「估唔到有個咁得意嘅打卡位!」Tracy笑道,給我看剛剛拍的照片。205Please respect copyright.PENANAEvm6NkQT5W
從餐廳離開,我們到了附近商場閒逛,剛好碰上人氣吉祥物的主題推廣活動。展示區內除了可供拍照留念的立體佈景外,還有售賣精品的期間限定商店。Tracy看了看四周,指著附近一個佈景,提議道:205Please respect copyright.PENANA8OU8ywHUan
「我哋影埋另一邊個公仔,跟住入去間舖度行下好唔好?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAuRk67XXhrH
「好呀。」205Please respect copyright.PENANA5GXHBSfEDX
此時,一陣吵鬧聲從不遠處傳來,幾個男女正往這邊迎面而來。他們有的忙著低頭滑手機,有的只顧跟同伴大聲談笑,聊得手舞足蹈,絲毫沒有留意四周環境。走在附近的人,都與他們保持一段小距離。205Please respect copyright.PENANA3BZOkvTJUp
在他們經過身邊前,我輕輕抱住Tracy的肩膀,不讓那群人撞到她。突然被抱的女生怔了怔,我向她說明道:「小心撞到。」205Please respect copyright.PENANArRACCjVh19
「哦、哦……」她瞄了一眼跟自己擦身而過的人,點了點頭表示明白,然後又神情尷尬地說:「你突然咁樣,我心臟負荷唔到……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAM5RNDiicBe
「咩負荷?我係咪嚇親你?」我不解地歪頭問道。205Please respect copyright.PENANAl5byBg0OFu
聽到我的疑問,Tracy露出一個微笑,說:「唔係,你無嚇親我。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAKTTmLfEvER
「咁你指咩?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAjvvi5WYlXv
她想了想,說:「嗯……我覺得你好識得關心人,對人好溫柔。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAWSzp49ZONc
「係咩?我又唔覺自己有特別溫柔喎。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAdsfrVGTpzx
「你係。好似之前聖誕咁,我嗰時話凍,你就即係除咗自己件褸俾我著。到情人節嗰時,我無話凍,但你都主動問我夠唔夠暖。然後啱啱,你又主動攬住我膊頭,等我唔使比人撞親。我知你無特別意思,只係單純出自關心,但每次 ……你不經意咁對我溫柔……都令我更加鍾意你。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAe3fsU2dCFE
「……係咩。」唐突的表白令我難為情地別開視線。205Please respect copyright.PENANALtNpP4DIf2
「我可唔可以……繞住你影相?」205Please respect copyright.PENANA3g5tLrWfTr
被她這樣一說,我才發現我們已站在目標佈景前好一會兒了。那道徵求同意的提問讓人更覺不好意思,我無法自然地作出反應,只能笨拙地點了點頭,「……你唔使問都得呀。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAnypfEi81tg
她似是沒有聽到這邊的話,只是專注地拿著手機,調整自拍的角度。螢幕中的我們都笑得有點牽強,但這並不是因為尷尬或者覺得不舒服所致。我想是因為我們都在害羞吧。205Please respect copyright.PENANAePpzDXqJ0L
「而家無得再用友情嚟做掩飾……我唔知應唔應該好似以前咁。」給我看回合照,Tracy稍稍垂下眉,苦笑回答我片刻前的話。205Please respect copyright.PENANAQBcjf7a966
「點解?我哋仍然係friend,唔係咩?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAkm15jprfoV
「嗯,係無錯……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAUgWZWIsMdi
「咁就唔使特登避忌呀。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAZqQ9W8IyPx
「但係我對你嘅感情唔只係友情。」205Please respect copyright.PENANA75R0NtTg7a
「但佢同時都無改變到我哋係朋友呢個事實呀。只要我哋一日都係朋友,我哋就唔需要改變相處模式。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAjk01jaJoEg
「咁如果我哋唔再係朋友呢?」旁邊那雙凝視著我的目光,似是要看透藏在眼底下的心思。205Please respect copyright.PENANAPllqQid32p
「只要我哋一日無翻面,一日都會係朋友。做咩,你想同我絕交呀?」我故意打趣地說道。205Please respect copyright.PENANAUMKb9xygkS
「唔係,我只係想知,如果有日,我哋……唔再只係朋友嘅話……會變成點啫。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAz8o7sL7yoP
