I arrive at my apartment the following day…. I smile with love but then fall to my knees…. The pain… the belly pain… shit… shit… somehow I forgot I had sex yesterday… the pregnant pain… the pregnancy pain… ahh… ah..
I struggle to stand up; as I cry… yes… yes… I am certain I am pregnant. I continue to sulk; stiffened to the ground; unable to move. Now I know what it’s like for any mother-t-be to go through… I was a painful baby in the womb if you ask my mother….
I try… I try to stand up; as I fight through the pain… I sit on my red-like sofa; my most favourite piece of furniture in the apartment. Sure it cost more than a bargain; but it was worth it… everyone has a perfect addition to their house… and the red sofa is mine….
I lay on the lounge; like I was shot by a bullet… I…. I need to get a pregnancy test… but I can’t move… I uh… oh oh… I vomit…
I didn’t have time to go to the bathroom… the vomit spits everywhere from my mouth straight to the carpet… staining the carpet…. Damn… damn I’m so annoyed… the carpet cleaning is going to be hell…. Even now when I’m fuckin pregnant…
I leave the vomit… with my immovability keeping me with still to the red sofa…. I… I need some rest…86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhafvU3KRH
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Time has passed… I passed out… I check my phone and I have received a message from JESSE; the message reads:86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MYjE0vAtd
“Hey baby… how are you? This retail job is going well; but I can’t wait until you write the killer story about me; so you can kick both our careers off the ground.”86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo9nPmFYhZ
I smile at his text; but still groan from my belly pain. I flick him a quick text back with:86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLPlEPTLQX
“Yeah… hey JESSE…. I think I might be pregnant…”86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePiCXExEFM
I click send… and wonder what he may think. He responds swiftly…..86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJIB8ledm2
“What… you’re pregnant…. you’re pregnant.. oh my GOD… what…”86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NykSH6TYF
He is confused with my text… I flick him a message back…86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQYrcpsvon
“I said I think I might be pregnant… it’s not official… but I feel pain… care to… care to pick up a pregnancy test for me… please…”86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWQmXCzCTV
He responds swiftly with the most caring comment and text:86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5VIwF2Zxf
“YEs… yes… I will come to your place with it…”
I put my phone down; and am relieved of my boy’s admiration and care of me… I cry and sulk; as the pain gets amplified; with my bare-feet stepping on my spew…. Yuck.. eeek… gross…
I smile in joy; he smiles back at me and speaks:86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgSoAJKx8L
“Well yes… yes… and that will even uplift my career from retail store worker; to the best artist in this town… yes.. yes.”86Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXfgQt8gZm
We both hold hands in excitement and kiss…. Until we fall into another nap again….
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