仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZajpJgqeZ
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S7l9i07Ns
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q2wDlnJ9p
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnEZ4KuVf3
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hGvWLLfi9
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddLDTmKWUL
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYdLB9AAQj
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiy3EJtBGX
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QL3byAkJ4
"我諗可以嘅。"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVhzxRU2RX
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevub5RQMng
接近六點，佢回覆我。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nOZhVGAzU
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8BBMEnUOa
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPibvBgkhDt
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1OTR0JEqE
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"嗯........好吖。"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZbcneMtyi
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EbqpKdq6w
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHIvGKOoZc
"係咪有心事？"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEaGU1yBXA
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQCUYsk6rk
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7jbyCOn5m
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceIhMxUBu4
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6LiqDr4as
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg49AKlJiUp
"嗯......無嘢呀！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnCiuWHARA
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN61sW0y6aM
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaDFgdgkqQ
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShBGIUozjk
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76u8d8Z2PT
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHqR5TlgtU
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34z268klzK
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVlfQXflPd
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfK9crJIUI
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40aCctn95f
"唔得就算啦！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx7Uk7UBw2
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVACFQ2sti
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp5CjZUSF4
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL2ljN1GdJ
"唔係呀，只不過........."268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvnqAj37yY
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJgdcuMjNM
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuC5r6kMGz
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYojUrlb8FG
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QEq2srKlv
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnhhLGtWig
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pTm2Z3Cyi
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkN98CRSsx
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4L4DnxJIw
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPnZ2fTQYJ
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uUcSylRMj
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpcdNPu3hZ
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0brlhcjvBp
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU33f3trpd
"一陣再搵你！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06MAvhBevu
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY96VcF6Ej
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0ToEd2lc4
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LoVGw0UYR
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGaaLqFpS5
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHfRJkI3l9
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWgsHWdIJz
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs3X94u0jr
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOrKjWiru8
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV21ij0F89
"唔好咁啦！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBrUNYMKux
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTLN6skFMw
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTrxgkNGs6
"我好快返嚟，等我。"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf1a7ewo57
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSluod6lQTV
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX2P8nqWBa
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxev3dsIO4
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrtmrmOT3I
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ8VhNT410
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfpLgBlvAj
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hVvaZJa31
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiMWLzWHf5
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fb0yIJGfR
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGBZ0jlowf
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRU9f1gdVb
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgamkfGXJh3
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkrAObfrBf
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ429pozSPjV
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEKg9Z2acb
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiK6YGIOPc
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwtD0ZZj4X
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2vBn7GAod
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jl2tY2xfl
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAikYRegAic
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRWLT34MTT
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYvFIcUdiG
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呢張係四個月前第一張。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6PFqollTQ
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPwFA14hYI
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOEKX3dvv8
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW6qU2366d
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRxaGWhYFj
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL3rXqyBlY
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94v1f8noLB
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhTQLE7Lwk
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ykC43wlMI
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWBu4XKOXF
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd8QCJXueN
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尤其是最後一張。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNuCFDytya
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeizQ9hyQ2
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCY68ymxY8
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下星期三？咪即係今日！268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0LxVQjpAA
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gdqlkXRPh
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZbfeC1fnR
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZjeaMH6jm
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBWXfoHw1L
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWKj5Z02oT
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oY9G365Ba
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jbY6DuApq
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0H0Q3rpez
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEw7rC7S99
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVvRs0qvsJ
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～～～～268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoex8Ooii9f
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMMZhm6UcP
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPVD7FZnYo
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlqgqtfZI9
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHglknCQjt
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKYaCMH5nf
"我call咗車，我走先！"268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmNqo41XsU
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCmCAyqCqw
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5LzYUgHcg
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYqFMyvnRb
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEsvZ0wCOF
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuyzMMRf1S
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuZaXgNkqg
男友追到落嚟。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56GzysKwC9
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm6QLWUSR5
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4RTGUCIRI
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ab2dhjwg7
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg0DwfoVgq
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6I49XLwiR
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9sWt3CXki
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KseA7aAtv
268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05DEPnV8oQ
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdTRWRvkqz
