I'm somehow alive.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95wjOUaqtH
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4TxNSKziL
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KjYGb08n8
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJF79ahNDv
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrtL9rMlF9
Well, it was that kind of day. 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGPNeFuM9N
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy6y2anAWI
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeCOZMP3iN
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSmtoV2Hmi
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2FpX2HTRD
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKbEK5cC7c
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXeVNs7OE
Much less someone I know.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nX2aNf0As
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"...Hey. Hey..."238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnhuap8s0R
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNf9flTGKV
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNWzg7T47Q
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"You...!" 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjAdboXmNK
I remember cursing in my head.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VnULRK9ic
Ah, fuck.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPNAG2VYa5
Fuck.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5l16jaHP6
It had to be you, didn't it.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL27Pb64TfE
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iWkLQld8K
Teacher's pet.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDePTg8WUg
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu8ra9UVpD
The class president.
