我跟Joyce討論應否報名參賽,Joyce表現得很雀躍,很想報名的樣子,反而是我有些猶豫,我已很久沒比賽過,雖然近來恢復了練習,但好像還欠缺些什麼,我想,可能是信心吧!
我借口說這些大型歌唱比賽很依賴強勁後台,怎知Joyce這樣的回應:
「我就是你的後台!若果我們一起參賽,我們就是彼此的後台。」
這個比賽會先來一個被稱為海選的過程,但在入圍海選之前,需要上載一段唱歌影片供評審挑選。
為了拍攝影片,我奉獻了我的第一次,到街頭表演,並即場攝錄,直接以表演片段上載供大會選拔。為了吸引評審的眼球,我們捨棄普通busker的一般風格,沒有台風衣著簡約,靜靜的以結他伴奏唱歌。我們打扮到跟正式歌星一樣,穿起從淘寶購入的歌衫,改以卡拉OK音樂伴奏,即席載歌載舞。
我跟Joyce有著同一個心念,反正人到中年時日無多,已經沒有什麼顧慮,沒什麼可以輸,倒不如趁這機會放盡來玩,好讓自己沒有遺憾的離開人世。
我想,我現在有這樣的勇氣,除了來自Joyce的鼓勵,還有更大的原因來自阿儀,我要以身作則,幹一些成績出來,好好鼓勵她讓她振作。況且從現實角度出發,我若果真的可以揚名立萬,賺到豐厚收入,我倆的晚年,才沒後顧之憂。
我跟Joyce順利殺入海選,但大會要求海選的參賽歌曲,不可以跟先前上載的歌曲重複,我們唯有再行挑選。
Joyce說很久沒到過卡拉OK,反正需要選歌,於是跟從她的提議。
最終我選擇了克勤的「當找到妳」參賽,我想憑歌寄意,想不分先後的唱給你和阿儀聽。
Joyce也認為我適合演繹這歌。至於Joyce,她挑選了Connie的「相逢在半生。」
她說唱這歌時有種莫名的感觸,特別是以下幾句歌詞:
「怎麼不跟你早相親,過去各在長路打滾,虧空多少情緣愛債,今相逢在半生…….」
其實感觸的,又豈止是你?
我們大清早到了電視臺,但已經大排長龍,原來直到中年還發著歌星夢的人,多不勝數,我腦海想起星爺某電影的金句:
「沒有夢想跟一條鹹魚沒分別。」
為了不想做鹹魚,大家都施盡渾身解數,標奇立異之輩也不少,但大多不超過十秒就被叮走。我跟Joyce當作趣劇來看,借此舒緩心裡的緊張情緒。
Joyce說昨晚睡得不太好,樣子更顯得有點憔悴,我跟她說說笑話,她回報微笑,但笑得有點生硬。
但其實,我比她更緊張,也許內心真的有著沉重包袱,背負了很多東西,包括個人的成敗榮辱,阿儀的將來等等,有種許勝不許敗的壓力。雖說沒有什麼可以輸,但若果再輸,我基本上一生的成敗,不用蓋棺已可作總結。這些排山倒海的思緒,使得我整個人崩緊起來,先前是我安撫身旁的Joyce,但後來反倒要她鼓勵。
83Please respect copyright.PENANA6mLMiTfZxa
83Please respect copyright.PENANADm2FNo9CgQ
83Please respect copyright.PENANAlT6xso4M9Y
83Please respect copyright.PENANAs1fG65JpMF
83Please respect copyright.PENANAdLqwvIBmwS
83Please respect copyright.PENANAAGwVXltuF5
83Please respect copyright.PENANAgeyhEkuMgK
83Please respect copyright.PENANAL29nbK0uR2
83Please respect copyright.PENANAbXt4k43pzB
83Please respect copyright.PENANAKCf9ytCL0s
83Please respect copyright.PENANAXDhdckUqTD
83Please respect copyright.PENANAdoW7sjv8bv
83Please respect copyright.PENANAdVfE8KuEXr
83Please respect copyright.PENANAVsG8BH1Adt
83Please respect copyright.PENANAFPS3GEuthv
83Please respect copyright.PENANA7hBFd31NHj
83Please respect copyright.PENANAkUArFOf72f
83Please respect copyright.PENANAG9cNbe2N4X
83Please respect copyright.PENANAmHn5SYkxwH
83Please respect copyright.PENANAkf7EFr3wxF
83Please respect copyright.PENANAD0Xc6GCNLk
83Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZfatXgcMW
83Please respect copyright.PENANAAhKo5na6YY
83Please respect copyright.PENANAHB8UBm83Qd
83Please respect copyright.PENANA1s8ZAKRoJu
83Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1SHbodaGQ
83Please respect copyright.PENANAMBMHZoZEKx
83Please respect copyright.PENANAN0kxaGgxTD
