佢影咗一杯Starbucks嘅咖啡,再寫住:「最後一星期!加油!」189Please respect copyright.PENANAEeLJhblWNO
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自從唔洗再返學,佢就好勤力咁更新IG,幾乎一日會出一個Post,內容大概都係圍繞住佢嘅生活動態。當時嘅腦內嘅畫面都係佢同胡一刀喺一齊。如果當時我知道真相,可能就會覺得啲Post其實係出俾我睇。189Please respect copyright.PENANAE17Iv5mAmH
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無論點都好,睇佢嘅Post,了解佢嘅動向,都算係我嘅一種精神食糧。就係咁,就渡過埋最後一個作戰星期。189Please respect copyright.PENANAYj432iM87C
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「喂!傻正!加油!」終於迎嚟第一科中文口試,好彩地,我可以喺返自己學校考試,終於明白咩叫主場之利,原來真係可以淡定好多。而阿月比我遲考口試,但佢都特登返嚟,幫我打氣。189Please respect copyright.PENANAdZvVrpjLda
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有考過公開試嘅大家都知道,每一日出嘅口試題目都會成為大家茶餘飯後嘅話題,越後考嘅同學就越著數,因為可以大概透過出過嘅題型而判斷自己會遇到咩題目。喺學校,我嘅口試平均分一直都偏高,加上分析完之前幾日出過嘅題目,如果唔重複嘅話,大致上應該都冇咩問題。189Please respect copyright.PENANA6njrCzLSrL
結果我考嘅題目係:「有人認為學校班級旅行已成為例行公事,失去意義。試談談你的看法。」189Please respect copyright.PENANAb2RIccyD5h
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呢個題目對我嚟講簡直係如虎添翼,話曬都做咗兩年班長,搞班活動嘅優弊之處,我都最清楚不過。考完出嚟,阿月仍然坐咗喺學校涼亭等我。見到我步伐咁輕鬆,本來眉頭深鎖嘅佢都鬆咗一口氣。189Please respect copyright.PENANAkNyLF6bUnE
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「洗唔洗咁緊張?又唔係你考。」189Please respect copyright.PENANAht2rtienUS
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「點會唔擔心,中文口試有時出啲題目咁刁鑽。」189Please respect copyright.PENANAIfBzZMst6O
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「同我定,坐四望五啊。」我好有信心咁講。189Please respect copyright.PENANAswufMXOkdZ
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「咁就好啦。」189Please respect copyright.PENANAeL6JsYjHc7
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喺中文口試完咗嘅個幾禮拜後,主科都正式開考。當時大家都好大壓力,公開試就好似一道難以跨越嘅難關,但長大後先知,公開試只係一樣好「東急阿雪」嘅小事,日後會遇到嘅難關一定更大更嚴峻。189Please respect copyright.PENANAd6RWhARQiF
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But Who Knows?每一個困難喺未克服到之前,都總係自己遇過最大嘅難關。都總會無數次喺放棄、堅持之間徘徊,直至衝過終點。
而最近嘅生活,每一日都係重複住考試、返屋企同阿月溫書、瞓覺、再起身考試、唔洗考就繼續溫嘅機械式生活,雖然重複,但漸漸地有啲唔捨得,尤其是製造咗好多我同阿月二人世界嘅機會。189Please respect copyright.PENANAI24rX3uX5j
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我唔識得去形容,但經歷過果晚幾乎擦槍走火,我好似不自覺地越嚟越緊張阿月,越嚟越唔想公開試咁快完,好想繼續每日同佢過呢啲好似兩口子嘅生活,種種嘅一切都好似反映緊我對阿月產生咗一啲特別嘅感覺。189Please respect copyright.PENANA8BviHAOEMB
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當然,我唔敢太過流露呢種感覺,我怕只係一種相處耐咗嘅錯覺。189Please respect copyright.PENANA2uLkQB3jYv
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「仲有啲Elective咋!加油!」阿月對住我講,主科啲考試,就喺呢個唔係好捨得嘅心情中,好快咁完結咗。189Please respect copyright.PENANARmtj5EY7Vx
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「考完試之後,我哋去搵個地方玩返一日咯。」我講。189Please respect copyright.PENANAJVFNcggW9q
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聽到我嘅要求,佢好似好愕然,畢竟過往都係佢話去呢到果到,今次好似係我第一次主動邀約佢單獨約會。不過佢好快就答應咗,仲話會諗定曬啲行程。189Please respect copyright.PENANAoGiAkLpI9r
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「咁就交俾你啦!」我答。189Please respect copyright.PENANA4xWtu5qXS8
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「冇問題!令你樂而忘返果隻!」189Please respect copyright.PENANARGwz2tovPG