Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.174Please respect copyright.PENANApBtjwSDrr6
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?174Please respect copyright.PENANAR9aGWMNbQ3
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?174Please respect copyright.PENANADBw1sbSdfJ
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?174Please respect copyright.PENANAcifEnJhQR9
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.174Please respect copyright.PENANAcPQRNNAma9
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.174Please respect copyright.PENANAknTftc2J2l
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 174Please respect copyright.PENANAMdCongUCJU
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...174Please respect copyright.PENANAdDQR7YgL4N
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.174Please respect copyright.PENANA10HorHUuiQ
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-174Please respect copyright.PENANAVcDz9xiE8l
Even though it was a prank.
Love....174Please respect copyright.PENANAdrcYbOej7j
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...174Please respect copyright.PENANAQbXmJU2RJc
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...174Please respect copyright.PENANA6GlrBLKqVq
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.174Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ1gwI0JdA
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.174Please respect copyright.PENANApH8x3NV1on
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.174Please respect copyright.PENANAMPEb0jePSC
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.174Please respect copyright.PENANA8F6dwSqqqf
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.174Please respect copyright.PENANAUALHbCPDKv
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?174Please respect copyright.PENANA9J73emevTR
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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