繁忙的急診室裡,所有的醫護正來來去去的病患疲於奔命著,身為新店規模最大的地區醫院,這兒理所當然的聚集了各式各樣的緊急病患,於是,救護車的嗚咽聲、監視儀器的嗶嗶聲、病患的痛呼聲、護理師推著儀器奔跑的聲響便一直刺進季妍的的耳膜…182Please respect copyright.PENANASyCRIw4uOg
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是的,此時此刻,季妍也成為急診室風景的一部分了。182Please respect copyright.PENANAGbaph1pSky
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「請問…你們找我過來有…什麼事嗎」?182Please respect copyright.PENANApUUBhTZSi3
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在急診室一角,季妍正一臉惶然的在綠色簾幕圍成的診間裡“罰坐”著,診間很小,擺了張辦公桌和一張圓椅後就什麼也裝不下了,但此刻這麼小的空間裡偏偏擠了三個人。182Please respect copyright.PENANAmMEG0rqnPP
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誰呢?182Please respect copyright.PENANAUTuTlxmTni
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季妍、鍾醫生,還有鍾醫生的老公---小兒血液腫瘤科的李醫生。182Please respect copyright.PENANAsK5DlHzpOK
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此刻的季妍正正襟危坐的坐在家屬專用的圓椅上,而鐘醫生則隨意地用單手撐著桌子站在一旁,圓椅不大甚至還有點搖晃,但,這並不是讓季妍坐立不安的原因…182Please respect copyright.PENANABEbHEakw9S
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坐在她們對面的李醫生才是。182Please respect copyright.PENANAzCxWKZZFXt
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不知是不是夫妻互補的緣故,總之,鍾醫生有多豪爽,李醫生就有多“酷”,事實上,說他酷還太客氣了…182Please respect copyright.PENANA9cMik742OJ
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說真的,一開始鍾醫生介紹她的老公~~李醫師給季妍時,季妍還以為鍾醫生在開玩笑呢!182Please respect copyright.PENANAz0M4uKt3pa
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原因無他~~~這對夫妻的個性也差太多了!182Please respect copyright.PENANAGW9cPlRoTN
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鍾醫生的老公,根本就是座萬年大冰山嘛!182Please respect copyright.PENANAhrLDzLnI5x
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從季妍踏入診間起,除了擺動了一下食指示意她們“等一下”外,整整二分鐘,李醫生都沒說過一個字,當然這兩分鐘李醫生並沒閒著,只見他緊盯著電腦螢幕,時而點點滑鼠、時而皺皺眉頭,直到季妍快被李醫生冷冽的眼神凍成冰塊時,李醫生才終於開了尊口。182Please respect copyright.PENANATQS385BXtA
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「楊太太」,李醫生似乎並不習慣與人對視,只見他一邊和季妍對話,一邊板著臉用滑鼠在螢幕上點啊點,「夢圓的血檢數據…不太好喔」!182Please respect copyright.PENANANwsZH52pCM
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「不太好」?話音未落,季妍的心瞬間提了起來…「什麼意思?夢圓她…怎麼了嗎」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAcYe4DBW1Ox
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「妳看~~她這個年紀白血球指數應該要有6千~1萬,但她只有2200」…李醫生將螢幕轉向季妍,指著螢幕上幾個紅色的阿拉伯數字搖頭歎氣道…「她的紅血球指數也只有7g/dl,最糟糕的是血小板」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAKFU0KW89uS
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說著,李醫生又長歎了一口氣…182Please respect copyright.PENANAUzWULY8NkU
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醫生的話讓季妍渾身發冷…「她的血小板…有什麼問題嗎」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAY2Xhr0ZZTf
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「她的血小板只有1萬1,加上她持續的低燒,我懷疑她可能」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAYWC0ZmXtNx
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「可能什麼」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAsQYyePY4dA
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「可能…罹患了某種白血病…」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAqjJVa5QDO5
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「白血病」?季妍瞬間矇了…「那是什麼」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAH4nNA3Zmso
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「就是…血癌啊」!李醫生幽幽的歎息道。182Please respect copyright.PENANAuvMXCrAWfb
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「血癌」!!!182Please respect copyright.PENANALqkh6wkLfD