「就算我哋有日真係,改變咗關係……我哋嘅友情仍然都係不變。我哋可以係朋友之餘,又可以同時有……其、其他稱呼。兩個人嘅關係,唔一定只有一種定義。」越是說到後面,我越是感到兩邊臉頰滾燙得快要冒煙似的。205Please respect copyright.PENANAQnrjzt3dXd
聽畢我的話,Tracy似是深受感動,她稍稍用力勾著我的手,激動地感嘆道:「Jane,點解你可以咁可愛!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAc96QfGgULN
不明白為什麼剛才的話會讓她得出如此結論,我有點惱羞成怒,稍微放聲喊道:「吓、吓!?你就可愛!我意思係你個人唔好奇奇怪怪咁,同我照返平時咁相處!我係頂你唔順先咁講,無其他意思!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3Ng5JTYa1
「係嘅係嘅。」對方只是保持微笑,輕輕拍了拍我的頭,似是在作出安撫。205Please respect copyright.PENANAJInjS5fksr
「我講真!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAxeecXEggqX
「嗯,我信你。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6z9YMiczD
「咁你做乜摸我個頭,當我細路仔?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAZmUMpSnsXk
「嘻嘻,我無當你係細路仔,只係覺得你好可愛。我抑壓唔到自己對你嘅愛,先忍唔住摸你個頭。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAyA1p81qRjs
雖然心裡明知對方只是在耍嘴皮子,但我依然害羞地別過臉去,喃喃自語道:「……點解你可以成日都講埋啲咁嘅嘢。」205Please respect copyright.PENANA9yZwPS1t19
「我講咗啲咩?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAwUQjU3kK6P
Tracy探過頭來,一臉無辜地問著。低頭避開對方視線,我小聲說道:「成日講埋啲咩掛住、鍾意、愛嗰啲……你唔怕醜嘅咩?」205Please respect copyright.PENANANwigexrMGO
她稍作停頓,然後輕輕笑了出來,「你知唔知,由同你表白嗰日開始,我就成日都喺度諗,會唔會而家所發生嘅一切,都只係自己嘅幻想。會唔會有日瞓醒,發現原來所有嘅一切,只係一場好長好長嘅夢。現實嘅我,仲停留喺巴士度撞返你之前嘅日子。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAXXsUgmRbjT
「……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAf6B6yMBCrw
「……我當然會怕醜呀,但同時,我都好想好想同你表白我對你嘅感覺。或者……可能有部份都係因為我想藉住你嘅反應,去令自己安心。見到你對我所講嘅嘢作出反應,實實在在咁令我明白到,眼前嘅一切,並唔係一場夢。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAcgYcQDibn6
她的表情看起來有點感傷,長長的剖白讓我感到有點害羞,同時又覺些許納悶。我稍稍用力捏了一下流露不安的臉頰,被弄痛的人喊了出來,「好痛!你做乜無端端搣人?」205Please respect copyright.PENANA4vGLfXWtxF
「識痛就好。咁你而家係咪仲覺得自己發緊夢?我而家成個人企咗喺你隔離……邊有得假。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAzRzYo3kw03
「因為我真係估唔到自己會有機會行到呢步……」205Please respect copyright.PENANA8aUKignRDD
「嘿嘿,即使你而家後悔,都無得返轉頭㗎啦。」我朝憂心的人微微一笑,然後擺出一副假裝要捏她的樣子,「以後你每講一次自己發緊夢,我就搣你一次。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAaddtSWesm9
「嘻嘻,好……」摸著臉的女生也回以甜笑。此時,她突然好像察覺到什麼似的,湊近我的脖子嗅了嗅,好奇問道:「頭先一直無企咁埋所以唔覺。你好香。噴咗香水?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAgWOlkKXk4Z
耳邊傳來她鼻子輕輕吸氣的聲音,一陣奇妙的搔癢感緊緊捏住心房,我故作鎮定,淡淡回道:「嗯。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAyl1y8PmB7I
「特登為咗今日?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAi2qPARiSFk
「……唔知。」我不理會她,無聲地咳了一下,往售賣角色周邊產品的商店走去。205Please respect copyright.PENANASn6U74UPuc
走進店內,Tracy拿起一個匙扣,有點心不在焉的問道:「Jane……你頭先話可以做返朋友之間會做嘅嘢……佢係咪包含所有曾經做過嘅所有嘢?」205Please respect copyright.PENANA0VyHN5IOJE
