Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pECmsLi4q
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA1RzHkfhG
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R5u0bUAr7
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFC8cH0xEK

In a room full of people,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfqKhCQIPM
I can't help but feel alone,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrOAnlXwSl
And the darkness take it's hold,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNemuTFCNK
That makes me feel so small.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQvH6DWoRD

They ask me to smile,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOmDF5hoRP
But I've forgotten how,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJQvXupknD
And I can't remember why,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWQtXrcL6q
My sparkle began to dim.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGaAsRB2Zl

They make me so crazy,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJcHiclmo7
But still I let them win,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7zDX3dUnv
After I've taken all I can bare,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Lrs4QdJU
I've no one to call, 189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oCkvDQhgf
No one to be there.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EhumycGqF

They've seen my true colours,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwGwBRRQHi
When I've let them shine through,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9FZOtn7OX
My true colours,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxSPFITwOW
I'd wished I'd never shown.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKFolqbpVM

I am afraid to let them show,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecgdpiSTJK
My true colours,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3jmPvwaBr
They claimed were beautiful,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZBrFVPvzf
But they still tore me down, 189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnOdPA41fw
Making me feel small,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPsNc4F5xu
My true colours,189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLqV6t1Y3M
I should've never shown.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWFoNGEOTW