原來那個關卡,是每位參賽者要邀請一位好朋友或親人跟他合唱,而在比賽前更要拍攝短片,剖白邀請這位親朋好友的原因。
我對那次海選的差劣演出仍有著陰影,況且關係乎Joyce可否再晉級,我害怕我的演出會拖垮她,於是我斷然拒絕。
但她卻史無前例地堅持,密集的發短訊過來:
「我一定要你來!」
「我們不是說過要當彼此的後台嗎?」
「我只想和你唱。」
「你不來,我就唯有退出比賽。」
此刻我已經有一點意亂,之後她更直接來電,說了一句令我很感動的話:
「走到這一步,無論取得冠軍與否,我已經當是贏了,但沒有你跟我同行,我就算拿到冠軍也有遺憾,你若果願意前來,就算最終被淘汰,我也心滿意足!」她更開始抽泣起來,
我第一次聽到她的哭泣,之前她情緒病未癒,也未曾流過一滴眼淚。
我有股想立即向她表白的衝動,若非身處阿儀家中,我已經跟Joyce說出心底話。
踏進電視臺的錄影廠,方發覺面積是這麼細小,我們因為要出鏡,需要讓化妝師在臉上補補粉,我就趁上粉的時間,觀察一下其他參賽者,驚覺到他們帶來的朋友,很多根本是具知名度的圈中人。本來心情一直緊張忐忑,但一看到這批公眾熟悉的面孔,發覺這個比賽只是一場遊戲,忽地有種舒懷的感覺,整個人都放輕了。
Joyce延續著她過往的親切健談,跟其他參賽者和粉絲,或寒暄幾句,或打卡拍照,好不忙碌。她的比賽片段在網上有極高的點擊率,相信經過這個比賽,她大可以放心在歌唱方面發展,不用再做保安埋沒天份。
綵排過後,正式埋位on air。Joyce不斷鼓勵和安撫我,不過我回應說現在心情很輕鬆,到了正式比賽,踏進台階之際,我還跟Joyce說笑,好像不太在乎這比賽般。當然到正式唱歌的時候,我的心情還有一點點激動,但那是因為我終於可以跟她拖手,不讓Jason專美。
我跟Joyce無休止的一路唱著一路目光交流,面上都露出微笑,彼此都感應到心裡面的一些獨特情意,我們這一刻不是在比賽,而是旁若無人地享受熱戀,這短短幾分鐘,我們沐浴在相戀中,我衝破心裡的禁忌豁出去,不再理會別人的目光,以至阿儀會有什麼反應,已經亳不在乎。
117Please respect copyright.PENANANJihk0SY7I
117Please respect copyright.PENANASoyyXiXGoK
117Please respect copyright.PENANA29CUdfeuCM
117Please respect copyright.PENANAMBQSaNRa69
117Please respect copyright.PENANAwYn3zbCcXR
117Please respect copyright.PENANAGuEvMPwLua
117Please respect copyright.PENANAiBkR7Vbgyr
117Please respect copyright.PENANAI0LZPZza5p
117Please respect copyright.PENANA468m1GaGGW
117Please respect copyright.PENANAYnefDTtUrT
117Please respect copyright.PENANAofmZp8yAAF
117Please respect copyright.PENANAYRrc2WDusl
117Please respect copyright.PENANAUHqowntyyZ
117Please respect copyright.PENANAeyUSLHuphJ
117Please respect copyright.PENANAZQPfGl3FCe
117Please respect copyright.PENANAt4H8deadeu
117Please respect copyright.PENANAduORVBGzxq
117Please respect copyright.PENANA7b5tookNWa
117Please respect copyright.PENANASr92td8brG
117Please respect copyright.PENANA732s7awafA
117Please respect copyright.PENANALLcQlb8n5l
117Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUUwA74xn
117Please respect copyright.PENANAiDlK2lBIiR
117Please respect copyright.PENANAevsh25X49E
117Please respect copyright.PENANAdFzZj5fEVl
117Please respect copyright.PENANAclK6AukxFb
117Please respect copyright.PENANAL6EAvBQ5b9
117Please respect copyright.PENANAb5hWK7Kh3J
117Please respect copyright.PENANAUfNlD7lJAa
117Please respect copyright.PENANAESjLN7JvMk
117Please respect copyright.PENANA5XgJX1Ktpf
117Please respect copyright.PENANAovNJ6gdXQJ
117Please respect copyright.PENANAeI7FsbpPM9
117Please respect copyright.PENANAkNNfFY7zCb
117Please respect copyright.PENANA92dTsAL0IW
117Please respect copyright.PENANA9y88SWYiK4
117Please respect copyright.PENANAtpViVtJB97
117Please respect copyright.PENANAoUngZ9VNNC
117Please respect copyright.PENANAVkaRqEDBbP
117Please respect copyright.PENANAsUsvh6S6rd
117Please respect copyright.PENANA3LNQIfTH7n
117Please respect copyright.PENANA6t7h2XVpXZ
117Please respect copyright.PENANARtskxjaEBC
117Please respect copyright.PENANA8dWMxvAm9D
117Please respect copyright.PENANAqOy6BcqV2s
117Please respect copyright.PENANAEDW7YcxJqN
117Please respect copyright.PENANAG6un0wUc65
117Please respect copyright.PENANA7WUv8uQAtn
117Please respect copyright.PENANAgbJat7ajnE
117Please respect copyright.PENANAA3igFEXvW6
117Please respect copyright.PENANAktAw8eG2t2
117Please respect copyright.PENANAnIQ6mUzxXv
117Please respect copyright.PENANACpOQPMFxir
117Please respect copyright.PENANAWEi7ROGoCd
117Please respect copyright.PENANA0j2aXqukuY
117Please respect copyright.PENANABrrEGevE9w
117Please respect copyright.PENANAf8lwAhskSc
117Please respect copyright.PENANANoTsenCjaU
117Please respect copyright.PENANAIDTc0stXhD
117Please respect copyright.PENANArceC43nzIl
117Please respect copyright.PENANAWpqY8YLjUb
117Please respect copyright.PENANAKaDU6yye63
117Please respect copyright.PENANAOpxgGXBT84
117Please respect copyright.PENANAFiCF0I2YkH
「117Please respect copyright.PENANATiNvmCW4kh
誰再管分不分開,只要在這刻全無拘束的愛….」那一天在她家,她和我想做而未做的事情,在眾目睽睽之下做了,完全沒理會台下的起哄………..