仲有幾日又係重陽節,自從喺農曆年同男友行花市,四圍去拜年,吃喝玩樂幾日之後,中間呢九個月過得好沉悶,同佢見面越嚟越少,見親佢,佢都好沉默,我哋之間好似有一條罅隙,而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。224Please respect copyright.PENANAM9GZRkQqKc
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再過多一個月,男友就正式借調去總公司,聽講係佢主動申請,佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月,或甚至一年。224Please respect copyright.PENANAX7F2Lz73pJ
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會,可能要一年後,先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。224Please respect copyright.PENANAJJezVIJuNu
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為咗有清晣嘅交代,佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日,出差同海外客户工作交接,所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後,我已經幾個星期無見佢,如果再唔喺平日搵佢,都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯?"224Please respect copyright.PENANAHK6C5O2mJB
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢,因為太早搵佢,佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。224Please respect copyright.PENANAld3OISglf7
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"我諗可以嘅。"224Please respect copyright.PENANASfVAsLpJpP
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接近六點,佢回覆我。224Please respect copyright.PENANAO1Pkb4fEPE
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯,再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈,我同佢少咗好多話題,有啲嘢我想問,又唔敢問,變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢,不過可以見吓佢,我都好滿足。224Please respect copyright.PENANApkMrorCQv4
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李?"224Please respect copyright.PENANAzgyp2WTyIc
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"嗯........好吖。"224Please respect copyright.PENANAzcLikf8e1Q
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佢近來都係咁講嘢,滿懷心事咁。224Please respect copyright.PENANAwqHwRzNSGR
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"係咪有心事?"224Please respect copyright.PENANAfJgMURPiuX
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜,唔通佢真係想同Julie復合,如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭,我又點可以阻止,我只求佢早啲同我講,唔使等我心掛掛。224Please respect copyright.PENANAwTKL44uKor
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間,兩三個月前,佢又活躍番,似乎好開心,有啲嘢想公開咁。224Please respect copyright.PENANAk818AZrE6K
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"嗯......無嘢呀!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAKARtN2dO2O
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我關心佢,但嘅然佢咁講,我只好接受,當佢真係無嘢算啦。224Please respect copyright.PENANA2lrh5SV3W9
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"今晚上你度,好唔好?"224Please respect copyright.PENANAcTHtHGOiHT
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食完飯,佢打算送我走,開車無幾耐,我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持,主動同佢要求。224Please respect copyright.PENANA20dPRN9zpa
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我好掛住佢,好想佢攬吓我,愛吓我,我同佢無親熱好耐,唔通佢無需要,定係有其他渠道發洩。224Please respect copyright.PENANACZtEykHh2V
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"唔得就算啦!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAppIXD3sqO1
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見佢好猶疑,我有啲唔開心。224Please respect copyright.PENANA02FZqvcMrJ
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"唔係呀,只不過........."224Please respect copyright.PENANAWMHWpFs4MX
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我突然想起Gigi,佢掛住啲家務,連做愛都唔專心,唔通男友又係咁,掛住啲工作?224Please respect copyright.PENANANK6hYlSOdw
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"係呀,揸緊車,好吖........嗯......係呀..........."224Please respect copyright.PENANAByFoWO5WLQ
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男友未同我講完,佢手機響,佢平日習慣用短訊,但係揸緊車,回覆唔到,對方可能搵得佢好急,等住佢回應。224Please respect copyright.PENANAwbLha2gFUH
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"前面放低我,我自己上你度,如果你唔方便嘅,我第二日先再上去啦!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAPMX1k65VdU
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐,隱隱悔悔咁,又不時眼尾望吓我,好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。224Please respect copyright.PENANA3eB82GVxOB
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我拍吓佢手臂,叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。224Please respect copyright.PENANAEtGjOtlbrl
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"一陣再搵你!"224Please respect copyright.PENANA9wDS1XuzFk
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男友向對方講一句,匆匆忙忙收線。224Please respect copyright.PENANAeVtqKHcGCx
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我有不祥預感,對方可能係Julie。224Please respect copyright.PENANAqE8UoEd2RZ
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"對唔住呀,我唔想阻住你講電話!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAAFruHP3Rea
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男友仲未停定架車,我搶先同佢講,我好辛苦忍住眼淚。224Please respect copyright.PENANAENTLkCwNZA
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"唔好咁啦!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAdp1hUyvALZ
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男友唔俾我落車,繼續車我去佢屋企。224Please respect copyright.PENANAElxZ31KnE4
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"我好快返嚟,等我。"224Please respect copyright.PENANApUyQL9kTr0
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佢陪我入咗屋,到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急,為咗工作,定係其他急事,佢無提,無講咩原因,淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我,自己走咗出去,莫非對方真係咁重要。224Please respect copyright.PENANA3pXLDd1X8Q
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我第一時間衝入浴室,坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。224Please respect copyright.PENANABf4fHFO3zD
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我好想搵人傾吓,皓皓?van仔?佢哋會明白我而家處境?224Please respect copyright.PENANAoeA5Lz16Di
