「返到屋企send個message俾我。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAmNxAp8grvS
下車前,我對坐在旁邊的Tracy說道,她點了點頭,略帶不捨地鬆開纏在一起的指頭。我輕輕摸了摸被柔順棕髮蓋著的頭頂,從座位上站起來。159Please respect copyright.PENANAEP631tqamF
自從前些日子她在商場勾過我的小指後,這行為漸漸成為我們相處的一部份。最初的時候,對方總是有意無意用手背觸碰我的手背,然後伸出小尾指,扣上這邊最小的指頭。159Please respect copyright.PENANAtCvxQNbDXN
帶著生硬的舉動隨著時間跟次數的累積慢慢變得自然,如呼吸般融入生活。好像今天,我倆並肩坐在巴士上,彼此的指尖雖然疊在一起,但雙方只是各自以空出來的手滑著手機。經指尖傳來的溫度雖然使人怦然心動,但我們並未要求更多,只想靜靜地感受彼此的存在。159Please respect copyright.PENANAiVPdGrZZ4B
趴在床上,我點開Tracy傳來的自拍照,相片中的她用被子蓋住口和鼻,看著鏡頭的雙眸略顯疲態。我維持趴睡的姿勢,把臉埋在枕頭裡,只露出一邊眼睛,給自己拍了一張自拍。159Please respect copyright.PENANAXPGccQ2brX
我:早抖159Please respect copyright.PENANAu3jQkTOG8V
我連同簡短的訊息,將剛剛拍的照片傳給對方。不知從何時開始,我們由每天睡前向對方互道晚安,變為睡前向對方互傳自拍。159Please respect copyright.PENANAQKfcCu12T5
Tracy:我想做你個枕頭159Please respect copyright.PENANAkYM8GDv9Cz
我:諗下好喇159Please respect copyright.PENANAYtyLzqck9G
Tracy:哼,你成日都對我咁冷淡159Please respect copyright.PENANAWuvhkLXaEF
我:冷淡就唔會日日臨瞓都同你whatsapp喇159Please respect copyright.PENANAZlodVWDi7Z
Tracy:咁我應該用咩報答你?159Please respect copyright.PENANAdQGSnmDgHe
Tracy:做你個枕頭夠唔夠?159Please respect copyright.PENANABSpncdNjmk
我:我唔要159Please respect copyright.PENANAV68BTmiu4d
Tracy:我都好好枕㗎159Please respect copyright.PENANAW6CbPhsP6G
我:你唔好枕159Please respect copyright.PENANA96nRQ50e9k
Tracy:你又知?159Please respect copyright.PENANAHaVyReL419
我:我就係知159Please respect copyright.PENANAoB83wT1qaI
Tracy:你要俾個機會我試下先驗證到159Please respect copyright.PENANAXI4E2tB762
我:你講緊幾多年後嘅事?159Please respect copyright.PENANAdwSFXNtWdm
Tracy:可能好快就實現呢159Please respect copyright.PENANAMTd8M3C4lb
我不禁揚起嘴角,抱著被子,繼續當起嘴硬的角色。159Please respect copyright.PENANAlONS5Bog7n
我:睇下點159Please respect copyright.PENANAUdmUFICtT8
我:但即使你將來有機會上嚟,你都只可以瞓梳化159Please respect copyright.PENANAzlaaYsiat8
Tracy:好呀,一齊瞓梳化又可以再親密啲159Please respect copyright.PENANAyQz0UxLoyZ
我:你就想!!!159Please respect copyright.PENANAyrKZ8aLS5L
我:我係指你瞓梳化,我瞓床!159Please respect copyright.PENANAXXY0Ay8jc8
對方傳來一張哭臉的貼圖,我沒好氣地搖搖頭,然後給她道了晚安。159Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ3CIlvlF1
我:好喇我真係瞓,早抖159Please respect copyright.PENANAIee2mGngjA
Tracy:早抖159Please respect copyright.PENANAcKbixACvug
關掉螢幕,蓋好被子,我這時才發現,彎起的嘴角一直沒有垂下過。159Please respect copyright.PENANAbYCzODXsRe
