-“maybe i’m the problem” -TV Billie Eilish
i feel like i relate to this lyric very deeply since i’ve never really had the right set of friends, they started swearing, vaping, and wearing a lot of makeup at a young age which would cause arguments between us, i’m a people pleasure so my brain automatically made me think it was MY fault. i’m not really friends with them anymore. along with arguments with my mum and siblings. a few months ago a had the worst argument with my mum. my bestfriend M was with me and she said she’d never seen me so angry and so upset. i feel so guilty that she had to see that. now, i have a lot of online friends. since i don’t feel like i fit in with anyone in real life. i have this one online friend, S. she gets angry a lot and makes me feel like a problem. it’s not a good feeling and i wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.
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