I'm somehow alive.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcKlZyer51
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX9qwLWqyW
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW5Y2OZmQj
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYThFCNi9H
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLdruJ6K7W
Well, it was that kind of day. 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkIsISARrN
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVMeosJtV6
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo374AluV2
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qwAXX1ZH7
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHS8Ifol1h
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW5lR7Nx8U
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfNc9UN43S
Much less someone I know.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIbft0FJXR
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"...Hey. Hey..."265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoouk1TkOFr
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcREuiqh7RJ
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg3jmP3reR
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"You...!" 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEhnVUZ7W1
I remember cursing in my head.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A1D5M80qh
Ah, fuck.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaX3Ju1gtg
Fuck.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuho390YeHL
It had to be you, didn't it.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTD5Dfm8dk
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgaOzgUvFV
Teacher's pet.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WgRykTgrV
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT83Gh3PjF
The class president.
