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一次意外，我失明了。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO7gEVf2hN
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW9lTV05ZY
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「是誰？」我問。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qU0Kr23Hb
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無人回答。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPBLgbprA1
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5U35peq1P
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ2sOnripr
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVskH8RA57W
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq8M0KnbDC
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插——208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAhKxpgJdG
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkTNCGYxeF
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWXxCGK2yu
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他沒能回答我。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH50o39OeO
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYGX8zFKUO
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHXIMIrdEq
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「是誰？」我問。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jH81YR8VF
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無人回答。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO6rvKvT7A
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOVDXImW2l
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iKqJ8tEk6
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「是誰？」我問。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu0RvjJYzW
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無人回答。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkOCskGJRX
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPecFIrye5U
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE3yTr06cK
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG0YlJKFRQ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxNUbGrYKe
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb2WovLM5M
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鬼？208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMgSlipBfR
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寒意蝕骨。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr11VuHEP6f
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwmh7wucUv
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我瀕臨崩潰。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWGQhm2ZJX
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5yIN04R2K
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufYk46WZNL
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一言驚醒夢中人。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7oKqAl4pU
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbnJFaZ9Dh
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決不坐以待斃。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Nb3EbBgd
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我要主動解決他們。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cT36b4SrK
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEtAMmnniP
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死不暝目。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTq2ziXRyz
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFkepR5zof
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje9vV6dpNR
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7lynVzaCf
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9qmpsxAE2
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzUSN1s7l8
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSbqOWfxgt
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe572NTJRjb
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURccORkea8
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTlFAamf4p
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死寂。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8Bwlbx5qU
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又是那一道目光。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCqjFWhA0c
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哪來？208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ergE6trR
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不在別處——在我心中。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pLxAZ1oXC
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHnFNjmFRo
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHbt7jiz9K
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JWK5yt003
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開膛，欲取心。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvCDdWLfRT
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發現沒有心。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAeKBfUyl8
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只有一片虛空的黑。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3uXKn6PZC
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如深淵。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8viVbOf3i
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無盡。208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf5Nefptix
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無限。
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