If I'm being honest, I don't really care if my work never gets published and people only read it on a website because it looked interesting. I mostly just care that people read it. It makes me so happy, to see the reads and think, hey, they might have liked it. I love updating the book as I go along and people watching how it forms. How it comes to be. Writing it without anyone reading it is just so... lonely. I don't know if I'm doing this or this right and the encouragement to keep writing comes from the fact the people actually read it. Why spend so long writing a book no one will read? I already know how the story comes out, I know I enjoy writing. But in the end, I want someone else to like it. Because if I'm the only one who likes it, it will stay just a daydream I have in class.
People usually say, oh it's the journey that I loved, it's the progress that made it worth it, even if nothing happened in the end. Even if no one read it or saw it.
That's BS. Because it would be a huge waste if no one ever read it and you spent forever putting it on paper. I don't care about the experience, there are some days that I don't want to write. I care about other people reading it and feeling emotions. Feeling happy, sad, angry, embarrassed. I care about that fluttering feeling people get when two characters get together. Not the 'experience'. I care the people have to put the book down and take a few deep breaths thinking 'oh my word' when the character did something or said something stupid. That's what I care about.
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Man, sorry about that guys. Have fun reading my deep rant that I made in Science :0.
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