理髮部的風波,在半支麥當勞冰淇淋(醫院對面就有一間麥當勞,楊媽買了二支冰淇淋給圓圓,但圓圓只吃了半支)的誘惑下,終於“順利”落幕了。197Please respect copyright.PENANAUC2MU1DW7a
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但,真正的磨難才剛要開始。197Please respect copyright.PENANASoTGeFMiom
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在圓圓的長髮變成小丸子頭的第二天,圓圓的化療開始了。197Please respect copyright.PENANAltPEjlp6Bm
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根據季妍從網路上蒐集來的資料,化療的方式分為兩種,一是健保有補助但副作用一堆的傳統化療、二是傳說效果更好副作用較少但卻貴死人的標靶藥物。197Please respect copyright.PENANAUpXWWHSZ1b
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身為楊家倍受寵愛的小公主,親愛的家人們怎麼捨得她承受傳統化療之苦呢?197Please respect copyright.PENANARMgOw1Y3bT
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當然是選擇標靶治療啊!197Please respect copyright.PENANAk2IxiHMufj
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為了讓圓圓接受標靶治療(還有每天3500的單人房費),楊媽甚至把壓箱的十張台積電全賣了!197Please respect copyright.PENANAxGOpqR3rje
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只是人算不如天算…197Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mab9mcJdP
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雖然錢有了,但圓圓還是得乖乖施打副作用一堆的化療藥劑。197Please respect copyright.PENANAaG17fysxNO
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因為針對圓圓疾病的標靶藥物,台灣根本沒引進呀!197Please respect copyright.PENANAtc4agU5DoG
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申請專案進口圓圓又等不及…197Please respect copyright.PENANAhVZWlkwePg
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算了,打就打吧…197Please respect copyright.PENANAqZszs6iI9n
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再猶豫下去,圓圓連命都沒了!197Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hoynqot9J
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唉…197Please respect copyright.PENANAcF1cHkZC0q
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於是,圓圓開始了傳統的化療療程。197Please respect copyright.PENANAXLZH8AwujN
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但,一直到藥劑打下去之後,季妍才發現~~其副作用之強大,竟只能用“生不如死”四個字來形容。197Please respect copyright.PENANA3YBD1ciBud
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話說化療藥劑是直接打進人工血管的,坦白說,針劑剛扎進去時,季妍還真沒什麼感覺,而我們的五歲兒就更懵懂了。197Please respect copyright.PENANA2hX95ViP7P
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不過,這僅限於針劑剛扎進去時…197Please respect copyright.PENANAq4Fr07LdFO
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到了下午,季妍終於見識到傳統化療藥的“厲害”了…197Please respect copyright.PENANArMsUP1pE3K
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毀天滅地的嘔吐反應來得猝不及防,圓圓本來胃口就不好了,這一吐更直接清空了她的腸胃,胃酸混合著一根根來不及消化的豬肉絲(圓圓的早午餐),讓原本還算寬敞的單人病房充斥著一股難以言喻的酸腐味,那味道有多可怕呢?197Please respect copyright.PENANAxn8frJSRxC
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嗯…如果不是季妍還戴著口罩,恐怕會把昨天的晚餐也一併嘔出來吧!197Please respect copyright.PENANAMSiDVjB0mJ
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「吐完了嗎?~乖~我們漱漱口哦」,當季妍確定圓圓再也吐不出什麼後,季妍才強忍噁心把滿盆的穢物沖入馬桶,又從小冰箱裡拿出季媽特製的“漱口專用清涼檸檬水”,倒了一杯遞給圓圓。197Please respect copyright.PENANAus0m0mnG2f
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圓圓接過去,咕嚕咕嚕漱了幾口後,這才漸漸緩過氣來。197Please respect copyright.PENANATEwTthCAcG
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緩過來後,好奇心也回來了。197Please respect copyright.PENANADJ8eTdDzJI
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「馬麻,我剛才吐的那個一根一根的是壞蟲蟲嗎」?只見圓圓因為削瘦而變得更大的眼睛咕嚕咕嚕的盯著季妍。197Please respect copyright.PENANA2gVl37HyJq
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「是啊」,看著圓圓充滿期待的眼神,季妍實在說不出來“那是妳吃下去的豬肉絲啊”!197Please respect copyright.PENANAfx8ZEMPaJo
