About that exam...257Please respect copyright.PENANAOiKe0gGMfQ
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.257Please respect copyright.PENANAKGxzM4dZhO
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.257Please respect copyright.PENANA49A8lAksQT
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?257Please respect copyright.PENANAo3TRWQwA3Q
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.257Please respect copyright.PENANAE33ceCuFPr
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.257Please respect copyright.PENANAJJvouKDLyV
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?257Please respect copyright.PENANAf85K0JN9Im
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.257Please respect copyright.PENANACXNOEKyF4L
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"257Please respect copyright.PENANA1rWz2BTkMq
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.257Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFoJru9es
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 257Please respect copyright.PENANADbpngN3tEx
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.257Please respect copyright.PENANApydsYdVnPz
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"They" want someone to follow orders.257Please respect copyright.PENANAgIoinDOXeE
Someone to be their dog.257Please respect copyright.PENANAayIpIUJCjc
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 257Please respect copyright.PENANAvpI6RIxyY2
People that aren't afraid to be hated.257Please respect copyright.PENANAchesOB02RV
People who barely feel guilt.257Please respect copyright.PENANAOHy2i4Enhc
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.257Please respect copyright.PENANAozopIBvZ7n
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.257Please respect copyright.PENANAKBFXONms6I
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)257Please respect copyright.PENANAGCSY8AeEb4
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)