「嗯。點解咁問?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAYv79aDK3Tm
「咁……錫你,包唔包含在內?」旁邊女生依舊看著匙扣,淡淡說出不得了的話。205Please respect copyright.PENANA6E0kHwKiJM
「吓!?」看她拿起匙扣,我還以為對方是要稱讚它很可愛之類的,結果她竟突然冒出一句完全不相干的屁話!我禁不住高聲喊了出來,失控的表現頓時引來四周目光。我連忙掩嘴,低聲嚷道:「你突然亂噏啲咩!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAnrh3Bo3Dyb
「咁我哋小學嗰時曾經……錫過。」205Please respect copyright.PENANA2FswJx8tn7
我瞬時愣了愣。原來,她還記得。「你仲記得。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAZ29GLN0KHO
「點會唔記得,你都仲記得……係咪?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAC6BqvTYZFj
我輕輕點了點頭,本來還想再說點什麼,但在開口前,旁邊女生就先把臉哄了過來,壓低聲音,在耳邊試探道:「咁……即係錫額頭……計唔計?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAFg7zOTmoaL
「唔、計!!!」我猛地別過紅透的臉,沒再理會刻意撩人的女生,徑自走到商店的另一旁。205Please respect copyright.PENANAjG71bJ5Sdk
這個人為什麼要在這種時候說這些話!?好好的逛商店都不行嗎!?就不會挑氣氛場合嗎!?205Please respect copyright.PENANA2xaugPX8vM
……不。要是在對的氣氛,對的場合下被問也不行。是更加不行。很多意味上。205Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ7KhOKNQ6
就在腦內胡思亂想之時,Tracy走到旁邊,邊窺探我的表情邊問道:「真係唔計?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAeVHwf1ZFD4
突然,腦海閃過剛才在餐廳的某段對話,我收起表情,冷冷地道:「你頭先喺餐廳嗰時,唔係話好想知道我對今日嘅睇法嘅咩?你再整蠱我呢,我今日就俾零分你!」205Please respect copyright.PENANA4bDbsiZvN6
聽到我的話,旁邊女生頓時垂下眉,如哄小孩般摸了摸我的頭,放輕聲線說道:「OKOK,唔整唔整。係我錯喇,唔好嬲喇——」205Please respect copyright.PENANAak8kTmr1g4
「哼。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAz0SKjrhfrl
「我會乖㗎啦,唔會再曳!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAGj2Npp1XrQ
「一切都已經太遲,我已經扣咗你兩分。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAL3EjQaCusf
「點解呀?嗰兩分扣咗去邊呀?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAUDXoLjWE1k
「因為你整蠱咗我兩次。餐廳一次,而家一次。一次扣一分。」205Please respect copyright.PENANA5ugMlbCIlS
「係咪一百分滿分?」205Please respect copyright.PENANA5yAiPJAJJm
「你就想!我而家覺得十分滿分都俾多咗你!」205Please respect copyright.PENANATpNocWtd1b
「即係本身今日滿分係十分?你扣咗我兩分……我都仲有八分,唔算好差吖。」Tracy點了點頭,笑笑地道:「嘻嘻,俾得咁鬆手,即係你今日都覺得開心,係咪?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAlfaDP8HyE3
「黃婉怡,你再講多句,你今日會得零分。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAwp8rw07wmN
「OK,我收聲,唔再亂講嘢。唔好嬲啦,好無?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAhojXC7t3Qj
「哼,我唔會信你。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAt4DqRnlHhG
我推開又想湊過來的臉,氣沖沖地走出店外。Tracy從後追上,勾著我的手繼續哄我。她嘴上雖然在認錯,表情卻笑得開懷。205Please respect copyright.PENANApN0vziTFSa
這也是理所當然的。因為我根本就沒在生氣,即使努力想要裝作發怒的樣子,嘴角也總是不爭氣地上揚。雖然很不甘心,但我想對方大概也注意到這點。205Please respect copyright.PENANAACYWiHQ4jK
我們就這樣緊貼在一起,互相打鬧,漫無目的地在快要關門的商場裡亂逛。205Please respect copyright.PENANA1V5FfmgGL3