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一次意外，我失明了。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfNW3xs0lV
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUcTPy7I4h
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「是誰？」我問。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmvTPoKXh2
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無人回答。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ2Sxx8uXt
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNUclHtggK
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrScSGs4kN
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIi9KzUmqf
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5CNthk89R
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插——243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2YmeaqHxJ
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvOgjYdspA
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qa3IxmNph
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他沒能回答我。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6aSZXjPMO
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJstpgdu3SS
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEAPqU3o6R
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「是誰？」我問。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qbd5sMYpd
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無人回答。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMnkUnSv7P
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0suLnwgnf
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF9kvrn11w
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「是誰？」我問。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxDQdmD6gO
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無人回答。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmKpiN3ZLw
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qoXII3IEH
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0BHGlQT0N
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKCP0raVHb
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHySKFrBkf
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX402CCOCz
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鬼？243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgwVZbil9I
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寒意蝕骨。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7xhtYKx8H
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbEZ7JXXHY
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我瀕臨崩潰。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamtTAU580w
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBFWpVYfJx
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJH5JX1d0u
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一言驚醒夢中人。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhPlIYzoXf
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkKs33LwsR
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決不坐以待斃。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvXMHDYEpk
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我要主動解決他們。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYgA2yMVRG
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7MLt6tYxt
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死不暝目。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ke9loVm8g
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZ9DjEtxa
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnglar0N26w
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nJxtIb641
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cjLfjQq39
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWp5oK1sKn
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvV2YMoqI5
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClsr2I1zPo
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKsuBOaHc4
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqJrqIys46
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死寂。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq9eONST2Y
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又是那一道目光。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFAAwnQEKv
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哪來？243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVTKmj1iZl
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不在別處——在我心中。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP4DYETdYq
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuPZTKJsj7
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSL4cG5jOQ
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WQw8kUoob
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開膛，欲取心。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zUiX8NQ6G
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發現沒有心。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbWTb61okT
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只有一片虛空的黑。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLPMD77nRS
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如深淵。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIoloXKkR4
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無盡。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHW6COvV6o
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