Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.238Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ7AWyzZfD
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?238Please respect copyright.PENANA5l3AlaDPoc
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?238Please respect copyright.PENANAc9hAtNxSHs
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?238Please respect copyright.PENANA5OTXyBF0jC
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.238Please respect copyright.PENANAgGHqHluGeI
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.238Please respect copyright.PENANAcPRa85y7qa
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 238Please respect copyright.PENANAvEfC1ScMB2
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...238Please respect copyright.PENANA7xdO1Eo5Pp
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.238Please respect copyright.PENANAdCFRBjYOzC
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-238Please respect copyright.PENANAnP4YfRzGb5
Even though it was a prank.
Love....238Please respect copyright.PENANAweOcYjUJwy
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...238Please respect copyright.PENANAsSWm15njKt
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...238Please respect copyright.PENANA4ICefcXRvR
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.238Please respect copyright.PENANAzex6JKklpg
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.238Please respect copyright.PENANAIknWXCTQiJ
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.238Please respect copyright.PENANAsSlHJxWkEO
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.238Please respect copyright.PENANAkJSrZkETFU
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.238Please respect copyright.PENANAyejws4fY7J
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?238Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8Ghm8l2bB
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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