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於是她只能苦笑地摸摸圓圓的小丸子頭…「對啊~我們家圓圓好棒哦~~壞蟲蟲真的被妳趕出來了呢」!197Please respect copyright.PENANA8yqyIIKEtZ
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「真的嗎」?在被媽媽“稱讚”的那瞬間,圓圓的眼神霎時變得晶亮無比~「圓圓已經把壞蟲蟲趕出來了,所以我們可以回家了嗎」?197Please respect copyright.PENANAB0yqs8ewHh
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「呃…這個嘛」……「恐怕…還不行吧」…197Please respect copyright.PENANAiz1WaP37OG
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「為什麼」?!!!!197Please respect copyright.PENANA5lh3UXTpQj
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“為什麼?~~因為療程才剛開始啊”!…季妍在心裡默默吐槽,但嘴裡卻一本正經的編起故事~「因為呀~醫生說妳的身體裡住了好多好多好多壞蟲蟲哦,我們必須把它們全部趕出去才能回家…要不然」……197Please respect copyright.PENANAODbyZ7LKGm
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「不然怎樣」?…圓圓一下子就相信了季妍的故事,只見她神情緊張的揪著季妍的袖口直問…「它們會生出更多~更多~更多壞蟲蟲嗎」?197Please respect copyright.PENANAVT0ciTNKsi
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「嗚嗚~妳答對了」~~~季妍一邊裝哭似的回應,一邊暗自得意的想~~“果然~小孩子就是好騙啊”!197Please respect copyright.PENANALZ5A74z7PM
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但季妍顯然忽略了圓圓過度豐富的想像力…197Please respect copyright.PENANAbscbgnUZVi
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「真的嗎」?圓圓忽然聯想到一件可怕的事…「那如果壞蟲蟲一直生一直生的話…圓圓會死翹翹嗎」?197Please respect copyright.PENANAkf7SaZp0b2
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「?!..」…突然間,季妍發現圓圓真相了!197Please respect copyright.PENANAqHNbibzdgq
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“臭季妍~妳嘴巴怎麼那麼賤啊~~“~~季妍好想把那個自作聰明的自己掐死~“妳沒事編什麼故事~~好了,這下把女兒嚇到了”!197Please respect copyright.PENANAeI5l2ArIew
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季妍一邊在心裡痛罵自己,一邊慌張的張開雙手想給女兒一個安撫的抱抱,但她顯然忘了~~~圓圓的胸口還吊著點滴呢!197Please respect copyright.PENANAZHEI8kHlUI
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於是,季妍一個張手,一揮~~~圓圓的點滴管就這樣被我們粗魯的季妍馬麻扯掉了…197Please respect copyright.PENANAxIad9qC9hN
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「哎呀」!被扯掉的針管在半空中劃出一條誇張的拋物線後,跌落在白色床單上,母女兩都驚呆了,季妍嚇得吃手手,圓圓也嚇得忘了哭泣。197Please respect copyright.PENANAQmIiyBhmYI
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母女兩就這樣呆愣了好一會兒,一直到從針管漏出的點滴液染濕了被單,母女兩才一起回過神來。197Please respect copyright.PENANA9F3f8HnSdA
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「馬麻~掉了掉了」~~197Please respect copyright.PENANAmoxIf0W3Fv
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「慘了慘了」~~~197Please respect copyright.PENANAb68I6UR9rw
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就在兩人回神的瞬間,原本應該安靜的病房突然變得熱鬧不已,巡房的護士被兩人的唉叫聲吸引過來,一看~~~197Please respect copyright.PENANADrM5nI8nAc
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我們的病人家屬正拿著不停冒水的點滴管不知如何是好呢!(好吧,季妍是想先把點滴關掉再叫護士來的,但她還在研究該怎麼關時護士就自己出現了)197Please respect copyright.PENANA6FLhu5ib1E
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所有的混亂在護士出現的瞬間嘎然而止,護士一邊搖頭,一邊熟練的幫點滴換了針頭再重新插回人工血管,當護士像停不下的搖頭娃娃般,一邊搖頭一邊走出病房後,季妍的肚子突然不爭氣的咕嚕咕嚕叫了幾聲…197Please respect copyright.PENANAhOD2ZhBvHD
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季妍下意識拿出手機看看時間~~「哇塞~已經兩點了」!197Please respect copyright.PENANA9cPkbyYygK
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折騰了這麼久,肚子也該餓了。197Please respect copyright.PENANAip9vRKXkB0
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和圓圓一樣,季妍的午餐也是季媽送來的肉絲粥,但,可能是那堆嘔吐物給季妍的印象太深刻了吧…197Please respect copyright.PENANAcsoqmKiiJW
