Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeMMxeEsCF
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEOqJIaGP1
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JcbyqmjRF
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda0pE7pHzq

In a room full of people,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JUhi5vZvR
I can't help but feel alone,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt3CBki89e
And the darkness take it's hold,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECEuMggZfl
That makes me feel so small.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i63b4BXwm

They ask me to smile,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bq1BH3OC6
But I've forgotten how,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQSAfEeQCj
And I can't remember why,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE72XIMlVG
My sparkle began to dim.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxRFe3vj7M

They make me so crazy,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Ul5uVkWU
But still I let them win,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4IjqRLhzC
After I've taken all I can bare,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeNtPU6yqY
I've no one to call, 221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBBuxzplb2
No one to be there.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhArovn8vlJ

They've seen my true colours,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJQ2jbwml0
When I've let them shine through,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Uqxl6XCW
My true colours,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxY5bd5ME4
I'd wished I'd never shown.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDXzV0a6Ke

I am afraid to let them show,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LaSQvK80E
My true colours,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDwBRBjOYP
They claimed were beautiful,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H1IYzRI3j
But they still tore me down, 221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22r8UAAvxX
Making me feel small,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBrPruTRZm
My true colours,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCeZR1ZG6L
I should've never shown.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXheTYtKrAO