「返到屋企send個message俾我。」158Please respect copyright.PENANA6RLVto7OnV
下車前,我對坐在旁邊的Tracy說道,她點了點頭,略帶不捨地鬆開纏在一起的指頭。我輕輕摸了摸被柔順棕髮蓋著的頭頂,從座位上站起來。158Please respect copyright.PENANAZYPvN8K8ol
自從前些日子她在商場勾過我的小指後,這行為漸漸成為我們相處的一部份。最初的時候,對方總是有意無意用手背觸碰我的手背,然後伸出小尾指,扣上這邊最小的指頭。158Please respect copyright.PENANARlmsXnCTnC
帶著生硬的舉動隨著時間跟次數的累積慢慢變得自然,如呼吸般融入生活。好像今天,我倆並肩坐在巴士上,彼此的指尖雖然疊在一起,但雙方只是各自以空出來的手滑著手機。經指尖傳來的溫度雖然使人怦然心動,但我們並未要求更多,只想靜靜地感受彼此的存在。158Please respect copyright.PENANA9XYwebUr5N
趴在床上,我點開Tracy傳來的自拍照,相片中的她用被子蓋住口和鼻,看著鏡頭的雙眸略顯疲態。我維持趴睡的姿勢,把臉埋在枕頭裡,只露出一邊眼睛,給自己拍了一張自拍。158Please respect copyright.PENANALDmvg4OQfa
我:早抖158Please respect copyright.PENANA2DctBulFt6
我連同簡短的訊息,將剛剛拍的照片傳給對方。不知從何時開始,我們由每天睡前向對方互道晚安,變為睡前向對方互傳自拍。158Please respect copyright.PENANAo7ziVy9YGn
Tracy:我想做你個枕頭158Please respect copyright.PENANAPBZpsY0Afv
我:諗下好喇158Please respect copyright.PENANAu9rCyiFvQ8
Tracy:哼,你成日都對我咁冷淡158Please respect copyright.PENANA6wKCvV7OM4
我:冷淡就唔會日日臨瞓都同你whatsapp喇158Please respect copyright.PENANAPrNBqWoTfl
Tracy:咁我應該用咩報答你?158Please respect copyright.PENANAtCdJqTMi6S
Tracy:做你個枕頭夠唔夠?158Please respect copyright.PENANAsStcDin6ps
我:我唔要158Please respect copyright.PENANA3RXQGX1wPu
Tracy:我都好好枕㗎158Please respect copyright.PENANANvZmlusS7O
我:你唔好枕158Please respect copyright.PENANAcpYEGLLksZ
Tracy:你又知?158Please respect copyright.PENANAueP2gO3wnM
我:我就係知158Please respect copyright.PENANAfXFLDAJnjq
Tracy:你要俾個機會我試下先驗證到158Please respect copyright.PENANAjHKoFlVcE4
我:你講緊幾多年後嘅事?158Please respect copyright.PENANA73qyWGqw8O
Tracy:可能好快就實現呢158Please respect copyright.PENANAbSaWPMEmUG
我不禁揚起嘴角,抱著被子,繼續當起嘴硬的角色。158Please respect copyright.PENANAX1cSdki0h9
我:睇下點158Please respect copyright.PENANAMsj8THmlhJ
我:但即使你將來有機會上嚟,你都只可以瞓梳化158Please respect copyright.PENANAfnXv6zayj2
Tracy:好呀,一齊瞓梳化又可以再親密啲158Please respect copyright.PENANAtH7fjSkn6Z
我:你就想!!!158Please respect copyright.PENANArhojgTH53C
我:我係指你瞓梳化,我瞓床!158Please respect copyright.PENANA2nbbc2h63R
對方傳來一張哭臉的貼圖,我沒好氣地搖搖頭,然後給她道了晚安。158Please respect copyright.PENANA12dn02jXr8
我:好喇我真係瞓,早抖158Please respect copyright.PENANA0l70N5Wcjw
Tracy:早抖158Please respect copyright.PENANAJX6rIEBmu2
關掉螢幕,蓋好被子,我這時才發現,彎起的嘴角一直沒有垂下過。158Please respect copyright.PENANAS8seVoZVCP
無論是勾小尾指的行為,還是每天晚上的睡前自拍,都顯然超越「閨密」的界線。我們對彼此的感情,經已膨脹至非「朋友」二字所能承載的重量。158Please respect copyright.PENANAg3Ms5gzhck
那麼,我們現在是什麼關係?158Please respect copyright.PENANA2WNjbs2tSp
是人們常掛在嘴邊,「朋友以上,戀人未滿」的關係嗎?我們正處於曖昧狀態嗎?158Please respect copyright.PENANAV4MpZmfUZL
雖然沒有明確的答案,但我想我們是互相喜歡對方……吧。158Please respect copyright.PENANAfuQ8p6Ft1L
我現在……有多喜歡對方?158Please respect copyright.PENANAjcqLSxXTFs
也許要改變彼此的關係,只需一個小動作……不,或者一個眼神,經已足夠。158Please respect copyright.PENANAfQQ03Haslf
那即是……很喜歡嗎?158Please respect copyright.PENANAK6DK1Rij7l
「……」我把被子拉過頭,閉上眼睛。158Please respect copyright.PENANAnJfkGBPmtD
自從那天晚上在碼頭互訴心事後,Tracy那份專一的感情,以及對自己的信任和鼓勵,逐漸吹散盤踞心中的迷惘與不安。158Please respect copyright.PENANAIkdKFt1bvO
現在的我想起跟她的關係,已經不會再像當初般只想逃避。取而代之的是,一份快要從心房滿溢出來的期待。理應是無味的感情,散發著一股如花蜜般甜膩的香氣,讓人想要奮不顧身,衝破一切,將箇中滋味據為己有。
158Please respect copyright.PENANAAs37W3G2NL
「Jane,你今年想食咩蛋糕?」吃過午飯,Susan攤坐在茶水間的椅子上,一副慵懶的模樣。158Please respect copyright.PENANAVdXoFPs7Z4
「嗯?咩蛋糕?」158Please respect copyright.PENANAtdMoDQ4j2Q
「公司月頭個生日會呀,你下個月生日吖嘛。而家都月尾,揀定蛋糕差唔多。」158Please respect copyright.PENANAKgxYnvaBxe
「咦,係喎。」經她一說,我才想起每月例行生日會的事來。158Please respect copyright.PENANAOLOHMCUph7
「唔知揀咩可以問我,我可以提供返專業意見!」158Please respect copyright.PENANA1xdH1ainsj
「你又唔係下個月生日嗰個,我係問,都問有份吹蠟燭嗰幾個先喇!」158Please respect copyright.PENANAausXJhI4vK
「係嘅係嘅,你哋班每月之星點話點好喇!」語畢,對方彎起一邊嘴角,不懷好意地笑道:「不過今年就算腦細突然話cut咗個生日會,我諗你都唔會在意㗎喇!」158Please respect copyright.PENANA5AGLr3vv8M
「吓?點解咁講?」158Please respect copyright.PENANAy7znQTCuI9
「你今年將會有個特別嘅人,為你準備一個特別嘅生日會。」158Please respect copyright.PENANAjAL5VPh2N4
對方的暗示跟明示沒兩樣,我不自覺地乾咳了一聲。「……邊有。」158Please respect copyright.PENANAkhfyWoizV9
「哎呀,你唔使收收埋埋喎。」158Please respect copyright.PENANApUKh7GvGog
「咩收收埋埋,真係無人約我。」158Please respect copyright.PENANAuu7W1ZETYR
「唔係『無』,係『未』啫。心上人生日咁大件事,對方實唔會走甩嘅!」158Please respect copyright.PENANA8CCuWkasFU
被同事這麼一說,本來沒有多想的事突然一湧而上,佔據整個腦海。「……但我哋之間無特別講過邊日生日嗰啲,可能佢根本唔知呢。」158Please respect copyright.PENANAKmQ5pb8JYj
「邊有可能,你哋小學同學嚟㗎喎!我唔信佢咩都無準備!你可以試探下對方口風呀?」158Please respect copyright.PENANAiPkclzHfgP
「我先無咁得閒。」我故作毫不在意的說道。瞄了一眼放在桌上的手機,我搖了搖頭,提起馬克杯呷了一口黑咖啡。
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