I arrive at my apartment the following day…. I smile with love but then fall to my knees…. The pain… the belly pain… shit… shit… somehow I forgot I had sex yesterday… the pregnant pain… the pregnancy pain… ahh… ah..
I struggle to stand up; as I cry… yes… yes… I am certain I am pregnant. I continue to sulk; stiffened to the ground; unable to move. Now I know what it’s like for any mother-t-be to go through… I was a painful baby in the womb if you ask my mother….
I try… I try to stand up; as I fight through the pain… I sit on my red-like sofa; my most favourite piece of furniture in the apartment. Sure it cost more than a bargain; but it was worth it… everyone has a perfect addition to their house… and the red sofa is mine….
I lay on the lounge; like I was shot by a bullet… I…. I need to get a pregnancy test… but I can’t move… I uh… oh oh… I vomit…
I didn’t have time to go to the bathroom… the vomit spits everywhere from my mouth straight to the carpet… staining the carpet…. Damn… damn I’m so annoyed… the carpet cleaning is going to be hell…. Even now when I’m fuckin pregnant…
I leave the vomit… with my immovability keeping me with still to the red sofa…. I… I need some rest…74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1Tq431bFe
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Time has passed… I passed out… I check my phone and I have received a message from JESSE; the message reads:74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkMTdj2gTE
“Hey baby… how are you? This retail job is going well; but I can’t wait until you write the killer story about me; so you can kick both our careers off the ground.”74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXVBBOdn9g
I smile at his text; but still groan from my belly pain. I flick him a quick text back with:74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb5T9WQ7cb
“Yeah… hey JESSE…. I think I might be pregnant…”74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsUwWAXAeB
I click send… and wonder what he may think. He responds swiftly…..74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbdfbguz9e
“What… you’re pregnant…. you’re pregnant.. oh my GOD… what…”74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ168ox1VR3z
He is confused with my text… I flick him a message back…74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4uFhKc4uz
“I said I think I might be pregnant… it’s not official… but I feel pain… care to… care to pick up a pregnancy test for me… please…”74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjPSMbTM5m
He responds swiftly with the most caring comment and text:74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmItTaCLPm
“YEs… yes… I will come to your place with it…”
I put my phone down; and am relieved of my boy’s admiration and care of me… I cry and sulk; as the pain gets amplified; with my bare-feet stepping on my spew…. Yuck.. eeek… gross…
I smile in joy; he smiles back at me and speaks:74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMpurJnczn
“Well yes… yes… and that will even uplift my career from retail store worker; to the best artist in this town… yes.. yes.”74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7bzaNyXu5
We both hold hands in excitement and kiss…. Until we fall into another nap again….
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