時間一日一日咁過，George借調仼期好快到，佢將會同Julie一齊飛去渡假，佢哋返嚟之時，亦都係佢哋佳期之日，每次想起，都感覺到傷痛。
我啱啱重溫完同George影嘅相，同埋以前喺同佢傾過短訊紀錄，近來每日都重溫一次。
已經接近一點，我接到van仔電話。
佢通知我已經到咗我樓下，想見吓我，而家咁夜，我落晒妝，沖乾淨晒涼，唔係好想落街，想喺電話同佢傾，但係聽到佢好失意落莫，一定遇到好大挫折，我唔忍心佢一個人面對，於是扐起門匙，落樓下見佢。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9hTyQVdf6
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"做咩你？！"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6hvCCLMc4
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見到佢，嚇我一跳，佢唔單止滿身酒氣，仲一隻眼瘀腫晒，眼角貼住塊紗布，不過塊紗布鬆離晒，將近要甩，又染滿血漬。
我叫佢等我一陣，我趕急返上屋企攞埋啲急救用品，喺佢架車度，同佢清潔吓傷口，換過晒啲紗布。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMvj9E4T10
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之後佢叫我扣好安全帶，準備開車。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsai6IlqhlW
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"唔好揸車喇，我哋行去海濱公園傾吓啦。"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd6Q3m1JuC
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我怕佢醉駕之餘，更加怕佢好似之前咁，車我去海灘仔呢啲僻靜地方，我拉佢落車，同佢去附近海濱走廊行吓。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ301WgGbbdc
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我哋一路行，van仔粒聲唔出，以佢平日咁多口，一定發生咗好唔開心嘅事，我由得佢冷靜一吓，一路喺旁邊陪住佢慢慢散步。
“想唔想講俾我知發生咩事？”
搵咗一張長櫈坐低，我嘗試問佢。
佢長長嘆一口氣先同我講。
原來今朝俾針對佢嗰班人挑釁，佢沉唔住氣，同佢哋爭執起上嚟。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre7i6NBazu
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佢俾人打傷隻眼之時，佢亦都打傷其中一個同事。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoRbmZzGJQ
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"呢度做得好無癮，我想轉工。"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBYJfYA1tn
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佢埋怨老闆娘偏幫嗰幾個同事，佢做得好唔開心。
咁啱Gigi又話返佢媽咪屋企飯飯，仲話唔返嚟瞓，van仔覺得除咗我，就無人會關心佢。
佢一路講，一邊伸隻手嚟拖住我。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzjtkTPeUO
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"我諗你老闆娘只係唔想將件事搞大，佢未必針對你，只係想𠱁住嗰班人，等佢哋唔好報警啫，你老闆娘都係為咗你好咋，而且同你講過啦，轉工對你無好處㗎啦！"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYH4kpNGcL
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聽完van仔複述老闆娘所講嘅說話，就算唔肯定，我一於講成老闆娘係想息事寧人。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWwSeahAql
"你日後收斂吓你啲脾氣啦，如果佢哋報警，蝕底嘅係你自己咋！"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZGeEw3hzK
我勸佢收斂一吓啲脾氣，同時解釋俾佢知，嘅然佢立心將來成立自己嘅公司，而家就應該好好哋跟老闆娘學吓點做生意，佢喺第二度搵唔返好似老闆娘對佢咁好嘅老闆。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ26MEAjcYA
"我好撚悶呀！"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CHPT1bF1y
van仔攬住我，我由得佢攬，早前失落，曾經攬過佢，理解到俾人攬住，或者攬住一個自己信任嘅人，可以得到一份安慰，一份安全感。
不過van仔唔淨止攬住我，佢箍實我，好衝動咁錫我，隻手仲伸入我件衫裡面，愛撫我乳房。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw3ijWZBDG
佢唔係色情狂，只不過佢由初中發育時期開始，受同學同朋輩感染，以性愛嚟舒發感情，無論係愛慕，高興，失落，又或者忿怒。
我唔想佢咁做，我唔係怕咩蝕底俾佢，只不過佢飲多咗酒，未必清楚自己做緊乜嘢事，而我係清醒嘅，唔應該俾收錯信號，以為我對佢開綠燈。
我亦都怕自己喺失去George之下，借van仔做水泡，又怕俾佢摸摸吓，自己按奈唔住情緒，再一次同佢發生關係。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyCf61AKoJ
我明白到再同van仔繼續落去，我哋只會越纏越實，佢遲早不顧一切，放棄Gigi，到嗰時我點內疚都無作用。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZzDpOTJvc
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我一隻手掩得住佢個口，佢隻手就推開我個bra，好大力咁揸，我捉住佢隻手之時，佢個嘴又錫咗落我度，係咁伸條脷入嚟。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcrf7a6ciB
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"上我屋企，Gigi今晚唔返。"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpQW4vak7A
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佢不停咁錫我，愛撫我，喺我耳邊遊說我。
“唔好，你清醒啲啦。”
我好辛苦先掙扎得開，我立即企起身，擺脫開佢，整理好自己啲衫。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD30ZnMWAd
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"屌，而家係咪淨係俾你條仔，我唔屌得你呀？"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4XoHR8DnW
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van仔好失望，佢失咗常性咁叫，凌晨時分，海濱長廊無乜人，好靜，佢嘅叫聲傳到好遠，一兩個坐得好遠嘅人都好奇離遠望過嚟睇吓發生咩事。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXxykKrx3N
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一時間我感覺到好難堪，受到好大侮辱，想丟低佢，自己返屋企。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ747csiZ9wV
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但係我睇吓佢，佢滿面通紅，我相信佢係一時酒醉，唔係有意侮辱我。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEVzuIdnbR
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"你飲醉喇，聽我講，唔好再牛脾氣，唔好諗住轉工！"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOel0Oj2sc
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如果我自己都控制唔到脾氣，就妄想幫到van仔，唯有平心靜氣咁同佢講。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU5OKnyilB
不過佢正話講嘅說話，更加令我下決心，以後唔再傷害Gigi。
我坐番低，雙手握住佢一隻手，靜靜哋等佢冷靜番，再分析俾佢聽留低喺佢公司嘅好處，希望佢接受。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpDIxjCuZI
"今晚唔好揸車，我同你call車返屋企，你聽朝再返嚟攞返你部van。"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNaPoEMqhj
傾咗接近兩個鐘頭，我勸佢返屋企。
van仔已經腳步浮浮，行都行唔穩，我扶佢行返出大路等Uber，佢仲想話先送我返屋企，我點都唔肯，抖纏咗一陣，個司機有啲無奈，我半推半𠱁，推咗佢上車，等佢綁好安全帶，架車開走埋，我先返慢慢行返自己屋企。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGnTwMKE4U
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過往我好細膽，好怕黑，今晚雖然沿途好靜，一個人都無，淨係自己街燈下面嘅影，同埋好沉重嘅腳步聲，但係我心境好平靜，只係考慮日後同van仔以乜嘢形式相處，自己亦都要諗吓用乜嘢方法去適應無咗George嘅孤寂嘅生活。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedOeBvI9oI
