so one of my biggest fears is that i am alone.
and i have been experancing that hard core and am just not in a good space right now.
i have talked to maybe 5 people in the last 3 weeks. i am scared
i knew this would happen
i am just supposed to be alone ya know?
but i hate it
being so alone all the time makes everything so pointless.
how do i even know anyone is actually reading this? why bother is kind of where i am right now
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