無論是勾小尾指的行為,還是每天晚上的睡前自拍,都顯然超越「閨密」的界線。我們對彼此的感情,經已膨脹至非「朋友」二字所能承載的重量。159Please respect copyright.PENANAWI9BOdNCI3
那麼,我們現在是什麼關係?159Please respect copyright.PENANAxsNYWYw6Bf
是人們常掛在嘴邊,「朋友以上,戀人未滿」的關係嗎?我們正處於曖昧狀態嗎?159Please respect copyright.PENANAA59g0XqHam
雖然沒有明確的答案,但我想我們是互相喜歡對方……吧。159Please respect copyright.PENANAYbE1gr2eVd
我現在……有多喜歡對方?159Please respect copyright.PENANAL8j6CukmXJ
也許要改變彼此的關係,只需一個小動作……不,或者一個眼神,經已足夠。159Please respect copyright.PENANATz0YPz7rYi
那即是……很喜歡嗎?159Please respect copyright.PENANA2F3VjjChss
「……」我把被子拉過頭,閉上眼睛。159Please respect copyright.PENANAtFpHN4krLS
自從那天晚上在碼頭互訴心事後,Tracy那份專一的感情,以及對自己的信任和鼓勵,逐漸吹散盤踞心中的迷惘與不安。159Please respect copyright.PENANAtYJg1g26tJ
現在的我想起跟她的關係,已經不會再像當初般只想逃避。取而代之的是,一份快要從心房滿溢出來的期待。理應是無味的感情,散發著一股如花蜜般甜膩的香氣,讓人想要奮不顧身,衝破一切,將箇中滋味據為己有。
159Please respect copyright.PENANAiV2Pa2AAJZ
「Jane,你今年想食咩蛋糕?」吃過午飯,Susan攤坐在茶水間的椅子上,一副慵懶的模樣。159Please respect copyright.PENANAKQiSiKUTP0
「嗯?咩蛋糕?」159Please respect copyright.PENANAHWEzNQ3OyW
「公司月頭個生日會呀,你下個月生日吖嘛。而家都月尾,揀定蛋糕差唔多。」159Please respect copyright.PENANA1jsc0eVJ44
「咦,係喎。」經她一說,我才想起每月例行生日會的事來。159Please respect copyright.PENANA0wL8HgntSn
「唔知揀咩可以問我,我可以提供返專業意見!」159Please respect copyright.PENANAiZwiiEmvx7
「你又唔係下個月生日嗰個,我係問,都問有份吹蠟燭嗰幾個先喇!」159Please respect copyright.PENANAgJmRvgibB8
「係嘅係嘅,你哋班每月之星點話點好喇!」語畢,對方彎起一邊嘴角,不懷好意地笑道:「不過今年就算腦細突然話cut咗個生日會,我諗你都唔會在意㗎喇!」159Please respect copyright.PENANAEgB5ohCmIL
「吓?點解咁講?」159Please respect copyright.PENANAw0kFvmPitA
「你今年將會有個特別嘅人,為你準備一個特別嘅生日會。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAk81fY6RXF1
對方的暗示跟明示沒兩樣,我不自覺地乾咳了一聲。「……邊有。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAdt76MHOl5T
「哎呀,你唔使收收埋埋喎。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAPL8Gmq1o7Q
「咩收收埋埋,真係無人約我。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAuafIviADMM
「唔係『無』,係『未』啫。心上人生日咁大件事,對方實唔會走甩嘅!」159Please respect copyright.PENANAbeDE9vy3AV
被同事這麼一說,本來沒有多想的事突然一湧而上,佔據整個腦海。「……但我哋之間無特別講過邊日生日嗰啲,可能佢根本唔知呢。」159Please respect copyright.PENANAXRYtTzDPzu
「邊有可能,你哋小學同學嚟㗎喎!我唔信佢咩都無準備!你可以試探下對方口風呀?」159Please respect copyright.PENANAYhoNeQcf3s
「我先無咁得閒。」我故作毫不在意的說道。瞄了一眼放在桌上的手機,我搖了搖頭,提起馬克杯呷了一口黑咖啡。
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