仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY62bNR2aET
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4pGj9BADr
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB21mLWWOFI
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslYw3iLZWP
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd4QaJpBjR
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"我諗可以嘅。"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf7el3PsCO
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接近六點，佢回覆我。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlMgpvUJqV
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0jHsqR6fP
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ4FjB7f3d
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"嗯........好吖。"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltdUDbF5BB
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE7oaD30xh
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"係咪有心事？"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx6llBhZ63
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjWtzFrgya
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa66l4RCZWJ
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iqG9iR8rP
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UqZ3aFqP5
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANWD8ymQbI
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食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIqWxhbONE
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4qEkH9Noo
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"唔得就算啦！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnIEI9drWB
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVGx9fQbXM
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"唔係呀，只不過........."253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ5vUy8XLn
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxkQKCkRFS
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5P41e4YVo
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FtYblemzX
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"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDbrauUAeZ
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhQb8jPX3b
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKpoS3umuW
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"一陣再搵你！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ0766m2rr
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupED38RwcN
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我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSzDyekU4x
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"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc5qDzZn4h
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男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvpIY6MqDa
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"唔好咁啦！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOnCRc2UUc
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NqSO1gC0z
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPiuvTHvsL
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvH21zSgOJ
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGmRVkuTJA
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkuPWZ5lkH
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeTTdYAn8j
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK60mVBeNvy
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQffTf68NI3
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8Y5U8x665
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6oLz55Ke2
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPcLP4y2Iq
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2DPJHxdIc
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdOfeQC8uc
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呢張係四個月前第一張。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRqBGBihqP
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyM0Pj0Its
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP28Lvtimj
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJMFKK1i7E
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjKNxzHcTe
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRfeKM6O35
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAzFZwqr3W
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尤其是最後一張。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYGkiDyeOm
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVNlkJacyy
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBa8awBvgd
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下星期三？咪即係今日！253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCjzXALvfB
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTFo88U31O
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eXK9gcPBV
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlakXtTUXeb
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GSDQN6ubP
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNHkWBjskP
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvSm8MDj7e
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UcmotLtsu
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男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbxz0oyH5W
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"我call咗車，我走先！"253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhNEICBtRP
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSzJWxJLjq
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我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknFmqUMef
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPh4dXsKPP
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男友追到落嚟。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8xOibOWBr
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYWuwFTDLD
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIYBWRrXhg
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我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1btwtprSHg
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROhodXfIEj
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK2XPFu1EX
