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No Plagiarism!4Ctobrf6a9VQiOgJu0eIposted on PENANA 是的,小雨跑了,在即將與心愛的女兒見面之前。8964 copyright protection195PENANA6UaOh9Z0Mf 維尼
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好笑的是,一直到季妍打開手機的LINE想問小雨在哪裡時,才從未讀訊息裡發現小雨落跑的事實!8964 copyright protection195PENANAO1LUqOFkfD 維尼
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而小雨落跑的原因也讓季妍不解…8964 copyright protection195PENANA9No4XXTIQ3 維尼
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『對不起,我暫時還無法面對圓圓』…小雨的訊息只有短短二行字…『七天後見』…8964 copyright protection195PENANAEP0q4sWtQA 維尼
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「無法面對圓圓」?看到訊息時季妍都傻眼了…「為什麼?不就是見一面嗎」?8964 copyright protection195PENANAm5EIDFGQNU 維尼
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呵呵,季妍當然無法理解,畢竟她並不是拋棄了圓圓的那個人呀!8964 copyright protection195PENANAvzXmM467Ge 維尼
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唉,季妍永遠不會知道,對小雨來說,與被她“拋棄”的女兒見面需要多大的勇氣,而這份勇氣,早在小雨在收養同意書上簽名的那天起,就已經永遠失去了。8964 copyright protection195PENANAlJi0YZbvKA 維尼
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和圓圓分離的一千多個日子裡,小雨沒有一天不思念圓圓,但她只是圓圓戶籍謄本記事欄裡的一行文字、一個現在對圓圓毫無意義,將來可能痛恨至極的陌生人,除了生下她外,小雨什麼都沒為圓圓做過,她有什麼資格見圓圓?8964 copyright protection195PENANARFTV6PBYRk 維尼
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即使勉強見面了,那圓圓又該稱呼她什麼?8964 copyright protection195PENANAp9RjwfXkTT 維尼
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阿姨嗎?8964 copyright protection195PENANAmn84Uk4EGI 維尼
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但她不想當阿姨,她想當圓圓的媽媽呀!8964 copyright protection195PENANAqg4qM1P4fk 維尼
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因為這樣那樣的糾結,所以,在即將與圓圓見面的前一刻,小雨終究選擇了逃避。8964 copyright protection195PENANABCA7fku4wt 維尼
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雖然小雨不敢見圓圓,但捐骨髓她還是萬分願意的。8964 copyright protection195PENANAJFbPTQu07s 維尼
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於是,落跑的第三天,小雨開始天天到醫院施打『白血球生長激素』,這段期間季妍一直試圖用LINE聯絡她,但她從來都是已讀不回。8964 copyright protection195PENANAPLv18AiWBg 維尼
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在小雨已讀不回時,圓圓已經搬進無菌室開始進行『殲滅療程』,也就是所謂的『高劑量化療』。8964 copyright protection195PENANAP8N1Q085s5 維尼
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話說,普通的化療就足以讓圓圓吐得天翻地覆,而高劑量化療的威力又比普通化療不知高了多少倍,於是,除了持續嘔吐外,圓圓還得同時對抗口腔潰瘍、牙齦潰瘍、流鼻血、皮膚嚴重乾裂等等副作用…8964 copyright protection195PENANA6FtNZKufdh 維尼
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拜託…圓圓只是個五歲的孩子啊!8964 copyright protection195PENANA3QJ5zkfqUc 維尼
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為了不讓爸媽擔心,圓圓從來不抱怨自己有多痛,但無菌室一天容許一人隔著玻璃窗探望二次,每當季妍帶著筆電前來探望圓圓時(帶筆電是為了開視訊讓二位阿嬤、把拔、姑姑和弟弟也能和圓圓見面),一見到圓圓因口腔和牙齦潰瘍痛到張不開的嘴巴、揮個手皮膚都能裂開出血的五指,鏡頭裡的阿嬤和姑姑總是忍不住痛哭流涕…8964 copyright protection195PENANAZsttVoOpJx 維尼
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大人都如此,胖胖的反應就更大了…8964 copyright protection195PENANAbwIg0hwh97 維尼
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某次視訊,當胖胖跟姐姐擠眉弄眼的“聊”得正開心時,姐姐的鼻血突然像火山爆發般劇烈噴出…結果可憐的胖胖直接做了一個禮拜的惡夢。8964 copyright protection195PENANATHPLHa8bfP 維尼
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「嗚嗚…我不要姐姐死掉」…某次從惡夢中驚醒後,胖胖不停的向媽媽哭求…「妳去把姐姐帶回來好不好」?8964 copyright protection195PENANAPadGxgOjKn 維尼
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「可是姐姐三天後要做骨髓移植,現在不能離開醫院耶」!8964 copyright protection195PENANADeEXHoDKKj 維尼
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「那姐姐做完“古錐移植”後可以回家嗎」?胖胖一邊抽噎一邊問季妍。8964 copyright protection195PENANAbVIneZqWj8 維尼
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「可以呀,等新骨髓長出來,姐姐就可以回家陪胖胖囉」…8964 copyright protection195PENANAnODdG6rvlf 維尼
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「真的嗎」?胖胖這才破涕為笑…「那,等新“古錐”長出來,姐姐就不會流鼻血了嗎」?8964 copyright protection195PENANAF8hgLDte3R 維尼
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那天季妍好不容易才哄睡兒子,結果一小時候胖胖又做了同樣的惡夢…8964 copyright protection195PENANAuYQnePPN6L 維尼
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唉唉唉…8964 copyright protection195PENANAyIHaApSuB0 維尼
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時間在季妍蠟燭兩邊燒的疲累中悄悄流逝,終於,在季妍快昏倒之前,骨髓移植的那天到了。8964 copyright protection195PENANArZDp4npaSY 維尼
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骨髓移植真正折磨的是捐贈者,也就是小雨本人(要被抽6-8小時的血耶),受贈人則相對輕鬆~~~只要像輸血一樣把血輸進體內就大功告成了。8964 copyright protection195PENANA6iVuihyFoq 維尼
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當然這是指移植當天啦,之後還有新的造血幹細胞作用與否、會不會產生排斥反應等一堆挑戰要克服呢…8964 copyright protection195PENANAPCFMr8xttv 維尼
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話說,小雨的造血幹細胞是從早上七點開始抽取,預計在下午三點結束,而這段時間小雨只能待在血液透析的小房間…8964 copyright protection195PENANAQYNOBsLAnP 維尼
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因為如此,季妍終於再次見到了小雨。8964 copyright protection195PENANA38ge0IJOP3 維尼
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季妍有一肚子問題想問小雨,但,季妍還來不及發問呢,小雨卻先把她問倒了。8964 copyright protection195PENANASrTZtbkIm0 維尼
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「如果今天拋棄圓圓的是妳,妳還有臉見她嗎」?只見小雨閉著眼睛,口氣淡然的問。8964 copyright protection195PENANACDYnK0Jxe1 維尼
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「我」…話音未息,季妍突然啞口無言,一個字都說不出來了。8964 copyright protection195PENANAH1XwcF71vE 維尼
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