83Please respect copyright.PENANAR7AMwcaz1i
83Please respect copyright.PENANAHGLvSYqFDc
83Please respect copyright.PENANA33snBH5bHu
83Please respect copyright.PENANApzM2nFbCfn
83Please respect copyright.PENANAiApMJwvw1V
83Please respect copyright.PENANAp44GT1EZ9R
83Please respect copyright.PENANAO26HUQNl5v
83Please respect copyright.PENANAALsv4o4zga
83Please respect copyright.PENANARPfrtamuqD
83Please respect copyright.PENANASReB7rWI8j
83Please respect copyright.PENANAi83CQj4OYS
83Please respect copyright.PENANAYw2RTT9edt
83Please respect copyright.PENANAKxt6gYwaAI
83Please respect copyright.PENANAhldwezKMFc
83Please respect copyright.PENANA4p1f68kmjt
83Please respect copyright.PENANAHoOZVoMlA0
83Please respect copyright.PENANAUBedAYFdgv
83Please respect copyright.PENANAlWAN4na8VT
83Please respect copyright.PENANAkq0jqJ7zSF
83Please respect copyright.PENANAnh1WdDpzRL
83Please respect copyright.PENANARL48g0Zmvb
83Please respect copyright.PENANA13ZqCXRygW
83Please respect copyright.PENANAPWoPEZ386z
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfayLjfxSCc
83Please respect copyright.PENANAzbwBktR7ZP
83Please respect copyright.PENANAxsTFLOc7G7
83Please respect copyright.PENANAcAYAMuxJjw
83Please respect copyright.PENANAA77rOi48gA
83Please respect copyright.PENANAgPY26vVFyT
83Please respect copyright.PENANAh3GEfuQaM4
83Please respect copyright.PENANAOMilTimwhn
83Please respect copyright.PENANATeG9oTORDX
83Please respect copyright.PENANAGwRLXBVKLh
83Please respect copyright.PENANARTQi88jEGR
83Please respect copyright.PENANAnXzHWRG61T
83Please respect copyright.PENANAR4LPiqKJgw
83Please respect copyright.PENANAepHnKqkVFX
83Please respect copyright.PENANAb0RWtzHIlV
83Please respect copyright.PENANAfxzMSbRSfo
83Please respect copyright.PENANAFDnWiD6MRR
83Please respect copyright.PENANAlMHPaeRjWq
83Please respect copyright.PENANAoi35ynTTXz
83Please respect copyright.PENANAr0S7q5XbAk
83Please respect copyright.PENANAH3Z3LKkhXb
83Please respect copyright.PENANAae6Y4gv47y
83Please respect copyright.PENANA3dmGXVAisL
83Please respect copyright.PENANAkkegDxUpCn
83Please respect copyright.PENANAEpWlLXJvGr
83Please respect copyright.PENANAwuRQNLYhBC
83Please respect copyright.PENANApr733ISrzY
83Please respect copyright.PENANAsMjvfpHEAG
83Please respect copyright.PENANAb7a4XGkWCt
而在思緒仍未平復之際,大會宣佈我的名字,輪到我上台參賽了………..
ns 15.158.61.54da2