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此刻的季妍一聯想到肉絲的形狀就想吐~~~197Please respect copyright.PENANAq6upMG7paW
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唉…沒辦法,只好辜負季媽的好意了。197Please respect copyright.PENANAIfBpP3KNbM
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季妍決定到地下街撈點東西吃,於是,把圓圓哄睡了後,季妍拿了錢包和手機,躡手躡腳的走出了病房。197Please respect copyright.PENANAoGB9OU6ON9
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雖然是兒童病房,但61病房一直是非常安靜的,厚重的玻璃門不僅隔絕了細菌,也隔絕了人間的歡樂和喧囂,季妍輕輕按下玻璃門的開門鍵,下一秒,玻璃門“呼”的一聲打開了…197Please respect copyright.PENANACcF8Dqn7cF
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才打開門,一陣沉悶的嗚咽聲,隨著突然暢通的氣流灌入季妍耳裡...197Please respect copyright.PENANAInzKr5sYh9
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用膝蓋想也知道,又有人在電梯口“偷哭”了。197Please respect copyright.PENANAi1g53yn1VS
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如果可以季妍是不想打擾那位媽媽的,但不打擾她季妍還怎麼搭電梯呢?當然她也可以選擇走樓梯啦,但這裡可是12樓~~12樓耶~197Please respect copyright.PENANAWuaYg9AAqH
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季妍都快餓昏了,哪裡還有力氣從12樓走到地下室!197Please respect copyright.PENANAXcqWBLAaLI
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於是,季妍只好硬著頭皮,努力讓自己沒存在感的“飄移”到電梯口…197Please respect copyright.PENANABfX30jauom
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才靠近電梯,季妍就什麼都“偷聽”到了…197Please respect copyright.PENANA0WZiq8b2tP
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那是一個憔悴的孕婦,正向手機裡的某人絕望的泣訴著…197Please respect copyright.PENANAMunTyK3Icj
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「醫生說她體力太差怕她撐不住,不敢幫她做第四次化療,但不做化療她就只能等死」…197Please respect copyright.PENANAa7dqskhxES
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「骨髓移植?哪有那麼簡單」……197Please respect copyright.PENANA0DRA2M4ekY
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「當初如果不是親屬配對失敗,骨髓庫又沒合適的骨髓,我怎麼會冒險懷這個寶寶,我已經43歲了耶!結果醫生竟然告訴我她可能等不及寶寶出生」…197Please respect copyright.PENANAewPbytxdHR
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「嗚嗚…昨天我婆婆還問我該怎麼辦?我能怎麼辦?我不知道啊」!…197Please respect copyright.PENANAt6wbBw6Hxm
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「嗚…嗚嗚」…197Please respect copyright.PENANA7KD9FkB2mV
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在與死神搶人的61病房裡,這樣的故事是從來不缺的,住院幾天來,類似的“抱怨”季妍已經聽過二、三次了,但,看見被高齡懷孕和生病的孩子折磨到幾乎不成人形的孕婦時,季妍突然感到無由的心慌…197Please respect copyright.PENANAPx7y2NFdJF
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並不是因為孕婦的淚水,而是因為孕婦的話…197Please respect copyright.PENANAbNx54xGykp
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「血液配對失敗,骨髓庫沒合適的骨髓」…197Please respect copyright.PENANARZwr6AqmUr
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「血液配對失敗,骨髓庫沒合適的骨髓」…197Please respect copyright.PENANALbdIPhCSb6
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「天~~哪」…孕婦言語中的資訊太過龐大,季妍突然覺得有點發昏…197Please respect copyright.PENANAcWrcQwDvCm
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季妍可沒忘記醫生說過什麼~~~圓圓的病是一定要接受骨髓移植的。197Please respect copyright.PENANAcdY8D6D75O
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在聽到這段對話之前,季妍早已做好“親屬血液配對失敗”的心理准備,畢竟他們和圓圓並沒有血緣關係嘛!197Please respect copyright.PENANAmI836SGa6k
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但,她從來沒想過,連骨髓庫的血液配對都有可能失敗。197Please respect copyright.PENANArvPdivBWlY
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如果配對失敗了,圓圓該怎麼辦?197Please respect copyright.PENANAUAyAaPa9qN
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無法進行骨髓移植的話,她的寶貝還有生路嗎?197Please respect copyright.PENANAFj0NHwcOMI