Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.266Please respect copyright.PENANAPkTeERawGr
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?266Please respect copyright.PENANA9kSjRXIykV
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?266Please respect copyright.PENANAt6TEKSGSNu
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?266Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZQ7Nx7usM
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.266Please respect copyright.PENANAUYQogtnkxy
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.266Please respect copyright.PENANAEmYBxAYmj8
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 266Please respect copyright.PENANA1F9tA15FDg
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...266Please respect copyright.PENANAq89LvUb36n
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.266Please respect copyright.PENANAqLZVcdX4oC
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-266Please respect copyright.PENANANCDrw1ESIw
Even though it was a prank.
Love....266Please respect copyright.PENANAuT0X67DVGr
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...266Please respect copyright.PENANAdjlP2rgRjl
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...266Please respect copyright.PENANAMPW4OLE0aO
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.266Please respect copyright.PENANA6mplSTfeio
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.266Please respect copyright.PENANATuIvnNKVox
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.266Please respect copyright.PENANAeWGpxwVQaI
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.266Please respect copyright.PENANAod0S2HLHcD
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.266Please respect copyright.PENANAzCS37iFEYy
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?266Please respect copyright.PENANAuyrh69Kb0P
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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