Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV8y98xnNO
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUlv8VQJWH
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybTVqIIwEn
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenSc2EYCkn

In a room full of people,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM6NQEnKng
I can't help but feel alone,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZygYcF4Ec
And the darkness take it's hold,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaFRSN5ggV
That makes me feel so small.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT7MSeghMS

They ask me to smile,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbEZcclak7
But I've forgotten how,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2d334nTZB
And I can't remember why,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrJpL5oqIg
My sparkle began to dim.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh9qAn9tRX

They make me so crazy,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJo3VBniky
But still I let them win,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwupjWpdbQk
After I've taken all I can bare,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfbFXs7xmy
I've no one to call, 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeNoIbzSun
No one to be there.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFJpCzJfcf

They've seen my true colours,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHacttHWhEV
When I've let them shine through,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5eiNBMI95
My true colours,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzVEMgNiAg
I'd wished I'd never shown.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v9sWahU9R

I am afraid to let them show,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTjApTVYSf
My true colours,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly8qDjcWKF
They claimed were beautiful,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0lkD5rUuM
But they still tore me down, 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q3OQe4Il2
Making me feel small,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo4OeDXYug
My true colours,233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz0dB3tIZu
I should've never shown.233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQsiI6AN5k