二、新486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuBgXB0Tsk
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S9J4qVRhI
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgok1RrDEfn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYWIENkUKx
她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0tlvDP4hg
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqHivAunIS
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix0ZhMgVa9
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0yrGpyAPD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujhyi2tBNi
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbkmDIBZOq
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrIpnuoYfg
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOKmTJ3Mjj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh0poc3lO3
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e2y8b9atW
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObVsvl3n0o
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vRQamTAW0
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuikOK3QS8r
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhhfQVobUi
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeclfwrg9JR
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH2ciGVNEj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEwpyIxdr6
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYwUBXKUmJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtraoOhDYTQ
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2hVsSfwOV
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHEVkwh11p
二人的路程一模一樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucMW8aw590
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDUMF1Wjk3
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v5Lt2cBX5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwiK5hju3h
大概一起了相擁過未算好486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVhu9sft47
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCEM0E0EPZ
能生出愛情486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkYEcUbKfL
問我應不應去禱告486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPqfeyFYs5
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjGTovgY8Y
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsUK17vvvP
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHzPJoQ8EM
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAExby6qugj
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA4AyPPWSZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OAXiipnOl
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1LWTZvCWW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLk1zcAJHa
「我都係。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJtwgApP25
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYdiV1KozT
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohKylBaaY3
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFikLN1v2Na
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6CEHR7ov4
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdNpqoZKSj
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……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhPAjUktaB
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會不會真的太巧合了？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpdT92HKGd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ujol6hxpY
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB31p9bbns
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBnspzNTR0
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IVQx9oEvB
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rN91KevvJ
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE1kpBZGoo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeWe4Axnfb
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkW9ht8N0O
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qALdJnsJO
他們傾偈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUJXudHeLx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nQGXAkPa8
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J6P2u1Zgd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJIXJ7zw0k
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzmM6VmOwn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlBNib33Yz
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamKOOzNaAA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWjVxqzQ6S
「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YjO8lrg3b
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIzDCNyYdj
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPM2Fmjtb5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhwfJVSl1t
「點解reg呢個course？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrVC3sjX7f
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTQlbmKPMg
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbn1VGmpaW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mwDjInMOv
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNfJSecRrx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14hTohArkc
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy57CA62s3k
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6N0klqPFJ
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYCcjvgjK6
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTYHxBBDyX
「你問。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6NtKWfRCK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwijfD3RQ72
「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6AmpmLJvh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY6ROXpLFe
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThHjD9G9rA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8xspxuTcI
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0wOjPnnhX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cctKjaDoc
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yGjdqnSIS
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA1zbl9IdK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuo6HnPotl
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCfOujNSrz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3faDzPlCjJ
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUU7c0BI44
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvY8e6qnu9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRFW8xGhLn
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ymg4kdpyo
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOliu8Pkz3h
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uw0lnHJS9
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDCM41e8E6
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMMtQZZuTh
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PQuww0a2S
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89fMHQjXXD
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxb1qpmfGT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMIOxday1o
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNMq2rzUmi
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGHXpdM55m
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4ykUzMRg4
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6zJXzmQ9a
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYar7cwCoSF
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB8wPgJnpg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6occSYVBN9
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OMwR36dpZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHUFJVmiHc
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqYc7LwVx3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdyiR8PBXd
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14ElwKp82S
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaocHNJN9w2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlolR8tK7N
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vD0wleeaf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFLEyqlhge
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRLgChwTs3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvo9hJ4Dpu
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5VIatV2dH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzx2Ecy160
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIWeLsEOKj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuvxaSW3a8
「會啊。」他點頭。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn4HmnIAvu
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3foSyhiPeS
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「咁如果唔會呢？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjC8qVyuu0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQFKPrgCzT
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ26wZDKPc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISdTdvyPEO
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoVtHZaWxc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pX3b18QBL
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzCSQD5dmT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKVXFE9H67
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBcgwb6Msx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYztsG04r7L
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPs8PZV5mE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrv5njau1X
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYL37hjiVU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVqm3OxrLe
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV5w5zbXqx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeAGLYyJMd
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw0Rm4Oi6i
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP27Bfz2Wnt
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU0U3vtjQ6
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阿行心癢。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFiNnldS9X
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3FJsA2ry5
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdiJGikaPW
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0HM5xxN1v
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2DQA9Dzwv
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnW6jsdfyu
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7jurvhHw1
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR1xdr1X9C
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrta8KwDzP
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmUQtkaNa1
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbKtvtE14Z
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1PBmal221