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我逼自己平復心情,男友可能只係落街覆個電話,佢好快返到,我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。224Please respect copyright.PENANAYhrHD3hXav
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我喺廳度等佢,一個鐘頭過咗,佢仲未返。224Please respect copyright.PENANAKPWLZxxOvQ
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變,唔通係Julie做嘅,佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟?224Please respect copyright.PENANAi6dk48kmQZ
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不過我太耐無上嚟,已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。224Please respect copyright.PENANAIJVs0q2VBR
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片,明顯係以前無嘅,我隨手睇吓,不出所料,全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。224Please respect copyright.PENANAICJag3FzZZ
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片,今晚俾我見到,可能我突然上嚟佢度啦,不過我始終信仼佢,一直以來,我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢,佢對我亦無嘢隱藏,甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦,佢都解晒鎖,任得我登入。224Please respect copyright.PENANAf9yWvBpsU2
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方,我無留意到啫。224Please respect copyright.PENANARTwL8FZYpn
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.我呃自己,我無時無刻都留意住Julie,佢寄俾男友啲嘢,如果我見過,點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello,一到步即做兩件事,一,寄明信片俾你,二,坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you!!』224Please respect copyright.PENANArRRSYapg7O
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呢張係四個月前第一張。224Please respect copyright.PENANAh1uEQU6C9W
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Julie習慣寄明信片,喺佢facebook都見過唔少,224Please respect copyright.PENANAC3SzK1NeSP
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『Hi,雖然係夏天,見到個雪山都覺得凍,有個人攬住吓,俾啲溫暖我就好嘞!Miss you!』224Please respect copyright.PENANAXGuogndlTh
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅,佢依然用曖昧嘅手法,係咪俾緊暗示男友呢,憑佢哋以前嘅關係,男友一定接收到。224Please respect copyright.PENANAsgKFf3KVhx
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『Dear,It's a hard day。Miss you! Miss you! Miss you!』224Please respect copyright.PENANATZYuxGFpso
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張,相隔一個月。224Please respect copyright.PENANAHd7TRKjkJp
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以日期排序,跟住仲有兩三張,每張message都好簡短,但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密,顯示佢哋發展好順利,難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默,呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍,每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。224Please respect copyright.PENANA2w2zSlUgVE
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尤其是最後一張。224Please respect copyright.PENANAky5btWmd6g
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『Love,will be back on next Wednesday !224Please respect copyright.PENANAT2qgxRCsiX
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Sweetie,期待嚟緊嗰個trip,love and miss you。 』224Please respect copyright.PENANAXN0JSuxiWv
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下星期三?咪即係今日!224Please respect copyright.PENANA9QmmIPH14n
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嚟緊嗰個trip,Julie會同男友一齊出trip?224Please respect copyright.PENANAyE7GkTJxgD
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我腦裡面一片空白,成個人恍恍惚惚,呆坐喺廳。224Please respect copyright.PENANAU9taGZuci6
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我一直疏忽咗,男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我,佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢,佢好積極,好進取,同埋好有部署,好有計劃。224Please respect copyright.PENANAHUFA2q3vAB
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呢七個幾月嚟,相對Julie,我偏偏太被動,太不干預,太佛系。224Please respect copyright.PENANAXdyuOqGPvx
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐,勾心鬥角,況且我唔擅長攻心謀略,要同人鬥爭,一丁點我都做唔嚟。224Please respect copyright.PENANAvrSbMNHpPP
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凌晨四點,我聽到開門聲。224Please respect copyright.PENANAJqcoULaX7v
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"對唔住,我遲咗返嚟!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAVtt50Y46Ew
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男友嘆一口氣,歉疚咁望住我。224Please respect copyright.PENANAWxn5fPBe4X
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"我call咗車,我走先!"224Please respect copyright.PENANAF7s1cL5MeD
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男友喺後面叫住我,我無理佢,一口氣衝咗出門口,我怕稍一留步,就會撲埋佢度,攬住佢大喊,我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。224Please respect copyright.PENANA9xSCAbmjJQ
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我想避開男友,走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯,坐喺地下流眼淚。224Please respect copyright.PENANA4UfL3GDZXW
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“C,對唔住,我傷害咗你!”224Please respect copyright.PENANAc2fyLEdQOx
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男友追到落嚟。224Please respect copyright.PENANAM7OtsnGbaI
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“我唔知自己想點,你俾啲時間我,可以嘛?”224Please respect copyright.PENANAaMclnafU96
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我同佢一齊好幾年,佢對我好,我好清楚,只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間,係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長,而且和平分手前,佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係,男友只係無奈被迫放手。224Please respect copyright.PENANAodWZSIj2x2
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我各方便都唔及Julie,我想放棄。224Please respect copyright.PENANAn5t459q09n
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。224Please respect copyright.PENANAXvALb9HQg5
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸,但我而家一啲需要都無,相反,我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日,俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感,今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱,我心裡面有咁嘅準備。224Please respect copyright.PENANAp1BN6H8dLe