George工作清閒咗,但係Julie喺佢社交媒體就越嚟越忙碌,佢每日都有新post,有時一日仲有幾個咁多。389Please respect copyright.PENANAk5azMvDbPA
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而且佢開始唔再避忌,由兩三日貼一張相,到每日貼一張,佢post好多佢同George嘅合照,有啲好普通,但係有啲好親密,每張相佢都會加啲介紹,可能係介紹俾所有人,又或者係想介紹張相嘅內容同埋背景俾我知啦。389Please respect copyright.PENANAFNwB04Ngkr
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不過有一點好奇怪,佢post出嚟,同George嘅合照,唔單止我發覺,仲有好多佢嘅朋友都發覺,全部都係舊相嚟嘅。389Please respect copyright.PENANAwSxH7gQL6r
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有留言要求佢post一啲update嘅,佢回覆話尚未得到approve,意思係未得到George同意佢post佢哋嘅近照掛。
到底佢想玩咩,喺facebook嘅帖文係真定係假,係無從考究,389Please respect copyright.PENANAjb6o4xlVNP
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無論佢有咩目的,有咩含意都好,隨著日子,對佢呢啲小動作,我已經習慣咗,再影響唔到我,間中就算有,心裡面嘅躁動都係好輕微。389Please respect copyright.PENANArSoGT696zq
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George而家keep住定期同我傾電話,雖然唔係好頻密,但每次聼得出佢好關心我,尤其是我嘅心情。389Please respect copyright.PENANAdjDLsjol35
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我對佢同Julie到底發展成點,我淨係可以喺Julie發放出嚟嘅消息中推敲,消息好零碎又唔連貫,反而令到我滿腦子迷思。389Please respect copyright.PENANAlx2BmNYIk0
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我知道只要我開口,以George性格,佢唔會隱瞞我,但係我唔想利用佢對我嘅坦誠,嚟達到自己嘅目的。389Please respect copyright.PENANAkn6wNXQsaL
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所以,一如既往,我哋有默契咁避開所有敏感話題,費事令佢難為,又令自己傷感。389Please respect copyright.PENANAVFkqaTD4yW
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雖然好似朋友咁閒話家常,我已經好滿足,唔會有任何苛求。389Please respect copyright.PENANAb0t8IoI8dK
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憑記憶,George每次俾電話我嘅時候,係佢當地時間嘅凌晨兩點幾,我奇怪早前佢講過工作量減少咗,可以輕鬆應付,咁點解仲要捱到咁夜。389Please respect copyright.PENANAUcgMcPk1Db
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"你而家無咁忙,唔駛捱夜嚟俾電話我啦。"389Please respect copyright.PENANAEQbb0vLYXa
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我擔心佢體力透支。389Please respect copyright.PENANA1puGmQXaX2
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"呢排係有啲嘢忙緊,不過唔緊要啦,我而家都係一個星期先同你傾一次啫!"389Please respect copyright.PENANAVabGwWU6uL
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佢可能有佢自己嘅安排,我唔想再干預佢。
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Julie發放咗一輪同George嘅舊合照,忽然有一日佢喺又發放咗一張相,對其他人可能認為係順理成章,但對我嚟講,係一個好大嘅衝擊。389Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1GPkAfZ65
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Julie好曖昧,對呢張相無附加解釋,無說明,淨係影住佢手上面嘅戒指,根據西方習俗,佢戴呢隻戒指嘅位置,係代表訂婚戒指。389Please respect copyright.PENANAjsHtTEGc23
「嚟緊將會放假,多謝大家放過我,俾我一個100%無工作牽掛,放空心懷嘅機會。389Please respect copyright.PENANAVfNcFIAjGn
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多謝你陪伴,一齊尋回之前失去嘅!」389Please respect copyright.PENANAlANDvwh1et
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Julie喺佢個人社交媒體宣布,佢慣性好多留言,除咗祝佢旅途愉快之外,亦好多詢問佢目的地,但係我留意到,而且在意嘅,係一兩個留言,佢哋無開名,淨係問:金童?389Please respect copyright.PENANArc5WS7RqSW
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目的係想Julie確認今次行程嘅伴侶係咪George。389Please respect copyright.PENANA7CSJw1b8Fj
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Julie一貫隱晦嘅方法回覆:你話係定唔係?389Please respect copyright.PENANADmTDcya25o
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佢另一個回覆比較明顯: 我可以話唔係咩?389Please respect copyright.PENANAN0pFA4wFz9
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我成日講我已經早有心理準備,只係等George借調完畢,返嚟正式同我講。389Please respect copyright.PENANAa0mxyJDRFQ
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但係我對佢感情唔會改變,尤其近日同佢開心咁傾吓偈,send吓相,見到Julie宣布,我稍為平伏嘅心情,又一次被牽動。389Please respect copyright.PENANAQGJ5ySvlrr
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我唔明白,點解只要George稍稍同我多啲聯絡,Julie就會喺社交媒體發放一啲打擊我,令我消沉嘅消息。389Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ecle5ajGX
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早前暗示每次飛去同George開會,之後佢哋都會結伴同遊。389Please respect copyright.PENANAuBW8ENNYm7
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唔怪得佢要認識我無幾多日就add我facebook呢啲社交媒體,如果唔係咁,佢嘅訊息無辦法傳遞俾我。389Please respect copyright.PENANAYpBAdmZg5t
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雖然話早有心理準備,但係George同Julie訂咗婚呢個消息嚟到,我點可以好似無事發生咁吖。
我一路瞓唔著,夜晚靜落嚟,細心諗吓,我聯想到一啲嘢。389Please respect copyright.PENANA5dcuhoJDtA
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如果我將Julie發放嘅消息,配合埋George俾電話兩樣嘢夾埋我一齊嚟睇,一切就講得通。
呢個係一個部署,唔單止Julie一個人,而係同埋George,佢哋兩個人一齊嘅部署。389Please respect copyright.PENANAbPVepZoFSN
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佢哋要我做期望管理,George呢輪定時俾電話我,又關心我心境,就係怕我接受唔到呢個消息,想預先了解吓我嘅狀態。
而Julie就逐少逐少post啲相出嚟,將佢哋越行越密嘅事實慢慢滲透入我思想裡面。
我佢哋咁做,相信源於George驚我接受唔到而做傻事,我感激佢對我嘅關懷,因為佢無責仼兼顧我嘅感受。
而George同我講有啲嘢忙緊,可能係籌備結婚嘅事啦。389Please respect copyright.PENANARBPZVOWkPe
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佢哋咁做對我係一件好事,我可以早啲斷絕自己對George嘅懸念,好好為自己嘅將來打算。389Please respect copyright.PENANA9CO6Wc9sRD
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我漸漸開始麻木,唔再窺探George同Julie嘅發展,心理放鬆好多。