仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZOUrgGFrK
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifq3AmIvmR
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cSgKWMdTu
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZzuAPdxHJ
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqJjtqF3vb
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvPZ06g7Jx
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtrfEoPJ0K
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JvJMK2jyx
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsfudpVbKK
"我諗可以嘅。"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5DjV4dM3u
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPZVdbnJVb
接近六點，佢回覆我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ZzN8o1TE
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxnfkTDJCi
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPg7HG9vvj
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpBDzmzb5G
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiEMhUqgpN
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyVxzS0Fxi
"嗯........好吖。"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWivgZCeYog
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ206AAi3fi6
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfS2PkTWht
"係咪有心事？"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VIdn4OhGR
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWRkzV8e2M
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMvDcK6mob
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjaFrZ5TDX
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwkymjFvnM
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQo0P4fZXf
"嗯......無嘢呀！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm1Y5JPbI2
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7SnK5Bciy
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdavkEhdHhO
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCWS6opO4y
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX5RnVmR9r
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYJaZukR9O
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAxrdGygme
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisQZrbb6f9
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OC6gRp0Xr
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8dv7GUMm3
"唔得就算啦！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKoy1Z55Wh
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyxoxZQbEr
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ofJlPAP1M
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHLEAZblL0
"唔係呀，只不過........."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3JzuMGbeF
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN3uEOb5r7
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXWSzX84AN
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5uL8x8wsK
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfqljys7hj
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXrGZnh3aB
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtdnT7uznG
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTUklTkWMQ
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANsGiJtL56
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXYODOXkUE
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCkXp8QH1s
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIhq9ryWYp
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjYllfFusG
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcotkBPVq37
"一陣再搵你！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24BA1B7oeB
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm6yH6mHXX
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRZGgbXZdt
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIGWESNzEw
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVYbPoTo0u
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhxvPKrOkY
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0Vz4OMQzi
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos8UDSiQHh
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVoWzLQDGm
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK51bgZk7DK
"唔好咁啦！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9ob7vDmzM
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpfTaTB9TP
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qKZa5toOL
"我好快返嚟，等我。"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAUZuX5Dhy
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGmhXYDJYy
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA1M8nhD6e
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvCG7VxDz0
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqlzSVyiHd
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGU8tPujM0
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwSyTeE06L
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhTV8Tq1Wu
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvf2zPlEJP
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGnGEncL5q
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW5z3j0JVE
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzck3br9DC
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQVAfl1J8m
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2anZHfwEES
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w9Ay1lx3H
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNbzC3h19
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93yWscuz9b
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPW7vf0qv6
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINguZLYQi
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHbvD2ReE5
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbf9F9rk7a
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呢張係四個月前第一張。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeu7YjymKh
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm0yFxTpRn
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dGhZ364Jo
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmAAGcoKuV
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMLDVDRNBT
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDxuL5asrh
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEVQ00nUeG
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8o6frE2TN
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xUxDo2E5u
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJWlMkXqj3
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH15dO7LOJ
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHEGKUCp4b
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尤其是最後一張。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi0AVvnWho
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqSrWeJZmE
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolb1AyAzbH
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下星期三？咪即係今日！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFRCCXFksF
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqsVvmeU2b
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVeyJKzEe1
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ORHMI0y5E
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPpv87vDwA
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl88uuzCL9
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwtom696xO
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDABmd1vAJ
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQIPrLXcbp
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezDO0R6Zqa
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthyYAVLfYS
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOXsABuy6u
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yrUQPKbtq
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DHqkFn5iU
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"我call咗車，我走先！"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NwqCqc5Lb
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0kWVuA5NT
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApAJS16IxN
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGun4mzuyAM
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPn650icwV
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHYnbMrVsF
男友追到落嚟。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7czgxULc87
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5Zw0XpuAG
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrAGpxtvZ8
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESxPj4tvt3
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi89k0uzPZW
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuFIX8yCW1
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZagLoJEMx
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52K6qL2ld7
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh3fLAhYzv
