I'm somehow alive.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oKdaTxuLo
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yBBCAbq74
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC9UjhY84R
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRmBrILrUs
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOJlhT779O
Well, it was that kind of day. 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHyc56VrDC
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu5oirhxkY
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj5z7CmDXb
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KaEPuWC8M
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXS1AqLYFP
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCnYCe3Ngl
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBydSa9lNxM
Much less someone I know.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXisNfThru
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"...Hey. Hey..."315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrj2H1Ih1F
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gG0xVfjGZ
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn2UsdP5TS
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"You...!" 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3YivMR3E
I remember cursing in my head.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGAlcrNLVn
Ah, fuck.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC1EudP5wl
Fuck.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uUAiQBVTE
It had to be you, didn't it.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SoN8vy6uw
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoOGStCU23
Teacher's pet.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfBtmk3SEt
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTapZONjZ9
The class president.
