifying "The Russian Sleep Experiment" that took place in the former Soviet Union. The subjects were recruited from prisoners, and officials claimed that anyone who survived "30 days without sleep" would be freed. At that time, six prisoners were involved. They were placed in a secret room with water, food, books and toilets, and scientists also secretly added stimulants to the air to keep them awake. The experiment went well in the first five days, and the subjects were still talking happily and happily looking forward to the day they were released from prison. But when the sixth day started, the situation took a turn for the worse. It was rumored that in the end, those people were all dead, and those who didn't die turned into unexpected "monsters".202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltKPdmmQ7a
I vaguely remember that I have read some psychological evaluation reports... It said that as long as a person is left alone in an isolated environment where he is isolated from the world and sees no sunlight, even if there is water, food, and oxygen, he will suffer at most "five" sky".
"Five days"... is almost the psychological limit that ordinary humans endure.
As long as you stay in this kind of environment for a long time, the psychological quality will also drop significantly.
The situation that appears in it is just like the current me. With the hallucinations, I will gradually not be able to distinguish whether I am alive or dead? Is it true or false? Memories can get messed up too...
Then...there will be a tendency to self-destruct...
"Self-destruction"...
Today is the third day...
Will it be my limit in another two days? ...
Then... do I want to self-destruct too?
"Five days"..."Secret room"..."Don't sleep"..."Monster"...
What's more, I didn't even eat, drink, sleep, or poop...
Could it be... I'm already a "monster"...
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