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季妍嚇壞了,只見她霍地一聲從圓椅上站起,圓椅“砰”的一聲順勢倒下重砸在她光裸的腳趾上(因為時間太趕,季妍是穿著夾腳拖出門的),但她彷彿不知道痛似的,只是睜圓著眼,呆愣幾秒後,不可置信的揪住一旁鍾醫生的牛仔外套…182Please respect copyright.PENANAYAQWkvjRYt
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「鍾醫生~你老公是在開玩笑吧」!季妍見鬼似的揪住鍾醫生,期待鍾醫生能幫忙否定李醫生的“玩笑話”…「我家圓圓那麼活潑,她怎麼可…怎麼可能生…那種病」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAOVN2PQ6AEZ
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「誤診~~一定是誤診」!!!「妳老公一定搞錯了對不對」!!!182Please respect copyright.PENANAFuD0Tbc9Gq
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「楊太太~~妳冷靜一下」~~眼看心愛的牛仔外套即將被季妍的“魔爪”撕成兩半,鍾醫生終於開口了,「夢圓是我接生的,我也希望她平安無事,但她的血檢數值確實不太好,所以」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAa8hj21XFul
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「所以怎樣」?季妍哽咽的問。182Please respect copyright.PENANA0fDg44IhKE
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「所以我們希望她能做進一步的檢查」…182Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZAzvTzH2h
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「好」,季節艱難的點頭,「那我們要如何配合」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAiTEMaX9dRo
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「首先…請妳先去幫夢圓辦理住院」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAmxTIa8Mnm3
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等季妍再度回到圓圓身邊時,時間已經過了不知幾個五分鐘了。182Please respect copyright.PENANApT42j5yZoj
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「馬麻妳怎麼去那麼久啊」!在分享完她的巧克力糖(因為圓圓吃不下又不想浪費食物,所以圓圓決定把巧克力分享給大家),又和隔壁床的阿嬤尬聊了好幾個五分鐘後,圓圓早已用光了所有的耐性,於是,季妍才剛回來,圓圓立刻迫不及待從床上一躍而下…182Please respect copyright.PENANA2PHUvjlNoq
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「快點快點,我們回家吧」!182Please respect copyright.PENANATwmUoLT7Pz
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「別急別急」~~知女莫若母~~可憐圓圓還來不及“著地”,季妍已經伸手將她撈住了~~「醫生說妳身體裡有壞蟲蟲住進去了,為了趕走壞蟲蟲,我們要暫時留在醫院治療呦」!182Please respect copyright.PENANA5KWdlpo2C4
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「蛤!!!還要住院噢」~~~季妍才說完,一旁正彎腰幫圓圓撿鞋子的楊媽突然誇張的抬頭驚叫~~「那圓圓什麼時候才可以回家」?182Please respect copyright.PENANABADFRkr00G
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「我也不知道」…季妍努力保持微笑,但天知道她已經快裝不下去了~~「可能要等到醫生把圓圓身上的壞蟲蟲全趕出去吧」!182Please respect copyright.PENANA0xi8eGKo4N
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就這樣,在楊媽不情不願的嘟嚷聲中,季妍母女正式住進了醫院的61號病房。182Please respect copyright.PENANAYJWNYSR7bH
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61號病房是醫院的兒童癌症病房,兒癌患者的抵抗力是非常弱的,為了減少感染,醫院不得不把61病房和外界徹底隔開,除了入口那道厚重的玻璃門外,病房還嚴格限制了陪病的人數,於是楊媽和季媽只得不甘情願的離開…182Please respect copyright.PENANAa1jZ18v4ev
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兩老對圓圓的病情幾乎是一無所知的,為了怕二老擔心,季妍只是淡淡的說圓圓要留下來做進一步檢查,完全沒提到“血癌”二字,但知子莫若母,看見女兒眼眸驟失的光采和勉強牽起的笑容,季媽還是隱約的猜到了些什麼…182Please respect copyright.PENANAxq1OQBR8NS
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「妍啊」…趁著等電梯的空檔,季媽把季妍拉到一旁悄聲詢問,「妳老實說,圓圓是不是生了什麼…不好的病」?182Please respect copyright.PENANA77okeq0Avu
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季媽的話才出口,季妍的眼淚立刻不爭氣的落下…182Please respect copyright.PENANAdvrDKjCxp6
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「嗯」…季妍輕輕點了點頭,眼眶瞬間紅透,「醫生說…可能是血癌」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAwYCn5J8ECb
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「血癌」!!!季媽忍不住倒抽一口氣…「怎麼會」…182Please respect copyright.PENANApzLt0B6Ljz
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「那…現在怎麼辦」?182Please respect copyright.PENANAVQHDZ5RW9M
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「醫生說要幫圓圓做骨髓穿刺後才能確診和決定如何治療」…季妍哽咽的說道,「媽~我最近可能都要待在醫院,胖胖可能要麻煩妳們了」。182Please respect copyright.PENANAHl6bdxZZL1
