I arrive at my apartment the following day…. I smile with love but then fall to my knees…. The pain… the belly pain… shit… shit… somehow I forgot I had sex yesterday… the pregnant pain… the pregnancy pain… ahh… ah..
I struggle to stand up; as I cry… yes… yes… I am certain I am pregnant. I continue to sulk; stiffened to the ground; unable to move. Now I know what it’s like for any mother-t-be to go through… I was a painful baby in the womb if you ask my mother….
I try… I try to stand up; as I fight through the pain… I sit on my red-like sofa; my most favourite piece of furniture in the apartment. Sure it cost more than a bargain; but it was worth it… everyone has a perfect addition to their house… and the red sofa is mine….
I lay on the lounge; like I was shot by a bullet… I…. I need to get a pregnancy test… but I can’t move… I uh… oh oh… I vomit…
I didn’t have time to go to the bathroom… the vomit spits everywhere from my mouth straight to the carpet… staining the carpet…. Damn… damn I’m so annoyed… the carpet cleaning is going to be hell…. Even now when I’m fuckin pregnant…
I leave the vomit… with my immovability keeping me with still to the red sofa…. I… I need some rest…73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7CmW9xckk
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Time has passed… I passed out… I check my phone and I have received a message from JESSE; the message reads:73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoXjQyYY8d
“Hey baby… how are you? This retail job is going well; but I can’t wait until you write the killer story about me; so you can kick both our careers off the ground.”73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNNaoYFItH
I smile at his text; but still groan from my belly pain. I flick him a quick text back with:73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2o7p6R1X4
“Yeah… hey JESSE…. I think I might be pregnant…”73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl4JHkTye5
I click send… and wonder what he may think. He responds swiftly…..73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeK2ZObDtn
“What… you’re pregnant…. you’re pregnant.. oh my GOD… what…”73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZcot1T7Qg
He is confused with my text… I flick him a message back…73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vFbSCajIM
“I said I think I might be pregnant… it’s not official… but I feel pain… care to… care to pick up a pregnancy test for me… please…”73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJcZ7wldbR
He responds swiftly with the most caring comment and text:73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17hEDGVlQD
“YEs… yes… I will come to your place with it…”
I put my phone down; and am relieved of my boy’s admiration and care of me… I cry and sulk; as the pain gets amplified; with my bare-feet stepping on my spew…. Yuck.. eeek… gross…
I smile in joy; he smiles back at me and speaks:73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU34Z7jvSA
“Well yes… yes… and that will even uplift my career from retail store worker; to the best artist in this town… yes.. yes.”73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a4SslBPiO
We both hold hands in excitement and kiss…. Until we fall into another nap again….
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