“for you id bleed myself dry” -Yellow Coldplay
this lyric really relates to me. again as i mentioned previously i’m a people pleaser and id do basically anything and everything to make people happy. on the topic of online friends again, most of them have or had mental health issues in the past. i’d choose them over myself. (i love how i’m writing this in past tense even though it’s still true). some nights i’d be in a horrible mental state, and my friend would text me and say they aren't doing good. i love my friend so obviously i’m gonna try help them. i really don’t mean for this to be selfish at all but for so long i’ve been the one comforting people when maybe i’m on the other side of the screen with blood running down my arm. but anything for my friends right? even if they’ve hurt me so many times before, right?
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