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「別擔心」,季媽心疼的拍拍季妍的後背,「胖胖交給我們,妳把圓圓照顧好就好」…182Please respect copyright.PENANAYH0CEy4qx4
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當母女倆的悄悄話說得正熱時,楊媽遠遠的插話了。182Please respect copyright.PENANAg24i2hFecz
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「親家母妳還在摸什麼」?楊媽大聲的通知季媽,「電梯來了」!182Please respect copyright.PENANASDrw3bK8Mi
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「來了來了」…季媽聞言,只好暫時打住話題匆忙步入電梯。182Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Wjb84MGa
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電梯緩緩關上,在電梯離去之時,季妍彷彿還聽到楊媽詢問她們到底說了什麼,以及季媽強打精神的搪塞楊媽的聲音。182Please respect copyright.PENANANszNIMAje1
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想到媽媽明明那麼難過卻還得打起精神幫忙穩住婆婆(因為楊媽一旦知道會立即崩潰造成世界大亂的,而季妍現在最不欠的就是有人添亂了),季妍的眼底忽然又氤氳了…182Please respect copyright.PENANAATlyNBGcQM
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季妍扶著醫院白牆艱難的行進,一邊走,一邊啜泣著…182Please respect copyright.PENANAuLVoQXzlCc
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嗚嗚…是誰開的這麼惡劣的玩笑呢?明明不久前圓圓還在眼前活蹦亂跳,為什麼才沒多久,事情會變成這樣!182Please respect copyright.PENANAdSGaTyHlqy
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在辦理住院手續的空檔,季妍已將網上關於血癌的資訊囫圇吞了一遍,化療…掉髮…骨髓移植…五年存活率…那些曾經離她很遠的名詞,此刻卻成了她急須弄懂的醫學常識,但季妍不想知道這些,她只想圓圓好好的呀!182Please respect copyright.PENANAmRyKzvsOE5
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一想到網上媽咪們“分享”的圓圓即將面臨的種種痛苦,季妍的心都碎了…182Please respect copyright.PENANAXZFqapZ2nk
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「老天爺啊!為什麼你要讓圓圓面對這些」?季妍崩潰的捶著醫院冰冷的白牆,「她那麼乖巧,那麼懂事,那麼」……182Please respect copyright.PENANAcrTSnCq5k9
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嗚嗚…圓圓好辛苦才來到這個世界啊!為什麼要這麼折磨她?182Please respect copyright.PENANAQNQOsbLxen
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想到被命運苦待的女兒和她茫然的未來,季妍終於崩潰了。182Please respect copyright.PENANA1rWrjiyrE5
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時間一分一秒流逝,但季妍的淚水卻像宇宙一樣望不見盡頭,坦白說,電梯口並不是適合哭泣的地方,但,不知是貼心或者早已見怪不怪,儘管陸續有二三人經過,但,並沒人打擾她,或者說,沒有人忍心打擾她…182Please respect copyright.PENANANEJlzWMvCv
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此時的季妍並不知道,她不是唯一哭倒在電梯口的人。182Please respect copyright.PENANAnXnpP88gOv
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在被厚重玻璃門阻隔的兒癌病房裡,“哭”是一種奢侈。182Please respect copyright.PENANAdoNze1SVqG
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罹癌的孩子過得太辛苦,於是,在兒癌病房裡,父母只能堅強的笑著,哭,只能在背後哭…182Please respect copyright.PENANAKyKqZMrdqZ
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身為情感豐沛的創作者,季妍的眼淚也比常人多了許多,即使“讓病患家屬在外頭哭一下”已是61病房不成文的默契,但,坦白說,護理師們還沒見過這麼能哭的…182Please respect copyright.PENANALbDc62yQPW
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季妍哭了多久呢?…應該有足足半小時那麼多吧!而且她屬於那種邊哭邊捶牆壁戲劇張力超強的本土劇型哭法~~~拜託,這樣子哭超吵的好嗎!182Please respect copyright.PENANAaXhzOSRObn
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這樣半小時不進廣告的哭下來,即使是最有耐心的護理師都受不了好嗎!182Please respect copyright.PENANA1LzXsl7wDn
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就在護理師們快被季妍的哭聲搞瘋,正交頭接耳的討論著該不該派個人出去讓季妍“閉嘴”時,季妍眼前的電梯忽然開了,一個神情焦慮的男子從電梯裡跳了出來,然後……182Please respect copyright.PENANAX4XKZpPOyb
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很神奇的,季妍忽然就不哭了…182Please respect copyright.PENANAYozbKGJ9Le
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為什麼呢?182Please respect copyright.PENANADF61mhakQb
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因為~~~她的救星回來了!182Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZTWx2jJKx